ugh! why am I so freakin tired!! I gotta wake up!

Why did you have to do that? I already get so much crap from everyone, and I still make my own decisions about you, but now the one person who supported me, is the person that you hurt the most. I don't know why you do things like that, but it makes me hurt so bad, it's not funny, and it's hard to even be mad at you because it would be a waste of time, because you won't see how horrible and mean that was, only that you thought it was funny. So you won't feel bad, and me being mad won't change that. I just don't know what to do, I don't want things to be over, but that was so evil, you don't do things like that to someone, that was the meanest thing I've ever heard of someone doing to someone else, and then to not feel any regret about it, and to have so many people bad mouthing you afterwards, and then you're the one who doesn't want people talking about you, and then you bring it on yourself by doing something this incredibly low. Wow, I honestly didn't think that you could sink that low. I thought that we were friends, and I hope after this we still will be, but not ANY of my FRIENDS would do that to another one of my friends, and then laugh. Do you purposfully hurt other to bnring yourself up? Are you that unhappy? I thought that I could understand, but it's looking like my perspective of you was a lot different than it should have been. I'm beginnging to think that I should have listened to everyone aroiund me, telling me to stay away, I still don't want that, but if it comes down to it, I don't want to be friends with someone who doesn't care about other people the way that you do. And distancing yourself from everyone, that's just not something that people do. You get so worried about messing up again, and about how people never stay in your life, but you cause them to leave by doing things like this that we just can't imagine someone doing to someone else. We can't possible understand, because we see how wrong it was, and you don't see that. And then you sit and laugh with your "friends" about it. Dani has never done ANYTHING to you. Even when you are SOOOOO mean to her, she still is nice to you, because that's the kind of person she is, she's been giving you second chances forever! And what do you do about it? You throw it all in her face in the worst possible way that you could've. I know that she annoys you! And I don't care! There are a LOT of people that drive me crazy, and I still tolerate them, because I know how bad it hurts to have someone treat you like you're annoying, and not worth their time. It's not fun, I would never do that to someone! What is wrong with you that makes you think that it's ok! IT'S NOT!! After you have been so mean to so many people, and it almost seems like you wanna change for the better, and then you do something like this!! UGH GUHG UGHGUHGUhs'lkdgh'sg~~~~ I can't eve put into words how disappointed I am, and how my best friend came to my house bawling, and with her heart broken, ALL because of you. It's ALL your fault, and IO know you hear that a lot, and most of the time it's exagerated but this time I'm not exagerating, it IS ALL YOUR FAULT! Just becasue someone annoys you, does not give you a reason to go out of your way and be mean to them, on purpose. I know a lot of people who hate the people that they have to be with everyday, and they can't stnad them, not at all, not even a little bit! BUT THEY DO!! The person isn't going anywhere, and they are the ones with the problem! The other person isn't doing anything to them, they arn't annoying them on purpose, they are just being themselves, you just have a problem with them being that! It's in your head that your annoyed! You just need to deal with it in a more mature way, this is not and NEVER will be the right way to go about what you did! ugh! I have to go, this isn't worth my time anymore. If you don't get that I'm mad, then you're completely retarted. Don't talk to me, unless I talk to you, and you should be so ashamed of yourself, you should be scared to talk to me, and if you try for even one second to turn this around on me, and make this about yourself and how people act this way to you, ugggggggg..you won't even wanna find out!

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