He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held and steadily he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world but in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell

 

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 17 August :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: some radio station

neil
contrary to most other entries about neil, this one is positive.

first, allow me to begin by saying i woke up this morning to a warm, gentle kiss on my forehead.

i opened my eyes to him, who recently, ive been feeling a deeper love for. love is hard to describe, its just this feeling in your heart and you know it. but now its stronger and i like it.

i liked waking up and making breakfast with him. i hope that he is my future because he makes me feel so good. when i cry about my mum or my friends, he holds me and rocks me, comforting me. and when im mad at him, he explains himself and apologizes and no matter what we're disagreeing on, we agree at the end...because we know how to get across what we're trying to say rather than just hoping it'll go away and letting it build up.

i dont want to be too hopeful though. it feels like we have forever when he's leaving only FIVE days from now.

i didnt realise it was so close.

oh, sinking feeling.



oh thats not good. i thought it was further away. in the summer, everything seems so floaty...and dates dont matter...

i think ill go see him...i dont know...

2 people are in a Solitary Shell | Are you in a Solitary Shell?

sandatthebeach

:: 2004 16 August :: 9.22pm

I just ran 5 miles. But not all at once....I ran 2 and a half miles then got off the treadmill and walked around the house for a bit...ate some dinner....walked around some more to digest then got back on the treadmill for another 2 and a half miles. I feel....sweaty....but good. I haven't really run in a long time....a mile every once in a while. Btw to all of you who haven't seen me all summer I'm not all that much skinnier...at all. But I'm definitely in better shape...I won't run out of breath after climbing a flight of stairs anymore so I guess that's better than nothing. Note to self: Eat less shit food.

Ok time to shower for real (I told Patrice I would come back online....I didn't come back until an hour later because when I said I was gonna go take a shower, I actually jumped back on the treadmill then sat around for awhile before coming back online...so sorry Patricia :-P)

Always, Sandy

1 people are in a Solitary Shell | Are you in a Solitary Shell?

Toki

:: 2004 16 August :: 11.10am
:: Mood: sad

Well, it's over.

God damn it. I hate the world sometimes. It's just not fair.

I don't know anymore. I can't do this.

It's not fair.

-Patrice

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sandatthebeach

:: 2004 15 August :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable

planner
School starts in more or less 9 days. Boo.

I'm so behind on my summer reading....

To read more about my entry today refer to this site:

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=chuckleheadedchick

Always, Sandy

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

sandatthebeach

:: 2004 13 August :: 10.41pm

schedule
1. Physics -- Ravenscraft
2. Concert Choir -- O'Connor
3. English Lit Honors -- Isabelli
4. Wind Ensemble -- Sundell
5. Lunch/Orchestra --
6. Advanced Math Honors -- Czarnecki
7. Jr/Sr PE
8. US History Honors -- Dircks

***Temporary schedule...I'm dropping Advanced Math honors...I'm taking regular instead

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

Toki

:: 2004 13 August :: 10.20pm

Semester 1:
1.Study Hall
2. PE
3.Comtemp. Fiction
4. Wind Ensemble
5. Sym Orchestra/lunch
6. Int'l Studies
7. Trig
8. Photo

Semester 2:
1. Creative writing
2. AP Government
3. Study Hall
4. Wind Ensemble
5. Sym Orchestra/lunch
6. JR/SR PE
7. Photo Studio
8.Theatre Tech

Hm. Any sameness?

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Anytngbtordinary

:: 2004 13 August :: 3.59pm

My schedule...
1st Semester ( I HATE IT!! GRRR)
1. P.E.
2. Choir
3. Contemporary fiction- Curry
4. Lunch
5. Psycology- Mann
6. A.P. Government- Erickson
7. Trigonometry- J. Pardon
8. A.P. Stats- Ballenger

2nd Semester

1. Acting Studio
2. Choir
3. Advanced Math- Gartner
4. Creative Writing- Curry
5. Lunch
6. Consumer Management- Nardini
7. P.E.
8. A.P. Stats -Ballenger

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Toki

:: 2004 13 August :: 12.49am

Concert was awesome.

I shared air with Issac. ::dies::

My ears are ringing.

We camped out for 5 hours. My feet were numb.

They're ok now.

Insanity.

Much love.
-Me

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

Toki

:: 2004 12 August :: 12.28pm

I need food. And that's that. Lol. Good bye.

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

sweetyas

:: 2004 12 August :: 1.40am

The THIRD TIME WOOOO
Fill out this survey pour moi if you have time
:)

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your woohu and see what I say about you?

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