He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held and steadily he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world but in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell

 

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mudpiegrl

:: 2005 10 April :: 1.40am






find your element
at mutedfaith.com.


lol...only the being stuck on ideas thing is right.

Are you in a Solitary Shell?


mudpiegrl

:: 2005 10 April :: 1.13am

he is standing still, but i am slipping on the ground beneath my feet.



i got these from kevin's journal yay for kevin!

You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things.

Goofy

75%

Ariel

75%

Peter Pan

75%

Sleeping Beauty

50%

Snow White

50%

Cruella De Ville

44%

Donald Duck

38%

Cinderella

38%

Pinocchio

38%

The Beast

31%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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You scored as Sweet.

Sweet

94%

Hot

56%

Wet

44%

Shy

31%

Awkward

31%

Soft

31%

Exciting

25%

Violent

19%

What is your sexual style?
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Are you in a Solitary Shell?


mudpiegrl

:: 2005 9 April :: 10.58am

found this is someone elses journal:
top 30 things guys should know bout girLs - written by a guy after years of experience

1. whatever you do, don't just show up at their house.. they run around in their underwear just like we do if they dont live with their parents...

2. DO NOT, under any circumstance, CHEAT ON THEM, it may seem foolproof but girls talk about everything! trust me, they will find out!!unfortunatly (we talk about everything)

3. beware of every single male relative and all guy friends, any of them will kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldnt even wait for the damn hat for me, i dont even have to try, i.e. water bottle incident, or just random "ow" situations

4. never miss an oppertunity to tell them they're beautiful

5. don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends, if they laugh at you , it's because they're JEALOUS

6. if they slap you hard, you deserved it

7. don't be afraid to touch them if you want to, if they're going out w/ you in the first place- it's because they LIKE being in your arms

8, if you dont sleep with them, dont EVER tell your friends that you did! oh, and even if you do sleep with them- don't tell your friends you did

9. you can be dirty minded in private...

10. not all of them eat like birds, actualy a lot of them eat like whales!

11. most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things w/ their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know you're a pussy..

11.5 do you honestly need all your money that much? if she means that much you'll be a man and pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend - a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring - even if it's not a serious relationship

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can- if you're dropping her off, walk her to the door, and if not just caLL

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right duty to beat the crap outta him!

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer!! good idea...why didnt neil think of that?

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats at you friends and says, "You're SO dumb" - never make gestures back

17. go to a chick flick once in a while, she doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not- it just matters that you went also something neil didnt pick up on...

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, or bestfriends! be prince charming to their friends- mr. polite to their parents- and make sure to be nice to their animals

19. dont flirt witht their moms... that's just freaky

20. dont be freaked out by PMS- it's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding

21. if you don't like the way they drive, you do it!

22. If you're officially dating , and you introducing her to your friends, you'd better introduce her as your girlfriend

23. don't stress where you go for every date, they really only want to be with you!

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them withought being asked

25. Girls are fragile, even if you're play fighting or wrestling- be gentle

26. memorize their damn birthdays! you forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life! stupid spencer

27. don't marinade the cologne- but smell good or just take a shower

28. don't give her something stupid for her bday or christmas or valentine's day- it doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful com'on, college logo slippers are meaningful!

29. if you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out- it will only hurt you more if you draw it out! see, i was right...

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who really truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege, and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond

okie so yea...that was fun...sorry for all my little comments...:)

am done...ill write another dya unless something happens tnt...

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mudpiegrl

:: 2005 9 April :: 10.40am
:: Music: radio commercials

so last night didnt go so well.

it was overall, a pretty bad night, although the prospect of nearly 25 people showing up was a bit exciting. it was like immigrant season, so many different people!

i hate the radio. it plays one song and goes back to commercials...but i dont feel like getting up....:)

i should stop now but i have to keep the window open so that i can make sure that prospect is right...if its not then ill change it and you will have no idea what im talking about...okie it's right. ama go change the radio now...

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toki

:: 2005 8 April :: 9.02am
:: Mood: angry

I’m kind of angry right now. Actually, I’m really angry right now. I don’t know entirely why, but I know a lot of it. And again it’s one of those things that I can’t really share.

People disappoint me. Well, not me directly. But their actions indirectly make me angry. That doesn’t make any sense at all, but being vague is good.

I don’t tell people things anymore if they’re meant to be kept secret. I’ve matured. Not that anyone has noticed. I’ve been accused/assumed that I tell people everything at least 10 times this month. Not to sound egotistical or self centered, but I have my own life. I have enough going on that I don’t need to constantly gossip. Yes, I know that I do tell people things. Small things. Never anything detrimental though. Things like him and her are going out and they broke up today or what not. Are we still that immature that we can’t deal with people knowing that we have crushes on people or who we’re going out with? I don’t know. This is sounding mean.

Ostracized. That’s how I feel. No need to explain why. I’m always against the stream. Not that it’s bad, but it gets lonely.

I need a good…something…session. Jackie’s having a bonfire tonight, but I’m working. Isn’t that how it always is? Nothing happens until I’m working or busy. Once again…I’m alone. Because even if you say it’s nothing, stuff happens when everyone gets together like that. Memories are made that people who aren’t there can never comprehend. And it’s sad. I’m leaving in four months and when I leave, what memories will I have? It’s scary.

I'll be disappearing again. I like disappearing. People never notice anyways. Why put any effort to be visible?

If I were a superhero...I'd be invisible and be able to fly. That way I'd disppear and fly away, and it'd be nothing. I could go anywhere I wanted. I could get away whenever I wanted.

I need to be able to drive. I can't stay here anymore.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2005 7 April :: 10.05pm

woo so i looked for water splashes for my art project:

Exhibit RIT

and also, today was good. today was very smooth and nutty...:)

i think he likes jackie still, but because he gets the idea about how i feel about him, he's hanging out with me.

thats really all...journal check and then off to bake a cake and make a poster!!!

HAPPY BDAY, JEN!

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mudpiegrl

:: 2005 6 April :: 11.16pm

am currently having four converstations.....all about basically the same thing...

-matt likes arina, but he's not sure how she feels about him.
-sandy was talking about matt smith, but now were talking about me and peanut butter
-jackies talking about her boy :-D
-jills talking about her lack of a boy and being shy.

but we're all single, all five of us.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2005 5 April :: 9.56pm
:: Music: enya-a day without rain

today.
doom doom de doom...today... was weird.

but fun!

its yet another realisation day of like leaving and college and missing people and growing up

eighteen seems so far away....yet i dont realise im seventeen.

how does that work ? why do i still feel like im twelve?

::shrugs:: i dont know. its sad. ama have to be here and everyones going away. i honestly think ill miss patrice the most, because of how close ive gotten to her and how i feel like i could talk to her about anything, although i know some stuff doesnt stay secret, its a small price to pay for such an awesome friend. sorry to anyone else who will get offended by this. i could go on for pages about friends, but patrice is special. we've been friends all four years and i dont know what im going to do without her next year. hopefully her comp'll work so we can IM each other. :-D.

am content with everything. things are going well.

ugh i feel sick, i just finished eating nasty cinnimon sticks from chuck e cheese....not so good but i was hungry....

so later ill eat chipotle...lol much better for churning stomachs....

today i went to the lacrosse game. it was a bunch of pillowed up guys hitting each other with sticks and falling over each other....it was more entertaining than football, cept in football, you can actually see the pelota!

okie all is happy and plain.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2005 4 April :: 11.43pm

i have a craving for peanut butter...

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sweetyas

:: 2005 4 April :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: pissed off

Debate
Have this stupid homosexual marriages should be legal debate adn i was doing a little research and i read this: Islam, however, is inconsistent and illogical. Fucking bastard. Sorry im so pissed off its unbelievable. Like seriously what if i said being gay is inconsistent and illogical. ARG. I hate that guy. GRRRRRR. He does provide good arguments but went about them the wrong way. I'm so pissed off.


Yasamin. ARG.

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