go shorty, its ur birthday
let's just say i'm lucky to become part of the first varsity cheerleading team at Park Vista High School. Michelle, Chelsea, Shay, Nikki, etc. we all made the team. i can't wait for the school year to start. just walking off the bus with jb & britt.... it felt s0o.... high school - ish, not like, we have to go home & study & sit on our asses. its more of... we are going to do sports & its traditional to hang out with football players if ur a cheerleader. plus, they are my guiding hand, or my big brothers, as i go into this year. its like... weird talking to britt on the phone too, but he always returns my calls, & he isn't such an ass when he is on the phone with me. like.... i told him about making varsity & he said something along the lines of, "well we all knew u were going to make it. u just hadda believe u would, cause i definitely knew u would." so idk he's cool... and jb, i believe took home britt's cleat. and britt wants me to go get it from jb... in hopes that i will return it. idk i'm just glad they will be there with me. plus i have: Michelle, Neil, Ashley, Shay, Alex, Chelsea, Nikki, Scott, etc. whoever is going. so i'm excited. but there's definitely going to be an empty place after leaving atlantic.

i'm trying not to say goodbye to anyone. i don't want to lose touch with anyone at all. but there is always that time....

Danielle: my sister. we've been thru hell & back, & all the crazy memories we shared and this life long friendship that can't be outdone. i mean everything has been so great, i don't know where i would be without u, and now i'm scared to be without u. i think ur the reason i've stayed so conservative & ur the reason i am who i am. and i thank u for it. but i want to make more memories with u. cars, boys, drinks, friends, etc. all that.

Anand: bitch / hoe relationship. its been awesome. ur like so... "all around" lol. we've shared so many laughs & u've been there to cheer me up all the time. i love how easy it is to talk to u. and just to make fun of each other continuously & still, "feel the love."

Avi: our relationship grew steadily. u've become my cheating buddi. always the one there that was able to "hook me up" or just to make fun of, or crack on someone, or just laugh. i know we've complained about Atlantic for s0o long... but its going to be s0o odd not waking up in the morning & going to school to watch the enjoyment of u begging carlos to do ur spanish hw. lol. sadly enough stats is over... the rest of my math classes.. i will fail... without u. imma miss u.

carlos: wow. thats all there is. i mean talking... all the time. like 2 close friends should. i always seem to understand how u feel, but we can never manage to make a solution to it. u & i talk so much... its kinda like... idk. the stuff we talk about, the moments we have. there's nothing like it. priceless. i will always be here for u.

pj: damn, from elementary school til now. its been fun. now ur living around here... we're still gonna hang out. i don't want no1 else callin' me "Tiny one" or givin' me scoops. u've been wonderful. s0o shy & afraid of girls, but s0o easy to talk to. laid back & simply sweet. i couldn't ask for more. ur gonna find the perfect girl. she's gonna be s0o lucky. don't hold out on her. <3 ya.

pretam: ur the shit man! yeah. yeah! damn, without u.... english wouldn't be so entertaining. u have the funniest personality & i love it. i could never in a million years find anyone like u. ur hands in ur pants, ur dirty dancing, ur obsession with outkast, ur funny remarks, etc. ur just unique. bi-curious lol. ur the best.

sameen: this year has been great. i can't imagine what economics would have been without u. so sweet & adorable, i just wanna pinch ur cheeks like a grandma lol. how do u play dominoes? hehe. but i'm definitely going to miss u next year.

logan: bb. my short red head friend. i am still shocked that u got outta ib. i mean... yeah... cheating. whatever it was a funny laugh while it lasted. ur the one who seems to cause all the tension between ib people, and yeah, u may be one of those kids who benefits himself, but i still enjoy your company. its hard not to like u, even after the stupidest arguments we've had... u always find something stupid, yet slick to do that will always make me laugh.

sunil: homie! who's gonna turn around just to pinch my cheeks, give me a high five, or to call me a bitch? art history is the only class we've had together, u know, imma miss u. its like cRAzY. u give me hugs just for the hell of it. and when i need one... u always manage to give them to me at the perfect time. i wish i could be brown, just like u. i wanna be related to u lol. anyways, imma miss ur stank ass, xoxo lol j/k

adam: ur personality is so great. although u piss heather off lol, i know she still loves u deep down. but u always make ib less stressful, and make me smile everytime i don't feel so good. ur a perv, but ur also a guy lol. xoxo imma miss making fun of stupid ms french & jb. lol

ashley t: we've been friends since 7th grade. and its been a long journey. i never figured we'd make it this far... varsity, classes... everything... but i'm glad u are my friend. we have that problem... that results in making fun of ugly people & stupid people... and that problem where we just laugh about people. idk i'm just gonna miss u. i wish we could have hung out more tho. xoxo

heather: i'm glad we've became friends this year. altho i wish we could have been closer.. but don't listen to what anyone says. all those feelings and emotions are just a part of growing up, stay happy as frequent as possible cause ur pretty & there's no need to feel pissed off about anything.

kailannie: this year has been so much fun, and even though cheerleading is the only thing that really holds us as friends, i don't mind, because i enjoyed it. i mean checkin' out the cute guys, watchin' the basketball players be stupid... i mean... teaching me how to "be black" with dances... its been a trip. but now that i'm leaving, i wish u the best of luck on JV & be sure to have fun.

christina: i wish u & i would have become better friends. ur accomplishments always amaze me, and ur like a role model. i know u have those up & down days, but everyone does, just continue to stay the strong person that i know u can be. ur going to find ur one true love, i know it. if the guy is smart... he won't turn away from u. with all ur different talents, ur going to be big. i wish u luck.

amanda f: what are we going to do without being in school together next year?? ure so sweet & ur stories about ur friends are great. ur definitely not the person i expected u to be... member when we first met in McManus's class... and u thought danielle & i were going to be snobby? and the plays we put on. and then having english together this year... hanging out with u has been fun. and then all the poetry analyizing we've done. and bitching at peter. imma miss these days. love ya.

ashley c: tampa... is lucky. they are getting u. but i hope u enjoy it there. i know atlantic is gonna be worse next year too. but we've made a few good memories... even though i will cherish those, i wish we made more. ur so beautiful, idk where ur lover is. but he needs to find u cause he'd make ur life so much easier. xoxo come visit us every once in awhile.

jessica c: although we've only had english class together this year, its been so much fun. messin' around.. makin' fun of.. u know who. and figurin' out pretam's sexuality lol. i know u can do better in ib... pull through. <3

jessica b: long year, few memories. i'm glad i at least got to hang out with u twice. the time u lost ur cell phone at the club, and then during homecoming. u know i've always wanted to be friends with u, but knowing that ur very picky with friends... i just accepted i wouldn't really ever have the chance. but i'm glad there is this woohu thing, otherwise i would have never known u at all. ur an awesome dancer, & i hope that brings u somewhere in life. and all ur reasoning for situations... its just funny. great personality. keep it real. xoxo

liz: i feel like i know u so well, yet we barely talk, but i put u here because u impress me. ur always so happy & sweet & caring. ur brighten everyone's day & i look up to ya. stay sweet & don't change, u definitely have some angel wings that just happen to invisible to everyone. xoxo

ashley p: now that u're there, i'm leaving... i didn't want it to come to this... but it must. u've been a friend that i could never ask for. so wonderful, caring, beautiful, funny, sweet, smart (in some ways) lol.... etc. i love how we can make fun of each other and neither of us get personal about it. and the stupid things we say... that just make my day. haha that rhymes. <--- like that. lol anyways, make some more haitian friends for me... and enjoy the rest of the atlantic. don't forget our tree. xoxo imma miss... the smell of ur feet. jk. lol miss ya.

jackie: this is pointless because im about to repeat everything i said in ur yearbook that i wrote forever & a day in. but ur a great friend. u've been there through thick and thin and we have made so many memories together. from typing class to the cruise to late night talks to laughs & few tears & hard times & summer days. i can't imagine what its gonna be like next year, not being able to look forward to seeing u every morning. but i know summer is coming & u have ur car... and i will get mine... then it will be beach, sun & boys. love ya... sis.

to those at ATLANTIC that i missed. i love u still... and all of u... continue IB... its well worth it. enjoy the '04-'05 year. stay strong, i'm always hear for everyone. this entry is way too long, so i'm out xoxo

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