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:: 2004 20 April :: 12.48 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: dont speak...

420!
haha last nite was wicked fun nikki...lol

yesterday i got beat up by a 4 year old...THERE HAS TO BE SUMTHING WRONG WITH THAT haha she like clawed katies eye haha dn like beat me over the head with ken barbie...baaa then we had a long emotional talk on the swings lol it was very nice lol

then last nite i went to the mall with nikki haha I SAW SHOLA lol i was soo happy lol i gave him a big hug :-) then i saw ryan for like- a second lol he looked so cute lol

yea nikki took pictures of every person that walked by haha then we rented sum movies and went back to her house to watch them hahaha omg that movie was not a horror movie..it was definately a fuckin porno hahaha OMG MORE TITTIES...haha oatmeal ass!!! hahahaha omg soo funny lol since the movie was kinda gay lol we like talked about guys and friends during the whole thing lol..yea sum ppl piss me off..how they can just change so fast and forget about who they used to be...and their true friends..? yeaaa lol

hmm so today is 420!!!
HAPPY 4:20!!!

today i have to babysit..then go to the doctors...then im goin to mandas house :-) hehe funnnn
i love you manda..its a 420\bday party!!

hmm...welllll....im gunna go now...

byebeyz
-emmyd-

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:: 2004 19 April :: 4.37 pm

You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always
I really feel
I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And it it's real,
Well I don't want to know
-no doubt-

wow that song describes a lot of things...doesnt it katie grace??

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:: 2004 19 April :: 8.33 am
:: Music: caroline...

gettin ready....

marijuana



You are Marijuana!


Laid back, dreamy, and maybe a little stinky from skipping a shower.

You rather hang out on the couch watching That 70s Show than go clubbing.

All you need is a big joint, TV, and some Twinkies covered in chocolate syrup!



What Drug Are You?

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virgin daiquiri



You Are A Virgin Daquiri



The name says it all.

You’re pure as the driven snow, chaste, not yet deflowered.

However you want to put it.



This doesn’t mean you’re necessarily a virgin.

Oh, no, Missy. It means that you THINK you are.

Or, more specifically, that you think of yourself as one.



You don’t do anything too nasty or dirty.

Missionary position works for you, every time.

Hey, nothing wrong with that.

That’s the only position most guys know, anyway.



What Cocktail Are You?

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:: 2004 18 April :: 2.54 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: irish music from the movie...

blahhhh
WOW BOONDOCK SAINTS IS THE BEST MOVIE...SOOO GOOD

sean patrick flannery and norman reedus in that movie are BANGIN haha

wow ive watched it like 2 times today..but i alway rewind it and watch my favorite scenes again..so its more like 6 times that ive watched certain parts...

wow im done...

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:: 2004 17 April :: 6.09 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: sum sad shyt

crying again...
"The Dreams That Are Dying, Are The Best That I Have Ever Had"

im so sick of everything and everyone

why does everything always end up being hopeless...

i miss my friends from natick...

its funny how they were all so sad wen they found out i was goin to keefe...and said that we would hang out every weekend..and always be together forever...yeaa thats pretty funny...im still waitin for forever to come along....
i mean seriously..i miss them a lot..i dont think they realize that,and i wanna be with them every weekend, but me and katie are always the ones to do sumthing..no1 else wants to...they have all grown away from me and show no signs of comin back...i guess im gunna have to get use to it..its gunna keep on goin...katie always says how things will always get better, lol and i hate wen she says that but yea its very true sumthin will happen that makes me happy..then like the next thing i know...i hate everything, again...i think maybe meetin alex was the good thing to make me happier and shit...and now...this vacation theres nothing to make me happy, except being with katie...i love you katie grace ZOILA rodriguez....i miss you natick..you say you ppl miss me but show no remorse of anything...wat will it take to have ppl show to me that they care about me and love me and miss me...i kno that they shouldnt have to show me...and i should just kno that they care about me..and i use to- but how can i now? they dont even talk to me...do i seriously have to kill myself just to see that happen? thats what i use to think..and look wat i did...i tried to ...no1 cared that much..sum ppl at school did, and katie did (of course lol) so i went to the next thought, to see if i really mattered....wat would happen if suddenly...i was just- gone.. seriously...and never said bye..i just kinda vanished...but while i was gone i got to see what ppl really did and wat they thought..how they reacted...
i think about this shit all the time...wen im bored and sad and depressed and shit..i kinda just sit in my room and cry and just think...what if i died? what would ppl do? how would they react?...i dont think its normal to think about yourself dying..but yea i do..get over it..
I cant help how I think, how I feel.

and you cant try to change me to think otherwise....

if you have a comment on anything i just wrote...leave one...ill read it..and ill tell you if i care...at least ill show you if i do

im going..
goodbye

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:: 2004 17 April :: 1.42 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: naughty girl...

boreeddddd
hahaha last nite was madd fun at the mall haha JUST BEAT HER ASS!! haha nikki and katie...good timez...

yooo...the mall is full with lil girls now..haha its insanneee..they all like 2 years old and shit hahaha

haha nikki ur friends are scarey lol but they're cool i guess lol kinda cute :-) haha

sooo today...doin nothin...tonite my parents are gunna be goin to sum thingy until like 11 or sumthin..soo i donno wat im doin mark is havin his gf over AGAIN and i was like well im gunna have sum1 over to lol so yea i mite be stayin in tonite...hmmm

monday is the marathon...i think imma be goin with katie to her aunts house its gunna be like 80 degrees mannn..thats insanely hot lol

i miss school :-( lol ITS JUST MY LUCK...TO MEET A GUY THATS MADD COOL AND I WANNA SEE...RITE BEFORE VACATION STARTS AND I WONT BE ABLE TO SEE HIM...BAAA i wanna shee him :-( hopefully he'll still be in school wen i get back...lol imma pray he dont leave, cuz hes a senior and he can..i get attached to ppl waayyyy too easily

this vacation better be fun lol...
3DAYS UNTIL 420!! :-) i love amanda maltz

welllllllll.........im gunna go be BORED OUT OF MY MIND....

pcce
-emmy-

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:: 2004 15 April :: 5.20 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: hey mama...black eyed peas

la la laaaa
just watched...bad boys2 and blow, and boondock saints..wow THREE WICKED GOOD MOVIES

hmm today..went back to graphics :-) hehehe gotta love it..prolly goin back tomaro to umm ahh umm....work..yea that.. ;-)
haha helena good times in graphic arts :-)
ANYWAYZ.......


umm....vacation lol yea...
5 DAYS UNTIL 4/20

after vacation i get to go to my shop every 4+5 period...thats hottness rite there mann!!

damnn schools almost overr....
get ready ppl...lol
*WT 04'* i miss my second graders sooo bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm yea pretty boring up in here lol...

black eyed peas are the shyttt mann lol gotta love it!!

SHOLA IS COMING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol love ya!

im out...byez

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:: 2004 14 April :: 6.29 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: my band...

yeaaaa bout that....
hmmm....

yesterday i saw gerry in the hall..but for sum reason didnt say hi..?? lol i was so mad at myself!!!!
lol on monday i went to the graphic shop with helena..and i went back today and i prolly will go tomaro too...and maybe an ALL DAY PASS for friday :-) haha i wonder whyyyy....lol nahh jk.. lol its gunna be the shop taht i choose..its madd fun there lol...theres no reason for me going tomaro...lol except umm...yeaaa.....

NEXT WEEK IS VACATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg i love it mann WAHOOOO

im out..gotta go do my science shit....
((damn..im doin homework)) WHAT AM I ON?!

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:: 2004 13 April :: 8.08 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: take my breath away...

fuck u
i dont know whats wrong with me anymore....

everything that i used to love..means nothing to me now..i dont get so "into" things as i used to...im never truely happy..AND WEN I SEE THE FUCKING PERSON THAT MAKES ME HAPPY I CANT EVEN FUCKING SAY HI...

ahh i hate everything...

i miss 8th grade...I MISS MY REAL FRIENDS

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:: 2004 12 April :: 3.00 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: dilated peoples...

baa
I LOVE NIKKI'S POEM SO DAMN MUCH!!!!!!
IT HAS TO BE ONE OF THE BEST!! MUAH I LOVE YOU NIKKI SHERMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
here it is.....

Tiny ScarZzZ

The once raspberry abrasions are now tiny white lines that no one can see. I want them to see the markings. I want them to see what pain made me do. I want them to understand what I went through.

I rub my scars and scratch them lightly so my arm becomes red and the white lines shine through like a light. I like seeing the scars again, even though they are old.

My scars tell me a story, a story I like to remember, a story I will always keep. Even though it's a story of hard times and despair, to me it's a story of how strong I was to get through all of it, without dying.

I'm glad I went through it. just to know what it was like, feeling all the pain go out with the single swipe of the knife. Yes, those tiny scars tell me a story, a story I like to remember and a story I will always keep.

i love this poem..its very true....

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:: 2004 9 April :: 3.06 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: smile....lloyd banks

heyyllooo

i feel happy..i dont kno why tho..lol i got to sleep in..eat a big breakfast, take a long shower..and it took me like an hour and a half to do my hair and make up..and like 45 mins. to figure out wat to wear...but i dont even kno where im going...lol i made my self look so perfect, but for wat? lol since my make-up is perfect and so is my hair..i wanna go out to let ppl see...lol if i dont end up goin out..and i did all this for nothin...im going to be SO FUCKING mad..im so serious

i was gunna do stuff with manda meggy and kelsey tonite..but i donno bout that anymore cuz i only have 7 dollars...that dont get me wat i wanted hehe lol

yea so its like..3:15..and im home doing nothing...peters coming home soon and that means that i definately need to get out of the house cuz hes in a bad mood and that meansa that all this makeup will be runnin down my face, cuz hes gunna take his anger out on me... :-( again.....

marks downstairs with tessa...

i feel like goin downtown to georges or sumthin...lol but i REALLY wanna see kelsey manda n' meg..i havent seen them in like a month or sumthin..and that makes me soooo sad i love you girlz

well im gunna go be bored....
-Emmy-
MUAH...love you...leave a comment!

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:: 2004 8 April :: 9.04 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: this way..

yea today was alright at school...

lol i went to katies meet..OMG IT WAS SOOOOO COLD!! lol me and cassie were huddled together...lol KATIE DIDNT FALL!!!! lol i love you...hmm wat else good happend...ohh i met Ayo :-) yea hes hott...lol hes friends with shola so that makes him more hott lol...i saw serge for like a minute cuz we were leavin...

no school tomaro :-) WAHOOO lol yea but that means ill be sittin home tomaro...doing NOTHING...so so fun! hmm yea so sunday is easter and i get to see my cousin, aunt and uncle :-) i looovvee them lol so im excited...

yea im sooo bored rite now..im sitin at home...watchin MTV...lol oh yeaaa

byez
-emmy-

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:: 2004 7 April :: 7.07 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: eminem stuff....im back

EVERYONE HAS TO WATCH THE NEWEST EPISODE OF REAL WORLD

if u need explanations about me..and i dont give them to you...watch this episode and it explains EVERYTHING that has ever gone thru my head....everything ive ever done....im serious about this...if you watch it you will understand me a WHOLE lot better!

yea so ive watched bad boys 2 like...4 times now haha GOOD ASS MOVIE hahaha woooosa...wooosa.....
"this is nice fuckin fish, big fuckin ash, but a nice fuckin fish" LOL

yea ill be watchin that again...

yea so tomaro i wanna go to nhs...for katies meet i must see her and those hurdles haha and i think i mite bring helena but i donno yet...cuz i think i mite need a ride there...

yea soo..umm yea...

im out....

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:: 2004 6 April :: 9.17 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: this way....

laa..
yea im bored......


nothing to write about.....

shola was in school today tho :-) lol i miss youuuuu!!

i miss all the seniors :-(

yeaaa nothin new...
im out...

-emily-

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:: 2004 6 April :: 3.24 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: nothin...

lyrics....
You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love cause you're so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away


Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Don't think that your charmin the fact that your arm is now around my neck
I got you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that, the one who, throws it all away


Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away


Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway
^^ Good Song!

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:: 2004 5 April :: 2.54 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: dirt off your shoulder...

haha
haha im soo hyper

haha shola is the best hahaha im gunna miss you sooo much!!!

Diamonds are nice & so are pearls,
But there ain't nuthin like us Italian Girls!!!

^^ thats hott

this week is sad...no seniors :-(

write back later............


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:: 2004 4 April :: 9.14 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: this way...

im sorry katie...


i had to make that decision...


it was hard...but in a way..


...the only thing.....

i love you katie

4-2-04 and 4-1-04 SHALL DIE...lol

i hate everything....

i wish i could run away from me....

i hate drama...

((crying))

quote from amandas journal..that i love....
"All I have to show for love is scars and bruises"


-wanting you more and more..
waiting..but what for..
knowing this just isn't coming true..
i mite just never have you... :-(

...im out

-emily ann d'agostino-





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:: 2004 3 April :: 4.40 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: this way....

baa
last nite at the mall was fun...could have been better if i wasnt such a bum...today got woken up by peter yelling and screaming again at my mom..but i think ive become sumwat okay with it...now i only cry wen he yells..but i learned if i dont go near him wen hes mad or yelling..he wont hit me anymore...so i stayed in a lil ball on my bed under the covers and cried...
he stopped...
then started again..
then he shut up and my mom took him to the hospital cuz hes reaaallllyyyyy sick and she wanted to make him stop yelling about it all...so she went with him..thank god then me and mark were just around the house...then my mommy came back and took me out shopping cuz she didnt want me to be home alone with peter cuz im not allowed to home with just him anymore...so i got pants shirts shoes...that made me a lil more happy...but i dont get so into things that i use to love...its like oh yea shopping...wen i use to be like OH YAY! haha yeaa..but thats what u get wen ur all messed up in the head i guess.....

hmmm....yea so im sittin here at home soooooo bored....i want to go out tonite..cuz i CANNOT spend a nite with peter...ill go insane...
i need to get out this house....

theres so many things i want in this world...and so many things i hate...

all i want in life is to not want anymore....

Sincerely,
Your Lil Depressed Devil.

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:: 2004 2 April :: 6.20 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: all my life...my sad song

i hate everything
im your depressed lil devil...


goin to the mall tonite with katie...maybe i can get "un-depressed"..is thats possible..??

i hate everything....
((crying))

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:: 2004 1 April :: 8.19 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: all my life :-(

.....
sad moment...once again......


things to explain everything....

*~*you know you truly love him when th thought of losing him brings tears to your eyes*~*


~*i loved him more then nething
he said that he loved me 2
i want him to no that he ruined everything
because my love was true*~


*-wanting you more and more ..
waiting but what for ..
knowing this just isn't coming true..
i mite just never have you ..-*


-:- no one know's what it feels like to think about sumone twenty/four - seven when u [ c.a.n.t ] have them


True friends are the people that are there for you u n c o n d i t i o n a l l y. They are the people that -n-e-v-e-r- question you and support you n o m a t t e r what the circumstances are. They are the p e o p l e - w o r t h . l . i . v . i . n . g . f o r -

*true friends*
*KatieR*KelseyD*MandaM*MeggyF*CassieD*

A true friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future and accepts you today, just the way you are.

...... A BestFriend....

(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in you
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust be with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffer support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need tohear it
(U)nderstands you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plains thing you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality



i LoVe YoU
:-\


<->BrOkEn<->



crying...



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:: 2004 29 March :: 9.07 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: splash waterfalls..((the song that reminds me of him))

ONLY SERGE!
lol welll........

-THE DAY IT HAPPEND-
one day i was at the mall with nicole..and we went to go sit with moe,nick and martin..and they were with serge and fil...lol later on we walked over to the movies and we all hung out there...lol i remember me and serge laughing a lot haha mostly at nicole..lol haha i remember wen we were walking over to the movies..it was kinda drizzlin out and me serge and nicole had gel in our hair and we were all like AHH MY HAIR!!! hahaha yea...lol
convos.....

BallerKidd21: well emmy tell father serge
EmmyD89: haha father serge
BallerKidd21: no i dont rape little boyz
EmmyD89: hahaha
BallerKidd21: well father serge is waiting


BiggEmm15: BAA dont make fun of me!
BallerKidd21: u should be a creater of new words
BallerKidd21: lol
BiggEmm15: ahahaha
BallerKidd21: i love it when u say baaaa
BallerKidd21: hahaha
BiggEmm15: oh god


BallerKidd21: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww
BallerKidd21: howwwwww cuuuuuute
BiggEmm15: haha
BallerKidd21: lol
BiggEmm15: exactly haha u took the words rite out of my mouth!!! lol
BallerKidd21: lol


EmmyD89: haha u and fil..with finding nemo OMFG HAHAHAA i can just hear u guys inteh back of my head
BallerKidd21: hahaha
BallerKidd21: woooooooo
BallerKidd21: WOOOOOOOO
EmmyD89: HAHAHAHHAHAAAHHAHAHjhdghiusfhnfiudfhdf
BallerKidd21: coool dude
BallerKidd21: looool
EmmyD89: hahahahhahahaa
EmmyD89: omg im like dying over here hahahajg
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: woooo
EmmyD89: wow whew...i need to breath
BallerKidd21: loooool


BallerKidd21: so emmy which boy did u pimp today hmm?
EmmyD89: hahaha
EmmyD89: no1 :'( it was very sad
BallerKidd21: looooool
BallerKidd21: haha
BallerKidd21: its ok there is always other days
BallerKidd21: and nights
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: haha yeshhh
EmmyD89: my guys with their cars :) ill get them on friday
BallerKidd21: haha
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: BIG BOY WITH BIG PENUS AND BIG RIDES
BallerKidd21: HMMMMMMMM
EmmyD89: hahahaha
BallerKidd21: YUMMMYYY
BallerKidd21: WAIT WOOOOOOOA
BallerKidd21: AND I WAS LIKE WOOOOOOOOOO
BallerKidd21: AND HE WAS LIKE WOOOOO
BallerKidd21: COOL DUDE LOL
EmmyD89: HAHA HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA
BallerKidd21: im hyper
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: yeeaaa i can tell


BiggEmm15: yea and im a very "emotional person" so wen i get fustrated with shyt i cry
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: dont worry im always there for u !
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: although i never see u
^^ AWW THANKS!!!


EmmyD89: yea i love drivin in cars with older guys lol..i dono its like..a thing i ahve..haha
BallerKidd21: loooooooooool
BallerKidd21: hmmmmm
EmmyD89: lol not like..bad like that..lol cuz like its more fun to drive in a car with sum1 u kno and is sumwat ur age..lol
BallerKidd21: lol yea i hear u
EmmyD89: lol okay...i didnt want it to sound like..dirty..or nething lol
BallerKidd21: lol hahha
BallerKidd21: serge.........with his dirrty mind
EmmyD89: but heyy..a lot can happen in a car haha
EmmyD89: haha
BallerKidd21: o yea
BallerKidd21: and in a jacuzi
EmmyD89: lol yesss cars..lol i like ;)
EmmyD89: haha
BallerKidd21: lol and other places
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: haha


BallerKidd21: EMMY gues wat.....
EmmyD89: WHAT!?
BallerKidd21: i got a hair cut
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: awwww
EmmyD89: awww


BallerKidd21: oh my god my ex gurl..........her mom is bangin
BallerKidd21: Puertorican awww man
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: anywayz
EmmyD89: wow serge
EmmyD89: hahaha


BallerKidd21: loooool aww and cute = the most anoying words


BallerKidd21: its like "u like her" "yes" AWWWWWWW
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: hahaha
BallerKidd21: i use damn a lot


BallerKidd21: lolhahah i dont hate it maybe cuz i like never actially hear u say it but online i dont mind it lol
EmmyD89: lol i say it wen im happy lol
BallerKidd21: lol....yay emmy is happy right now
EmmyD89: haha yeshh
BallerKidd21: she is enjoying taking about serge's boring ass life
BallerKidd21: ;p;
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: lol
EmmyD89: either thats it..or i just enjoy talking to serge lol cuz u make me laugh lol


BallerKidd21: lol haha thanx
BallerKidd21: remmebvr when we first met
BallerKidd21: at the mall i think
BallerKidd21: or the movies
EmmyD89: the mall..then we walked to the movies haha i remember
BallerKidd21: yup yup
EmmyD89: yuppers haha
BallerKidd21: i just remmeber my self laughing a lot that night
EmmyD89: haha yea i remember we were makin fun of nicole
BallerKidd21: oh yea i know


BallerKidd21: wally is bum like me he aint got shit to do
BiggEmm15: haha
BallerKidd21: except he got a car and u like big boys with cars dont u
BiggEmm15: me too
BallerKidd21: lol
BiggEmm15: haha big boys with cars HAHAHA
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: haha
BiggEmm15: i just simply like driving in cars...lol with possibly a guy driving
BallerKidd21: lol big guy
BallerKidd21: grown man
BiggEmm15: hahahah
BallerKidd21: almost
BallerKidd21: lol
BiggEmm15: just cuz i like older guys doesnt mean anything lol
BallerKidd21: yaya yaya suuuuuuure
BiggEmm15: HEY!


BallerKidd21: hahaha
BallerKidd21: lol the brazilians
BallerKidd21: the dominicans
BallerKidd21: puerto ricans
BallerKidd21: u tell em
BiggEmm15: hahaha
BiggEmm15: I HAVE LIKED WHITE PPL THO....lol only like 2 but at least they were white!
BallerKidd21: hhahaha lol
BallerKidd21: thats umm.....
BallerKidd21: cool
BiggEmm15: haha
BiggEmm15: but white ppl can be hott..lol just not all to my liking
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: i like flavor too


BallerKidd21: hahahahhhahhhahhhahahahhahahaa
BallerKidd21: awwwww
BallerKidd21: waaaaaaa
BallerKidd21: looooool
BiggEmm15: hahahaha
BiggEmm15: but i think ppl are gunnna make funof me for sayin waa...the world is just cruel to miss emilina
BallerKidd21: lol it sounds funnt
BallerKidd21: waaaaaa
BallerKidd21: like ur askin a questions
BiggEmm15: hahahaha


BallerKidd21: aww o
BallerKidd21: lol
BiggEmm15: lol aww ur saying aww i love it haha
BallerKidd21: haha well guess who got me saying
BallerKidd21: HMMMMMMm
BiggEmm15: hmm O:-)
BiggEmm15: not emmy O:-)
BallerKidd21: suuuure
BiggEmm15: hahaha its not a bad thing..lol its a good word :-D
BallerKidd21: yea true
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: but its comin from me
BallerKidd21: and im a guy
BallerKidd21: lol
BiggEmm15: haha but its cute lol
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: cuuute
BiggEmm15: hahahaha
BiggEmm15: u got me saying damn ALL the time now
BallerKidd21: haha lol
BallerKidd21: damn
BallerKidd21: lol
BiggEmm15: haha
BiggEmm15: im always saying dork and damn now..i blame you and katie for that..THANK YOU VERY MUCH
BallerKidd21: haha
BallerKidd21: dork
BallerKidd21: lol
BiggEmm15: haha i said it today to this black kid and he was like did u just say dork..and i was like ahh faaack
BallerKidd21: hahahahaha
BiggEmm15: he was like umm okay white girl
BallerKidd21: lol these white people look at me when i say wat up dog or sumethin like that
BallerKidd21: lol
BiggEmm15: haha but ur so black serge lol
BallerKidd21: lol i know they like hate me for it
BallerKidd21: all of these rich white dudes hate me
BiggEmm15: well they are just jealous
BiggEmm15: haha
BallerKidd21: i know right and u should see what they wear
BallerKidd21: fucking ambercrobie
BiggEmm15: ewy
BallerKidd21: i know irght and like fucking some weied ass shorts or jeans
BallerKidd21: and no mathcihing style at ALL
BallerKidd21: i HATE THAT



BallerKidd21: hahha yes emmy stop smokin
EmmyD89: I DONT DO DRUGZ lol NEVER HAVE i...haha no believes me lol
BallerKidd21: ya right
EmmyD89: :( lol
BallerKidd21: bad bad gurl
EmmyD89: IM AN ANGEL O:-)
BallerKidd21: lol thats wat katie calls her self
EmmyD89: lol
EmmyD89: shes an angel..im an angel
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: aww how cute both of u are angels
EmmyD89: lol yeshh
BallerKidd21: lol yeshh
BallerKidd21: haha
BallerKidd21: i love it when u say that
BallerKidd21: and katie says natin
BallerKidd21: lol


BallerKidd21: haha how about getting dap from him like 100 times a day
EmmyD89: AHH DAP.....???????
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: i cant believe ya dont know what that is lol


BallerKidd21: im really glad u told me this before we went to the mall cuz umm ......GURLS + MALL=DIGITS
EmmyD89: oh god haha


BallerKidd21: hahaha
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: raided
BallerKidd21: hahahhahaa
EmmyD89: dont make fun of my words!
BallerKidd21: lol thats a funny one
BallerKidd21: yuppers
EmmyD89: OMG
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: u and kelsey both make fun of my words..lol kelsey fuckin fell of her bed once wen i said like..admired or sumthing lol
BallerKidd21: hjahhahahahahahahhahahaa
EmmyD89: omg hahaha


BallerKidd21: lol i cant picture my self weatring tight pants with some ambercrobie shirt
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: hahaha
EmmyD89: wow..i cant picture u like that either
BallerKidd21: my shirt will be like teal color and it would say ambercrobie on the top and the sleeves would be like 4 inches long and my pants would be old navy that are up tight on my ass and my sneaks would payless
EmmyD89: hahahahaha omg..thats just wrong
BallerKidd21: yup if she saw me like that shell prolly think i was hot
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: god please dont wear gay clothes..lol
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: believe me i would never ever in my life put on some shit like that
EmmyD89: thank god..lol u look good in wat u wear now..just stick with that..forever


EmmyD89: cuz like yea guys are assholes...friday wen i was talkin to online and i was all hyper...yea i wasnt like 1 hour later i was crying and i couldnt stop
BallerKidd21: awwww
BallerKidd21: u have to stop crying and taking things to your heart so much
EmmyD89: well see i was crying for a good reason tho :-\
BallerKidd21: what is it?
BallerKidd21: bout a guy?
BallerKidd21: not a good reason
^^ wow...very true....its not a good reason to cry over a guy

EmmyD89: hello
BallerKidd21: hello
BallerKidd21: that doesnt sound like u
BallerKidd21: emmy?
EmmyD89: haha
EmmyD89: yeshh
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: phew u scared me there


BallerKidd21: yo i cheated on my spanish test and i still got a fucking 55
BallerKidd21: like what that fuck
EmmyD89: omg serge! HOW BAD ARE YOU AT CHEATING! haha im a pro at it...been doin it since 4th grade haha
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: im very bad and i like always get caught too
BallerKidd21: and my face turns all red and shit
EmmyD89: damnnn sherge
EmmyD89: i need to teach the ways
BallerKidd21: haha i know right
EmmyD89: lol im the greatesht at cheating..lol omg its insane mann
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: im doin so bad in shcool
BallerKidd21: i forgot the last time i carried a back pack
EmmyD89: haha
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: bad bad sherge


BallerKidd21: thanx i might not get as much playing time as i want to but coach was like u got 2 years ahead of u and etc and i feel that he wants me to dominate by my senior year so thats a heads up
EmmyD89: lol dominate..thats a cool word
BallerKidd21: hah
EmmyD89: DOMINATE...haha im gunna say that for now on..wen i say it feel like i have power
EmmyD89: bahaha DOMINATE
BallerKidd21: hahaha
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: wow


EmmyD89: yea im ammused EASILY
BallerKidd21: lol thats good though
EmmyD89: lol how is that good?
BallerKidd21: some guy shows u his little pinus and u instanly laugh
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: hahahahahaha
EmmyD89: i would even if i wasnt easily ammused


BallerKidd21: ur young u got things ahead of u
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: lol oh yes father sherge...lol ur so smart
BallerKidd21: haha
EmmyD89: so wise with ur words haha


EmmyD89: hello shergee
BallerKidd21: hey emily
BallerKidd21: i am so fucking bored right now
EmmyD89: haha
EmmyD89: me tooo
BallerKidd21: we are always bored


EmmyD89: hmm good point lol the only reason i go to school is guyz
BallerKidd21: see there u go
BallerKidd21: i would not imagine my self goin to an old guy school imagine that?
EmmyD89: hahaha
BallerKidd21: haha i said old
BallerKidd21: i meant all
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: wow
BallerKidd21: fucking russian
EmmyD89: hahaha
EmmyD89: damn russian pplz
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: nah but for real i would hate to go to a school like that
BallerKidd21: it makes me gross
EmmyD89: haha i could never go to an all girl school....thats just crazy talk
BallerKidd21: u mean lesbo talk


EmmyD89: omg i want to watch tv but my brother and his girlfriend are down there..baaaaa
BallerKidd21: AHAHHAAHA
BallerKidd21: watch what they r doin thats fun
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: I RATHER NOT THINK OF THAT
BallerKidd21: hahah lol
EmmyD89: i can hear her voice....ahh im disturbed now sherge...THANK YOU
BallerKidd21: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
BallerKidd21: uuuuuuuughhhhhhh uuuuuuuuuughhhhhhhh haaaaaarder faaaaaster yes yes YES
EmmyD89: OMG
BallerKidd21: lol
EmmyD89: EWW OMG
BallerKidd21: lol
BallerKidd21: haha
Auto response from EmmyD89: OMG! SHERGE I HATE YOU!! EWWWWWWW
BallerKidd21: loooooooool



BallerKidd21: aight be like that dont say hi
BallerKidd21: loser
EmmyD89: haha i was about to im u!!
BallerKidd21: ya okay
EmmyD89: baa
BallerKidd21: baa
BallerKidd21: my ass
EmmyD89: poopy head



*-*haha this is all dedicated to SERGE...cuz hes just so damn cool!!!!*-*

haha you may all leave a lil comment on your thoughts and feelings about sherge....hahaha

(serge you kno you love this!!)

haha im out...
love youu
-emilina-


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:: 2004 29 March :: 8.12 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: rubber band man!!

la laaaa
haha im on the fone with helena shes telling me to do my homework..YA! OKAAAAAY!!!!

hmmmm today at school...blaahhhh day....then after school i went to nhs and watched sherge play volleyball :-) hahaha me and katie were in our lil corner laughing at EVERYTHING he did..haha "go on an brush ur shoulders off" SALTED!! haha u kno we love you sherge!!!!hahaha katie remember the wierd knock knock kid...haha umm no hes gay hahaha I CANT SHEE OUT OS MY LEFT EYE!!!!!! haha I LOVE YOU KATIE GRACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha...anwayzzzz...
tomaro and the rest of the week is prolly gunna be really gay and boring...nothin special in school...my mom said i cant go anywhere after school for the rest of this week cuz i wasnt supposed to today but i did cuz i wanted to shee coooool sherge lol...ergggggg i have a fricken ortho. appt on thursday THATS GAY they get to tell me if i ca stop wearin my retainer..which i dont wear anywayz....

yea soo um this jounral entry is dedicated to the ony and only......

KATIE!!

i wuvv youuuuuu
im out....
leave love!!
-eeeemmmmmmmmyyyyy-

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:: 2004 28 March :: 9.32 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: gangsta nation...

...
today was pretty boring...did nothing..sat around slept, watched tv...went online...oh funnn....tomaro we got school which is gay..but after school imma be goin to NHS to watch sherge :-) lol

this weekend was madd fun haha friday nite, saturday nite...and today could have been fun but...nope..that didnt happen at all...lol katie is my weekend buddy :-)

hmmm tomaro i got gym....WE BETTER BE PLAYING DODGEBALL haha i am the best at that game haha i loooveeee it...

well imma go talk to my cool friends..byebyez
-emmy-

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:: 2004 27 March :: 9.55 pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: ha

hahaha
im sooo hyper rite now mann haha tonite was fun..KATIE SUCKS AT BOWLING hahahaha
did katie have fun.....

Qteekate 88: hmm for the most part.... except the losing :-P


wow haha i love benny hahaha KATIE HES SO CUTE!! lol he squeaked! haha

wow im madd hyper mann....haha sittin here...talkin to katie,gerry,alix and gui....haha fun fun

i think i must go now

BYEBYE I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU
-emmmmmyyyyyy-

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:: 2004 27 March :: 3.40 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: burn..

hmm
it is so amazing how you can like a person so much and they have no idea who you are. its so amazing you can see that person and be around that person everyday and they still cannot seem to place your face. it think to myself... if only that person would notice me and notice that i am right beside them... then maybe just maybe i would have a chance.


There was a Russian, an American, and a blonde. The Russian brags "We were the first ones in space." So they American says "We were the first ones on the moon." Then the blonde says "I'm gonna be the first one on the sun" The Russian and the American say "Impossible. You'll burn!" The blonde shakes her head and laughs. "No silly. I'm going at night!"
^^sry had to put this here

Don't say you love me unless it's true because I might do something stupid like believe you.


Do YoU hAvE a DiRtY mInD??
1. WhAt Is A fOuR-lEtTeR wOrD tHaT eNdS iN ‘k’ AnD mEaNs ThE sAmE aS iNtErCoUrSe?
2. WhAt Is It ThAt A cOw HaS fOuR oF aNd A wOmAn HaS oNlY tWo Of?
3. WhAt CaN yOu FiNd In A mAn'S pAnTs ThAt Is AbOuT sIx InChEs LoNg, HaS a HeAd On It, AnD tHaT wOmEn LoVe So MuCh ThAt ThEy OfTeN bLoW iT?
4. WhAt WoRd StArTs WiTh "F " aNd EnDs WiTh "U-c-K"?
5. NaMe FiVe WoRdS tHaT aRe EaCh FoUr LeTtErS lOnG, eNd iN " u-N-t " OnE oF wHiCh Is A wOrD fOr A wOmAn?
6. WhAt DoEs A dOg Do ThAt YoU cAn StEp InTo?
7. WhAt FoUr LeTtEr WoRd BeGiNs WiTh "F " aNd EnDs WiTh K", aNd If YoU cAn'T gEt OnE yOu CaN uSe YoUr HaNdS?
8. WhAt Is HaRd, SiX iNcHeS lOnG, hAs TwO nUtS, aNd CaN mAkE a GiRl FaT?
9. WhAt FoUr-LeTtEr WoRd EnDs In "I-t " AnD iS fOuNd On ThE bOtToM oF bIrDcaGeS?
10. WhAt Is It ThAt AlL mEn HaVe OnE oF; It'S lOnGeR oN sOmE mEn ThAn On OtHeRs; ThE pOpE dOeSn'T uSe HiS; aNd A mAn GiVeS iT tO hIs WiFe AfTeR tHeY'rE mArRiEd?

ANSWERS:
1. (TaLk)
2. (LeGs)
3. (A tWeNtY dOlLaR bIlL)
4. (FiReTrUcK)
5. (BuNt, HuNt, RuNt, PuNt, AuNt)
6. (PaNtS)
7. (FoRk)
8. (AlMoNd JOy CaNdY bAr)
9. (GrIt)
10. (LaSt NaMe)


If bunnies don't lay eggs why is it on Easter that we hide eggs from the Easter Bunny?

Two blondes are walking in the woods, and they come across some tracks. The first blonde says they're wolf tracks. The second one argues they're deer tracks. Ten minutes later, they get hit by a train.


why r blond jokes so short? so guys can understand them!


Jack and Jill went up the hill to smoke sum marijuana
jack got high and dropped his fly and said " do ya wanna?"
jill said yes and dropped her dress and they did the hanky panky
silly Jill forgot her pill and out came little Frankie
^^ hehehehe


You're only bad if you're caught... So that makes me a good girl, RIGHT!?


A father asked his son, Little Johnny, if he knew about the birds and the bees.
"I don't want to know!" Little Johnny said, bursting into tears.

Confused, his father asked Little Johnny what was wrong.

"Oh Pop," Johnny sobbed, "For me there was no Santa Claus at age six, no Easter Bunny at seven, and no Tooth Fairy at eight. And if you're telling me now that grownups don't really have sex, I've got nothing left to believe in!"



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:: 2004 26 March :: 5.43 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: toxic..

laaa
heyloooo

i loved this week haha yesterday i went to the talent show..yea i guess it was good except sum things :-\.. A LOT better then naticks haha..lol

today was the last day of school for the a-week seniors..thats sooo sad!! ill miss shola and gerry soooo much lol i love you guys!!!!!!!!MUAH!
((katie...i finally got a picture of gerry haha))

tonite im goin to the mall with the one and only KATIE hehe exshited :-)

ugh peter just got home :-(

hmmm.....wellllll im gunna go..byebyez
-emmy-
I LOVE YOU!

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:: 2004 23 March :: 9.25 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: rubberband man...

i love you
haha KATIE I GRACE I LOVE YOU!! haha HIS SN SHOULD BE IMHOTEM1LYFUCKME12!!!
yesyes u kno itt!!

haha tomaro i wanna go to lil sherge's volleyball thingy...and helena wants to go too so we prolly gunna have to walk to that lol...then thrusday is the talent show :-) still need a ride home from that....

*quotes*....

.:*All you have to do is smile
(*)and at that moment
.:*I know that everything will be alright
(*)if I just keep falling in love with you
.:*over and over again


i wanna b the #1 girl,
That makez ur heart whirl,
And when ya wit ya boiiiz ya b lyke,
"yeo0o, there she is,
Thats MY baby gurl"


You're in my head you're in my heart
You're in that song on the radio in my car
Even in my dreams
I feel your skin on my skin
Out of breath each day ends like it begins
You're in my head


when i sleep i have dreams about the way
we used to kiss * about the way u used to hold me
and say nothing would ever harm me .. when we
we first met.. oh how u charmed me - made me
smile when i was down - chillen around the town
[ you + me ] whenever they'd see u - they'd see me



.:* i still got love for you ~ after all we've been through
*:. i gave my heart to you anD baby you're the *only 1*
.:* theres other men than you ~ they caNt come to you
*:. once i saiD i love you - i knew u'd be the only 1



[LoVe] iS oNe oF ThOsE [CrAzY ThiNgS]
ThAT No MaTTeR HoW HaRd YoU TrY
YoU JuSt [cAnT FiNd ThE WoRds]
To TeLL wHaT yOuR [FeeLiN iNsiDe]


wHeNeVeR i Lo0K iNtO uR
eYeS iM HoPeLeSsLy awaRe
ThAt ThE SoMeOnE iVe BeEn
SeArChIn FoR iS RiGhT tHeRE

I LOVE HIM! YOU CANT STOP ME!
MUAHHH!!!!

-emily-

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:: 2004 22 March :: 6.17 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: hotel california....

baa
I LOVE A-WEEK!
haha

im done...good-bye

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:: 2004 21 March :: 8.54 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: rubberband man...

faack
hey...today was boring..sat home..went out for like an hour...pointless...
sittin here..bein bored as usual..my tummy hurts and im tired

katie i love you
*lil sherge i love you too lol

tomaro we got school..oh fun...im goin scrubbed out tomaro..comfy day for emmy...thursday is the talent show after school..im still tryin to get a ride home from that lol cuz i dont wanna take the bus..so um yea sum1 wanna get me a ride home?? :-) haha

well im out...
-emmy-

guyz get head, fuck in bed, gurlz suck dick, play a trick, drink a 40, get too horny, smoke sum weed, do sum speed, birth control, rock-n-roll, dirty dancing, fuck romancing, condoms rip, freshmen trip, shake your ass, we got class, sex.. drugs.. actin black, speed.. weed.. heart attack, fuck the panties, buy a thong, party hardy all night long, posers fuck then they die, stoners fuck and they stay high, school is hell, sex is heaven, we're the class of 2.0.0.7!!

^^thanks katie!

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:: 2004 20 March :: 2.40 pm
:: Mood: angry

i hate you
"Its okay...all families are sometimes icky...its normal...
Yeah, It might be normal, But it Still Hurts."
-Now and Then-

There is no peace....

The night falls gentle upon the earth
but hard within the heart of a terror-filled child.
There is no peace this night
but a sentry-like awareness of
every noise, every movement
within the house.
A silent prayer is taken upon the wings
of the mourning dove
who waters the ground below with its tears
watching puddles form where each drop lands
forming a new ocean of sorrow.
There is no peace this night.
The tender child draws itself
into a tiny ball as if to disappear

... footsteps are heard in the hall
"please no" is whispered, "please go" is prayed
as the doorknob quietly turns.
There is no peace this night.
The dove soars higher, shaking sobs within its breast
penetrating clouds, gliding on wind
seeking its source
looking for the Light
knowing there will be no peace this night.
The shadow falls across
clenched fists, tousled curls,
drawn up limbs, eyes squeezed shut
against the scene about to unfold
scarcely breathing, knowing
there is no peace this night.
Feverishly winging toward
the rainbow of light and celestial destination,
the dove contracts and gasps with the pain
of its little charges' spirit
and delivers the message
To the being of Light & Beauty
who swoops down to grasp the hand of the child
and deliver its pain to another dimension
to be stored until the child is stronger
and able to face the reality of evil on the earth.
The angel cradles her charge,
gently rocking, while tears stream down her face...
mixing with the silent tears of the child.
The dove quietly sings its grievous song of mourning
for the lost innocence of this precious tot.
There is no peace this night.


it still always hurts..more and more

i hate you

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