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2006 4 April :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: anxious
I am so nervous
Hair is being cut tomorrow.
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2006 4 April :: 1.18pm
 | You scored as Christianity. Your views are most similar to those of Christianity. Do more research on Christianity and possibly consider being baptized and accepting Jesus, if you aren't already Christian.
Christianity is the second of the Abrahamic faiths; it follows Judaism and is followed by Islam. It differs in its belief of Jesus, as not a prophet nor historical figure, but as God in human form. The Holy Trinity is the concept that God takes three forms: the Father, the Son (Jesus), and the Holy Ghost (sometimes called Holy Spirit). Jesus taught the idea of instead of seeking revenge, one should love his or her neighbors and enemies. Christians believe that Jesus died on the cross to save humankind and forgive people's sins.
Christianity | | 83% | Judaism | | 67% | Buddhism | | 50% | Hinduism | | 50% | Satanism | | 42% | Paganism | | 38% | Islam | | 17% | agnosticism | | 4% | atheism | | 0% |
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2006 4 April :: 10.24am
Howdy!!! Well things are good me and Daryl have been together 6 Months, this friday *my prom night* WOOOT! Gosh i love him so much. I went to Portland TN with him *where he is from* and met his family they all seem really nice. So things are goin real good there, Soccer is also goin good, last weekend we won one game and tied the other it was awesome i was proud of myself!!! :D yeah, and i have been tanning for prom, and working, i have ACT's Saturday morning. so yeah great stuff...not. HOLY COW 6 weeks left of school!!! :(:(:(:( Its sad i dont wanna leave, but ya gotta go sometime. ya know. welpers, i guess ill ttyl LOVE YAS!!!!
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2006 4 April :: 12.47am
As long as I don't fall asleep... I won't wake up... which means I don't have to go to school all day... and I won't have to come home... and then not work or make money... so I can't go to japan... fuck me sideways... I use alot of elipses...
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2006 3 April :: 10.30pm
new update.
well jess and i are doing so much better even though nothing was ever wrong. we are at that point were we can finish each other's sentences and know almost exactly what the other person is thinking. (given most of the time its about the other person but still) she is the girl i want to marry and want to have a family with. i'm sorry ladies but i'm taken full on by this girl.
in other news.... the garbage company is open for business so if you want to get ahold of me you can by using my BUSINESS line (616)901-4044 so umm yeah let me know k. i gots to go bye JOey
(and 40 days till my b-day) yay go me
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2006 3 April :: 11.29am
:: Music: Trisha Yearwood: Angels in Waiting
spring break.... boring.. relaxing.. but boring. i asked keegan to get some days off.. but noo.. im alone all week during the day. both my best friends are gone.. so im stuck babysitting.
good news though.. my moms giving me her gand am! woooooo. im so excited. i have to finish paying it off.. but theres only 2 grand left on it. this is my graduation and birthday present. finally i'll have a NICE dependable car. i've ALWAYS loved her car... i really wanted it when i was queen cuz it was red.. lol, but nows good too! as soon as everythings set.. which i think is gonna be tomorrow... i need to start looking for another job. i REALLY wanna work at logans. not just because keegan works there, but because you make more money working there than most other resturants. keegans friend tommy works at Branns and said on a BUSY saturday night he walks out with 130.. but at logans on a busy saturday night servers walk out with around 190. hmmm... pretty big difference there.
i cleaned today... that was my excitement.
OH, my moms getting an Aztec. it's blue and BEAUTIFUL. i dont really like aztecs, but the color seriously makes it like the coolest vehicle ever. its so pretty.
one of the BEST love songs of all time is "hold on to me" by john micheal montgomery. download it. it reminds me SO much of me and keegan. we dont have a song yet though. odd... 17 months and we still dont have one. thats ok, it'll come to us. THATS right... 17 months and breaking up has never even been an option. i think when a relationship turns to an "on and off again" relationship.. its time to end it. because obviously neither person are happy anymore. personal opinion. whatever though... im just so happy. :)
could it be? are there still a few GOOD clingans? i must say... i thought hell must have froze over yesterday. chris is gone, and the rest of his family is FINALLY starting come around and respect my mom. throughout the divorce and even towards the end of their marriage.. the hardest part for me was seeing how my mom was being treated. she's the strongest woman i know. i cant imagine being one of those kids who "hates" their mom. she's the one thing that holds me together.
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2006 3 April :: 1.36pm
ive never been more misserible in my life.....some of this shit just isent fair.
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2006 3 April :: 12.20am
Thursday night, 6pm, Craigs Cruisers on 54th street and Clyde Park, thats where my birthday party is at, be there or be square
Comment and let me know if you'll be there or not!
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2006 2 April :: 10.25pm
so ray says I dont update anymore.
so here goes.
I go to school, I work, I spend all my time with ray and that is my life. I have complaints because everyday is wonderful and I am happier than I have ever been.
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2006 2 April :: 10.04pm
Mike and I are back together.
My hair is purplish red with a brown tint.
I still have no job.
Knee surgery is a week and a day.
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2006 2 April :: 9.54am
pretty much even tv isnt safe anymore. stupid whore. uhh.
but anyways... yesterday keegan popped his shoulder out of joint again at practice. he picked me up from work and told me and i was like "yeah ok, i know what today is... hahaha" and he's like no really i did... and once again i was like "OK keegan"... but he actually did. poor thing. he brought me home this morning before he went to work, so now he has to carry plates all around and make it even more sore. *sad face* *kisses it to make it ALL better*
after tonight i dont work again until the 12th. woot woot. that'll be nice. washing dishes tonight however WONT be nice. at least i have a respectable job though... not dissing on anyone who works at a fast food restaraunt.. im just glad i can say i work at Metron where i record food acceptance and aid in properly nutritioning diabetics than i flip burgers and drench french fries in grease. its all good... i still hate my job though.
tonights a new desperate housewives AND Flavor of love.. which keegan and i got strangely addicted to because it's so stupid.
friday night keegan took me to disney on ice. it was really cool. we went last year too. we have so much fun at things like that. its wonderful. then we went to coldstone.. because that's simply the perfect end to a perfect date. OH and the BEST ice cream you can get there is (strawberry cheesecake ice cream with strawberries, rasberries, bananas, and pie crust) mmm.
lets see what else... i guess thats it. have a good spring break.
( i miss brandi and stacy... fricken COME HOME! )
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2006 2 April :: 12.53pm
so yea NO FELONY. they reconstructed it, and they found out he was speeding, which i have been sayin all along. the charge is driving on suspended liscence, improper lane usage, and attemt to commit felony. so yea, har har i'll end up in prison 1 way or another, either as an inmate or employee
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2006 2 April :: 5.49am
i don't know how i feel about going to bed right now. i had a really fun night. and i'm just thinking about all the cool stuff i'm going to do next year and it's making me tres 'appy.
here's a short list
inturmural soccer
volenteering at the kalamazoo psychiatric hos.
being able to go to the SRC
dsk more
outspoken-maybe a real member this time
social work stuff
hopefully arcadia again
big sisters
gilmore stuff
getting one of my minors
make a wish club with jenna
doing welcome week or orientation or being an RA
i'm gonna be living with meghan and i don't have any not so suite mates. aaaaannnnddd. i have a really cute boyfriend.
what a nice nice nice life.
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2006 1 April :: 10.45am
okay okay okay.
my papel is all turned in. not up to the minimum length requirement. but there's only so much stuff you can make up about biculturalism.
so now i have to practice piano. yuck. i really hate piano with my whole soul.
and i have an oral exam on tuesday por espanol. yee haw.
jenna's gone and that makes me sad. i think i'm going to have to sew her to my body. that sounds nice. and not creepy at all.
what else do i have to do?
i have dsk tonight. i'll be driving for the first time.
and i have to take down all the posters of Mr. Golden Sun because they're making my heart ache.
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2006 1 April :: 10.21am
:: Music: James Blunt- No Bravery
As much as I hate myself, I just realized that I hate everyone else even more. So stop being dumb selfish bitches and do things for the benefit of others.
Bitches.
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2006 30 March :: 8.02pm
you may not know this, but my humps is a good song to walk to if you're late for class and live two miles away.
11 minutes suckas. eat it.
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2006 29 March :: 11.27pm
well i got a hair cut, two new piercings, and the day off. well i think i look good. hard to talk but its good. doing nothing for spring break, hopefully having a tattoo party! wanna come?
what are you doing for break?
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2006 29 March :: 2.23pm
:: Music: eisley
i could understand why i might have high blood pressure.
cause it's the end of the year so the shit is hitting the fan in a hardcore manner.
on top of everything else that's happened in the last two weeks.
i've got a paper to write for stupid hispanic culture dumb class.
i have to practice piano and stop pretending that i know what i'm doing.
i have to make up some conversations in spanish, so i can talk about them.
i have surgury two weeks from yesterday.
i still need to work.
and also have a decent social life.
and start bringing things home.
and get a new job. and deal with all the dealies that are dealing right now.
good times.
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2006 28 March :: 7.35pm
This is the funniest thing that's ever happened to me...
So I get out of my enlgish class today, and usually I head to the library and I just sit on a computer for a couple of hours.
most of you on my MSN list know of the guy who stole my e-mail because he could. well he's been saying some pretty bad things to everyone...
So I pull up to a random computer and login. THe ferris login system is novell but it has no password and programs are saved, but when it goes to screen saver it goes back to the login screen. Well someone had left their MSN logged in... I was just about to go logoff when... oh my god. In the place of the Online list and the Offline list... theres... Tuwang, and not Tuwang. Now I dont' know if you've ever heard the name used before , but I haven't, so I was intrigued, who would use this in such an obscure place... so I check the e-mail : john6751@hotmail.com... nothing rings a bell at first because I'm not in the mindset... but then I look at the name... it's "Hey, I'm dumb and leave my MSN on at the library!!!" I think for a second... thinking little by little... and then I put it together... It's John, the guy who stole my hotmail account. I'm elated. I have ultimate revenge capabilities in my hang. But this is too coincidental... or this guy is just cocky... so what is my first move, I think to myself. Then BAM, a friend of his talks to me and asks me who it is. we talk for alittle bit and eventually he finds out he's not me. I ask him, is there a guy with the e-mail Tuwang128@hotmail.com on your list? And he says, "yep , that's the guy who's e-mail he stole, he went on and on about it for like a week." This guy thinks like me and thinks it would infact be hilarious if I were to show up at his doorstep. He gives me his phone number... and then his address... and then says " Have fun kickin his ass, he'll shit his pants..."
ofcourse This is a brilliant idea. But I have to add fuel to the fire... SO I send an e-mail out to everyone on his list confessing that Jon is gay, and here's how it goes.:
well, I think the time has come...
I've been trying to think of a good time to say this, but I never have been able to find it until now...
I know what ur probably going to think about me after this... but I can't hold it any longer...
I'm gay... and I just want you all to know...
sincerely,
jon
that was sent out immediately. Come tonight I get back on his address just to see if there's any early bird retorts, and low and behold I get hit with..
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
you really gay?
and so then the conversation was on...
Smokey McFaggston says:
... you don't hate me now do ya?
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
why in the hell would i hate you for being gay?
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
isnt that kinda steryotipical, you tihnk id hate you? i aint that k inda person darlin
Smokey says:
well... thanks...
Smokey says:
that makes me feel better
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
no problem
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
perhaps u should check ur mail
Smokey says:
oh, thanks
Smokey says:
and it was me
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
haha aight
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
well good for you man. I knew you were
Smokey says:
hang on...
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
to what
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
jk
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
aight
Smokey says:
man, i don't know what to do now
Smokey says:
big day
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
haha, so what made you come outta the closet?
Smokey says:
I was just tired of hiding it
Smokey says:
itll kill ya somtimes ya know?
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
yeah..good for you... so ya got anyone in mind?
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
so have you fooled around with a man before? tis why you always said you were a virgin casue ya never had sex with a woman? (just curious)
Smokey says:
yeah... haha
Smokey says:
never sex though....
Smokey says:
just like kissin and stuff
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
ahh i see, that's cool..
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
glad to hear ya family crawled outta your shelll
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
musta takin ALOT of courage
Smokey says:
you have no idea
Smokey says:
2 years since the first time
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
ohhh, i have an idea, not in the gay category, but there is shit i have had to admit that took all the courage in the world..
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
since what first time?
Smokey says:
haha, ya know
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
haha
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
yeah
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
well hey i gotta go, gettin ready to make some dinner n shite, i ll proly be on later
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
so ya have a good night, take er easy (not hard)
Smokey says:
haha thanks
Smokey says:
lata
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
no problemo
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
ta ta.....
Smokey says:
thanks for talkin to me
Smokey says:
really
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
oh no problem man, any freakin time....but im gettin rid of the net, so youll have to email me, or visa versa, ill be keepin in toucch with everyone..
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
you have a good one jon
Smokey says:
thanks
Smokey says:
just stop by my place anytime if you want
Smokey says:
we can talk some more
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
no prob
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
haha, yeah sure, ill be there in bout 2 months
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change!! says:
peace out
I think I did a damn good job of pretending to be coming out of the closet. SO much , infact, that I considered it... Until I realized how large of a boner shakira gives me... I only like the cafe ole! you know...
so, now I get to organize a party together, of men. We're going up there with bats... gonna give him a little scare... anybody interested?
here's his number...
796-1824
everyone give him a good hassle...
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2006 28 March :: 6.07pm
:: Mood: *ehhhh...*
:: Music: *unknown - lifehouse*
*some food for thought*
I'm on prozac to help my depression.
Yet I'm still depressed.
I used to be one of those depressed people that ate all the time and slept all the time.
But I've changed gears.
I barely eat, and I barely sleep.
After 5 days he tells me he's not ready to give up.
That he misses me.
And he actually wants to talk.
I really want to be with him. I love him more than anything. I've taken all perspectives into consideration. I need to do what makes me happy. What I think would be best. The thing is, I can't picture my life without him, again. I was ready to give up, to let go. I was doing fine, until he told me he missed me.
One thing that has stuck in my mind this entire time, after all the lies and whatnot, is that he didn't turn on me when I cheated on him. He gave me another chance. Even though he didn't fully trust me. He was still right there by my side. So why can't I do the same for him? Yeah yeah yeah, Just because I cheated on him, it doesn't give him the right to do it to me.
I'm not writing this post to tell you all that I'd get back together with him. I'm writing this post to inform all of you that I have taken all of your opinions into consideration. I thank everyone for their advice. But now its up to him and I. We have a lot of things to talk about. And after we talk, thats when I will make my decisions. I have a lot of unanswered questions.
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2006 26 March :: 6.14pm
The odds are against me... I keep trying to do what I need to do sooo hard but for some reason theres this road block that I can't seem to get around...
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2006 26 March :: 5.13pm
Charter can suck my ass.
Consumers energy can suck my ass.
Both representatives I spoke with on the phone spelled my last name wrong.
Charters spelling of Van Zoest is "Banzoest"
Consumers spelling of Van Zoest is "Van Coest"
I don't have a lisp. I don't have a speech impediment.
I'm not retarded. I don't studder. I speak rather clearly when spelling my name on the telephone.
I think the representative I spoke with from Consumers was black. That however is still not an excuse.
The representative I spoke with from Charter was maile. That again however, is still not an excuse.
Charter is all straigtened out. Now on to Consumers. Bitches.
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2006 26 March :: 5.03pm
sprialing into hopelessness. i need a nap. i need a break. i need motivation and a good cry.
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2006 26 March :: 3.36am
I may be leaving tuesday for a while to work down south..
Prolly be roofin' and framing houses down in mississippi..
Will be hard work but worth the money..
peace out
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2006 25 March :: 7.06pm
I've had quite the uneventful weekend.
Last night Ally and Jared came over. Jared put my spare tire on for me. And then I went to my moms where we cried together. Then I went for a little drive. Came home and watched a movie.
Got up this morning and went to belding to get my car from my dad. And then went for a drive. Ended up back here doing nothing til about 4 when my buddy Jay Parker called and asked if I wanted to go to dinner with him. So when he got here we talked a bit and then went to taco bell. And he just left a little bit ago. So now I'm alone. And I told Ally I'd go visit her at work but I'm not feeling up to it anymore. Justy and Bethy want me to come over, but I don't feel up to that either.
Just feel like curling up in a ball and crying myself to sleep.
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2006 25 March :: 6.55pm
the sky is absolutely gorgeous right now.
it starts with a light blue, which is swirled with pink and purple. a rich dark blue is melting into the top.
i want summer now.
i need to waste away days outdoors.
i need to take walks and forget about school for a while.
i need to ride a bike.
i need to figure out what is going on with all of the people i love.
i have lost touch with a lot of things/people i care about.
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2006 25 March :: 12.10am
the more time passes, the more devestated i feel.
i just keep reliving that moment and it's the worst feeling i've ever had.
a child is dead and you keep telling me to get over it. it doesn't matter that i didn't know him for very long. kids take a lot less time to love. i don't know how to get over it. i don't know how to make it stop hurting.
i see his face. i see the car. i see the woman driving without her license. and i see the young mother who doesn't know what to do. and i hate this place. this world.
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2006 24 March :: 11.58pm
Here is some cool shit that went down wednesday night
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6213937245276787023&q=spraypaint
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2006 24 March :: 7.04pm
Fucking GOD!!!
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2006 24 March :: 5.29pm
if anyone has any questions about tattooing or piercings i have a new email for that, its
Freedom_Ink@hotmail.com
and if theres any one whos intrested in coming to a tattoo party let me know on woohu!!!
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