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sugarjackj

:: 2005 10 May :: 2.12pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Im 18 - alice cooper

Well i WAS excited for today...


Today was supposed to be better then it was.


But its ok.

*smiles*



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sugarjackj

:: 2005 9 May :: 7.56pm



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Incubus - The Warmth
Need i say more?
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sugarjackj

:: 2005 7 May :: 9.06pm
:: Music: the dogs - i miss you??

Another lonley night
Yeah...since everyone is so excited for the green day concert, I thought I may try and burst their bubble.

Most of the people who call themselves "hardcore" fans, are in fact, not.

I do have to give SOME people credit to sticking with green day. Although if they are hardcore fans they would realize that their new stuff is crap, things I can’t even believe they are making money off of. If you were a hardcore fan you would have been repulsed that they became such whiney babies.

Then there are people who I really dislike, the mindless cattle who devour green day’s music like it was the best thing God has given this earth. Why do they like green day? Because it’s POPULAR. Come on people "...I don’t care if you don’t. I don’t care if you don’t I don’t care if you don’t care everyone is so full of shit!..."
Not the most intriguing lyrics I have ever heard.

I guess..........it just doesn’t strike my fancy. Maybe I expect more? You know...TALENT.



Today was crap. I could have though of a million more things to do with my time. Honestly, the only thing that is keeping me in track are friends and one more point I need for my letter.

I’m also very disappointed it didn’t get to see Chris this weekend. Kind of saddens me, a lot.

Bah

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 6 May :: 9.49pm



Well I have been having problems with Mrs. Kerstetter. So today instead of going to lunch I decided it was time to talk to her. I sat her down and laid out everything that was on my mind. She was shocked at first, but then understood. I feel so much better knowing where she is coming from. I find that I can almost always work things out if someone will just listen. She said some things that really made me think. Again she said she is so hard on me because she sees the passion in my singing, she knows I want to involve it in my career, and so she does not want to see me fail. Mrs. K also said something that I have heard more than once before, that my smile can make someone’s day. She said if she’s having a bad day she can look over and my smile will cheer her up. That I have a whole body smile you can just see. After awhile I wished she would stop talking about It., because my smile is not all that pretty. Mrs. K basically told me what Cheryl did last year, that even though I have only been there for so long I’m a leader. I’m not conscious that I even do it. Then she said that I talk too much, and that it’s the only weakness I have (in choir of course). She told me I have a solo for twilight, cool beans. I am glad we had a come to Jesus talk. I really do feel better. Now I know I can talk to her.

After I read this I noticed how self centered this entry was.
Sorry. Just needed to put down our discussion I guess.

Dad is teaching me Madame Blue. I must say, this is an awesome song. I defiantly need practice.

I’m going to go to bed. I have to be up to damn early in the morning.

So if you guys are cool, you will do the same too.

Peace and love,
Rockie Cosal

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SUGARJACKJ

:: 2005 6 May :: 4.52pm
:: Music: Styx - sweet madam blue

Quirktey




5 Days



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sugarjackj

:: 2005 5 May :: 8.33pm

So my parents went to conferences,

They are happy with my grades...
I’m not in trouble blah blah blah...
They are upset I fall asleep in my first block and so on...
I need to study for tests better blahrdy blahr...

So basically things turned out better then I expected.


Today was really shitty though.
It was the first time I was mad enough to threaten someone with physical violence in a LONG time. If he ever tells me to go fuck myself again, I swear I won’t walk away. Honestly, what an ass wipe. GGrrrrrr.

But im all better now. For dinner I had chicken noodle soup and coco. So I’m content.

Im thinking about skipping my invite on Saturday, so I can have more free time. Track is starting to suck more than it normally does. I do have a love-hate relationship with it.

My choir teacher said that she’s being so hard on me because im a leader and people look up to me. Holy hell, it can’t be that much. I have only been here about a half a year! I am happy I have improved my range, I’m at the point where im comfortable being an alto, second soprano AND NOW first soprano.

I should go. I have to practice….. Singing......guitar......*trails off*

Leave some love, because I can use it today.
Jackie

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 4 May :: 7.51pm

WOOT! im all done!

I'm stealing this from Cheryl, because i can.
So tell me...
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One random thing.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. A hint to whom you are.
BE SURE TO PERFORM THIS TASK "ANONYMOUSLY"
...and I will try to guess who you are!






Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male



Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!



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sugarjackj

:: 2005 4 May :: 7.45pm
:: Mood: enthralled
:: Music: Hendrix - Foxy

6 days



I need a back and shoulder massage.




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lilschaub

:: 2005 4 May :: 3.58pm
:: Mood: loved

I have the best boyfriend!! He is more than I have ever dreamed of!!

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SUGARJACKJ

:: 2005 2 May :: 8.02pm

I think it almost time for a relaxing, scenic road trip.



Should i go for red hair?

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 28 April :: 8.05pm



Today was a pretty good day. Even though my dad and I did butt heads because we are stubborn.

The opera workshop was swell. Now I cannot wait for the opera itself. I was surprised at how humorous it was. There was one part thought were they were talking about the "ultimate human pleasure" Anthony and I looked at each other and tried to keep in our laughter.

And today I noticed for the first time, I’m usually the only girl sitting at me lunch table.
Huh....weird.

I ordered Chris's boutonniere, did my nails, bought a camera, things of that nature.

Now I’m ready for prom. The test will lie in my patience. If I can make it through tomorrow without checking the clock every five seconds, I will be ok.

YOU are a silly WANKER!

Jackie

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 22 April :: 10.01pm

I really do hate venting on things that i dont want to talk about.



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SUGARJACKJ

:: 2005 22 April :: 6.03pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: stelar - incubus

How YOU doin?
“I’m Irish, I hope I don’t die from a wee bit of consumption!”

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 19 April :: 9.12pm

Lenny rocks hardcore




Are you gonna go my way?



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sugarjackj

:: 2005 19 April :: 8.34pm
:: Mood: Lost and Found
:: Music: The verve pipe - spoon full of sugar

BANANNA!!
I really don’t need constant reminders on how messed up my childhood was. I would like to leave behind me what happened. I cannot change the past. Even though what happened was a serious crime, and mentally scarring I forgive him. That’s what I have been taught and it is what I believe in. So for a little while I think I have to cut off all communication with Justine. Just until she stops bringing up those issues that have nothing to do with how I’m living my life now. Like I said, it’s over and done with.


Today I placed first in discuss and second in shot. So i made a total of 8 points today. You need 10 to earn your varsity letter. Oh I’m almost there! I even managed to stay hot thought the meet, even after I ran!! Woot woot!

I mostly finished the song; here is the first verse...

G+ H3 H2 Am
The sun sets low on a crimson horizon
G+ H3 H2 Am
The day dawns inversely, admittedly wizened
F#m5 Ga Em F#m5
The night that impends upon pastel creation
G+ H3 H2 Am
The dark that unites in the hearts of all nations

It’s not to elaborate, but it sounds good i think.
All the verses are the same, and i still have to figure out something to spice it up in the middle.
I had to make up H3, H2, F#m5 and Ga.



IM TIRES!!!

(Tired)

Peace Love,
Jackie

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