Life sucks. So I’ll be dropping a class. It’s not offered with any other professor, so I have to deal with the bastard.

Somebody broke into my car yesterday. I’ll be paying the first $500.

Another bad haircut. Off to dinner with the guys, then party at the girls'.

So, I need to plan a trip to Wisconsin. Life always has the worst timing doesn’t it?

Had a great time in GR with Jason and everyone. I was surprised so many people from K-Zoo came up. It was weird to be in a position where I was the new guy again, hasn’t happened in a while. Ryan made a good impression; he seemed to fit in with the group right away. It helps that he’s cute too.

What a shitty day. Could be worse though. I have the day off work tomorrow, hopefully I can fix the problems then, or at least get a head start on them.

Why can’t a place rotate the tires, when you fucking pay for it? Tire rotation & oil change, I thought this service would be foolproof. Did get a good haircut today.

I now know why straight guys always drool over twins…

Concrete wins when movers drop a piano down a staircase onto a concrete floor.

So, I was nervous as hell about one of my classes, but I got my C. Did pretty well in the rest. I’m just happy. Now to go shopping :-(

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense."

Ralph Waldo Emerson

What a day. Most of the following thoughts are not in chronological order, and are not organized in any meaningful matter.

Work was ok, nothing great, just another day. Picked up some alcohol for tonight and had lunch at the guy’s place. Left a little early.

Arrived at the guys place but, ended up leaving right away to do a Taco Bell run. Service was slow, but my taco was good. Jeremy was too drunk to figure out how to order. I ended up telling James the order, as I had already went through the line, waited for, and received my food. I realized that Jeremy is very charming. While this sounds really dumb even to me, just think about it. He is a complete ass, yet many people (including myself) still like him. Like I was embarrassed how he hit on a girl in Taco Bell as she walked in with her boyfriend. Yet I still ignore it. I’m trying to think of any nice things he’s done or said to me. Amanda made the reference that she only hears my name in reference to wine night. That’s really depressing to me. Do people really only remember me when I’m obnoxiously drunk? Jeremy and Andy’s current Amanda argued about which Star Wars was the best for roughly ½ an hour (prior to my arrival). Jeremy seemed completely unaware that he played on Xbox all night and only occasionally joined in conversation. Andy had a little temper thing with the poker game. Then half the party left. When he came back out it was just me, him, James, and Jeremy sitting around talking. Very wide range of topics, Andy did very well in supporting his views and actually having thought the views out. Jeremy on the other hand frustrated me. Mostly because the biggest issue for me was Proposal 2/gay marriage. It had started out as just an informational talk, which with Jeremy thrown in became a political debate. He made many arguments that upset me, and here’s the few I remember. Gays should not have the same tax breaks as straight people, because I could marry my best friend just for benefits. Gays have the ability for both to work so they don’t need the breaks people with kids need. With straight people it is understood the wife will stay at home with the kids while the husband goes to work. Since that relationship isn’t there with gays, they don’t need the extra benefits. Until a way is found for gays, and others pretending to be, to not abuse the system the ability to marry should not exist. Gays need to propose the solution that is acceptable to mainstream America. I’m not going to go into great detail with that one… Later it morphed into DNA profiling, where he made this analogy to Andy: When your daughter is raped, do you want them to use DNA evidence. Andy got very mad at this point, with what I believe to be very good reason. Jeremy suggested that Andy will someday be in a relationship which has created a child. In this case, a daughter, who will be raped. Really not an appealing thing to think about.

Not long after all of that, Andy got a scratch on the back (for which I received the first smile I’d seen in about an hour) and I left.


On a side note I was almost t-boned by a cop. Dumb bitch tried to run a blind stop sign.

Tomorrow is another day.

Edit 2:33AM: Sorry if anyone’s feelings were hurt in the preceding, I just needed to write some thoughts down and need to think about them myself as well.

How can a day be so fucked up and so great at the same time?

Traffic was horrible. A guy came at me while I was driving through downtown (it’s one way). Traffic stopped on west main, all the way back by Drake and continued until after 131. Was almost late for work.

Had a customer from hell, over the phone.

Getting along well with Charles and Mike, they really helped pick the day up. Had a quick chat with Tyler. Wide scope, interesting conclusions.

Travis and Amy visited tonight. Very pleasant experience.

That’s about as detailed as I feel like being tonight, even though there’s so much more to say. Night all.

I need to stop fucking dreaming.

Got the results back from my exam in microeconomics. 42% of the class failed. I am happy to announce that I got a B. Maybe if I actually study next time I can pull off an A. Why can’t all of my classes be this easy?

I’m trying to keep up on my Woohu entries now. I had forgotten how helpful they can be. They’re therapeutic in some sort of fucked up way. Not much is really happening in my life. I’m getting into another routine. While it is comforting to get settled down, it gives me more time to think, which makes me uncomfortable. Arg.

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Damn cute men. They just have a way of invading your thoughts.

Anyway, Jay IMed me tonight. Completely didn’t expect that. After that chat with Paul I assumed when he said we, it was he and Jay. Apparently it was Josh? Which surprises me because even though we aren’t friends anymore, I thought we were on decent terms. I had actually thought about trying to establish a friendship again, to see if it was just living with him that pissed me off. The short conversation on the phone with him was civil. For the most part I can look back on the experiences at that house and laugh about it. Maybe laugh isn’t the right word. It’s not to the point of being funny yet, but I’m comfortable, I don’t think of it as a thing I should be mad about, it’s the past, I learned something from it, and now it’s time for something new. I guess that’s mostly why this utility thing pisses me off. It’s like I’m going to have a hard time moving on now. I guess I’m just too emotional.