Stroken's Pad yo

:: 2003 16 October :: 3.13pm

45...minutes of sleep i got last night. I finally just gave up trying to sleep after drifting in and out of my moral values in useless waking dreams for three hours. Ehh. I think i know what i'm going to do now...i've talked to enough people....but it may be too soon. maybe not. Not sure here. Anyway, my world is sorta fucked up right now..but i figure if i just wait it out, it'll be ok, right? or it could just get more fucked up....i'll take my chances and wait it out. Sorry to you, too..u know who i'm talking about.
And, i'm sorry for what i said today..(you know who you are, not the same person as before) but i think you'll immensly enjoy what the future has in store for you..i just had to give it a kick in the butt. Ehhhhh, long long long long day...thought too much.
michelle

:: 2003 15 October :: 3.14pm
:: Mood: contemplative

))))Everything happens for a reason(((((
I'm not sure if i agree with that, but it's a reoccuring phrase in my life. As far as everything that's happened, can't say i know ALL the reasons, but a lot of it i do, and i can point out and explain. I recognize the lessons before me, but choose to abstain in hopes of expiriencing life, not being left out. That's what i'm afraid of, being left out. Now look where it's gotten me. I'm at the other extreme. I never was very good at just being 'normal'. It's just time to grow up...and boy has it happened quick. I'm ready for it. I know for sure that i am.

:: 2003 11 October :: 7.54pm

I AM:: being emotionally drained by people who think i know more than i do
I THINK:: i'm pessimistic and am psychologically unstable?
I KNOW:: anne likes vaseline
I WANT:: a lot of things that i'm not getting right now
I HAVE:: obvious feature people like to comment on (my hair, of course)
I WISH:: i was five again so i didn't have to worry about anything important
I HATE:: drama and people who are really really clingy
I MISS:: aaron and nick and betsy, and everyone else that has left me
I FEAR:: i'll keep driving myself insane
I HEAR:: voices...all around me...hey, wait...i'm not crazy, it's just the tv!! yay!
I SEARCH:: the sky at night for stars that i know
I WONDER:: if i'll ever leave this place, and how
I REGRET:: trying to make myself into something that i never was mean to be
I ACHE:: because it was a long stressful day
I CARE:: about too many things way too much to let them slip away like they're doing

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:: 2003 10 October :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: listless

this is so shitty. i can't believe it. i mean, i knew they weren't going to live forever, but seriously, i'm not ready for it yet. i still have too many things to say to him. i know i'm probably over reacting, and he won't die, but somehow i know nothing is ever going to be the same again. it kills me. and she acts like everything is ok, while i know inside she's torn apart. i know it. but she won't every say that in front of me, because it doesn't seem like she even wants to be in this whole situation. like she's just waiting for the director to call cut to be out of the scene to go and live her life.

damn it, and it was starting to get better, too.

3 orgiasticals | don't question bruce dickenson

:: 2003 7 October :: 6.20pm
:: Mood: lethargic

That is SO fucking hilarious. He hasn't even been on yet, and i talked to his dad. wow.

anyway, so my arm is going to be FULL of bruises, we did stage combat in drama today, and instead of kicking someone in the stomach, you kick them in the arm to make it look like you kicked them in the ribs. I know that sounds confusing, but i got kicked in both arms 20+ times. I'm so glad my partner took her shoes off after the first few kicks. Or else i'd probably be bruised AND bloody.

Anyway, school is getting a bit better, it seems like the only way i can do good on any of my tests is to not know what i'm doing and bull shit my way through them. When i did that in geography, i got extra credit, who knew?

Tennis is ALMOST done. We have practice wednesday and regionals all day thursday. Then that's the end.

Then, if i get excepted, i'll be working as a teaching assistant starting next week, for Pay!! it's like 3 or 4 days a week, so it's fine. It's basically what i've been doing for the past 3 years voluntering. woohu. Anyway, i hope everyone is having a good week and not getting sick like everyone else.
Michelle

:: 2003 5 October :: 5.32pm
:: Mood: cold

the reason for it?

change. everything has changed.

and it kills me to see it.

:: 2003 3 October :: 3.55pm

I had a fun day today...i only went to 3 of my classes b/c of the pep assembly thing at the little kid's school.
Then after school i had to go to Cedar View and be introduced for tennis. Fun stuff.
It's raining out and i really don't want to march. The field is going to be crap tomorrow for competition, Robuck is thinking about just having the bands play on the track-it would work better, but i want to march.

My schedule for tomorrow-

9:30am-meet Sam in front of old subway, get breakfast from one of the street vendors (nothing like good ole grease for breakfast!)

11am- Go to MS band room to get ready for competition and such

around 1pm- perform at Skinner field

3pm- march in the parade (ya'll, i'll be in about the end on the bank and dollar store side)

4pm- hopefully get out of the bandroom by then

6:30pm- Powder puff game at skinner ($4.00, no athletic pass please, *what the fuck did i pay for one then for?*)

Don't know from there, if I don't have anyone to hand out with, i might go home and crash...really i don't know.

Anyway, I hope everyone has a good redflannel day-i hope you enjoy it b/c i'm going to be working my ass off. Anyway, ttyl-Michelle

3 orgiasticals | don't question bruce dickenson

:: 2003 30 September :: 6.37pm
:: Mood: intimidated

Have you ever had someone do something to you that made you feel like they own you, like you have no say and they are the stronger one. Have you ever felt degraded?

I thought i had, until today. I am not going to name any names, or say where and when this took place, other than in school today, but i just wanted to write this down so i never forget how he made me feel.

I thought in the beginning that he just was a cool guy, with some good ideas. Then he started looking at me, that's ok, people do that. Today we were together and he kept bumping into me. I wasn't sure if he thought i was leading him on or not...i wasn't intentionally, if i was. So he kept bumping into me and like pushing me where he wanted me to go (that's fine, i'm use to "physical" people, and i thought he was just playing around), then when he pushes me he starts touching my ass...i'm like, ok, maybe he was just in the wrong spot at the wrong time...so i go and take a few steps away and he comes and stands by me and like pushes me over to my chair, and he got pretty close to the chest area... anyway, so later i'm standing back up and he comes and stands by me and pats me on the stomach (pretty low if ya know what i mean), and that was just it for me because i knew he did that on purpose, so i like go stand away..then we were doing classwork (can't tell you what it was b/c then you'd know what class) and he thinks he's still playing around and he slaps me on the face...now that shit, i don't take from anyone..so i get up in his face and i was like "seriously dude, you NEVER do that to me", and he could tell i was pissed, but he still like tried to stand by me and i guess be physical.

That is just a gross misuse of a human being. For everyone that reads this, especially guys, you will never know how small, how controlled over you can be until it actually happens, and it's scary, and the only control over it you have it to tell them right to there face, NO, don't do that. Although i told him not to do that, i still have this feeling that it didn't get across, and that it might happen again.. and it's the worst feeling in the world.

Michelle

:: 2003 28 September :: 7.53pm

Tomorrow is a double duty monday. Lol. One of those days that i'm leaving at 6:40am and not getting home until around 9:30. The day always starts with me pissed off at my alarm clock for waking me up at 5:30, and the night will end with me giving Stephane push ups because he wants them...ehh. That is, if tennis and band aren't rained out, but of course with band, we'll just go inside.

Anyway, this is the big Red flannel weekend. Woohu. I still have 3 more years until i'll be able to see the parade. It's not as bad as in middle school, but it's still bad enough. I think our competition is at around 1pm, and then of course we are the first thing thru the parade at 3pm. I think I might go to the powder puff football game, that is if i have someone to go with me :). Then i'll see from there what i can do. It's still going to be a long day.

Anyway, my parents are in the living room. My dad's getting all worked up over my grandma's bitching. He's lived with her for over 40 years (not in the same house...but ya know what i mean) and he still gets worked up about it. I don't even get worked up over it. She has no clue what she's talking about. Anyway, I'll see everyone later..
Michelle

:: 2003 28 September :: 7.40pm
:: Mood: exhausted

Wow, it's amazing how you can feel just like other people. I got this from another person, but most of it is what i'm feeling right now..have a read...

Him & Me & You
For about a year now
I've been searching.
Not for me, for you.
Actually, not really for you,
Just for someone that isn't him.
The loneliness only grew,
So i settled.
For someone who makes me laugh,
Though not quite as hard,
Or causes me to smile,
Though maybe not as often,
Who makes me happy,
At least some of the time.
They say if you want more luck,
Take more chances
So i took a chance
Bombed right into it
So why do i still cry?
Don't tell me, i know.
It's because i found you
But you're not here,
And if you're not here,
Then I can't love you.
...At least not as much as him.
Tell me,
What did i really find?

Good Things
you're one of the good things
i've always had to push away
cuz of a fear
that you'll realize it's me under there
and won't want to stay
i'm holding back
because i don't want to be
let down
my heart's already
been cracked
and i don't want it to crumble
to the ground

2 orgiasticals | don't question bruce dickenson

:: 2003 28 September :: 6.51pm

There is a god. Yay.

:: 2003 23 September :: 6.49pm
:: Mood: listless

We lost really really bad today, 6-0 6-0. Oh well. My wrists hurt really bad- we were doing net vollies yesterday at practice and it's just wrist flex and tension. Oh well, it should be fine in a little while, it doesn't hurt as much as it did during the match.

Power went out at school today - then it came back on 4 minutes after school was let out. We had a debate in geography-there are a lot of opinionated people in that class, so it was fun- i guess.

Good old ben franklin, i have to do a presentation on him tomorrow. Did you know the poor guy got like no sex (or so he says, it's been reported he was equivalent to todays "pimp daddy") and he believed that you should only have sex for creating offspring or for "health" reasons. The guy was in his 70's when he wrote "moral perfection" as part of his autobiography- do you think he was bitter?...

Anyway- awaiting many things to come, the future looks...well, i'd be better off asking a magic meatball--i can't predict people that well.

michelle

2 orgiasticals | don't question bruce dickenson

:: 2003 21 September :: 6.28pm

The approximate conversation
6th hour- Algebra II

Roman- Do you have a cold?
Michelle- Yeah, andrew gave it to me.
Roman- You two were making out, weren't you?
Michelle- Uh, no.
Roman- You were weren't you, which andrew is it? Huh?
Michelle- I'm not going to tell you.
Roman- I'll beat him up for you if you want.

oh boy.

:: 2003 18 September :: 8.31pm
:: Mood: awake

WE FINALLY WON!!

Lindsey and i finally one a match! Yay! We played Creston today and won 6-1, 6-2!! That's our first win of the season, because we've only been doubles partners for, i think about a week and a half. yay!

My victory dinner consisited of ravioli (ate it right from the can) and a diet cherry coke. I could ask for nothing more.

Today was a good day, although i've been sick, drugs cure almost everything, or cause almost everything (to be politically correct about it). I hope that tomorrow is a great day......

:: 2003 17 September :: 8.02pm

I HAD AN EPIPHANY!!! WOOHU! it makes me feel smart, although i can't exactly see straight right now...

All is right with the world for a moment.

2 orgiasticals | don't question bruce dickenson

:: 2003 16 September :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: confused

Today was a hell of a day. I didn't want to be responsible, and everything was going wrong. I'm sick and tired of all of it (well, not the fun stuff), but doing the same exact things over and over and over again are starting to make me crazy.

I need some INTELLIGENT human interaction.
Not that i haven't necessarily been getting it, just not enough.

I need a lot of other stuff too, but the time will come when i ask. The only thing that i hope is that it will be available for me. As for that, if they still read this, sam and amy and laurel know what i'm talking about.

I'm trying to figure out my perspective on life. I have all the images in my head, and a lot of it is over things that don't even matter, but just trying to put things together to come up with a final view is killing me, because i can't do it, and i always use to. I hate losing brain cells.
I need someone fun and exciting and just, well, someone to help me. I don't think that's going to happen, because i'm one weird cookie, and not many people can even understand my vocabulary and sentence structure.

I'm bound by invisible barriers, and physical barriers. And until I can get out of one or both, my life is going to be a living hell.

Well, that about sums it up for now.
Good Bye.

:: 2003 14 September :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: blah

This weekend was crazy, and it went by so fast. I had a football game on friday, we lost, i had a tennis tournament on saturday, we lost.

I wasted a night saturday, and i was really tired, too.

Today, we went out on the boat after playing some atari and making lunch and watching fraggle rock (hehe) and we jumped off the boat in our clothes. Then we got back and sam and i jumped off the dock.

I had to come home, then, and now it sucks because i'm sorta pissed off, but i don't really know what i want right now. Well, i know two things for sure - I don't want to go back to school, and I want to ******* w*** ****. Yup, if you think you know what it is, you probably do.

good bye for now.

:: 2003 9 September :: 7.12pm

I think i finally have it all figured out, but then again, i never really do. There are so many hidden factors, i can only guess. Wrong guesses, right guesses, we'll find out.

I don't really want to do what i know i have to, but i know it's right. I guess i'll just wait and see what happens. I'll know in a couple months. I guess that's the best i can do.

And then it makes me wonder-

*which is weaker, you or chemicals?*

That's all we are you know, just chemicals made up in living chemical formations. Who knew that the very chemicals that make us up, can be so very leathal when mixed together wrong.

Again, that's what i've figured out, in no great detail of course. Only time will tell us the answers.

:: 2003 7 September :: 8.01pm

Hey, guys, well, my old hotmail finally pooped out on me, i guess. I had it since 7th grade, so i guess it's time to get a new one anyway. My new one is

m_campbell87@hotmail.com

add me if i had you on my buddy list, or add me if i didn't and you want to, i don't care.
I just don't remember everyone's addresses, so it'll take me a while to get back to where i have everyone.

Just thought i'd tell you,
Michelle.

:: 2003 3 September :: 7.39pm
:: Mood: frustrated

Well, I'm holding at the number 11 spot, barely. I had a match against baily today, won by 2. I didn't think I was going to make it. I kept on getting so frustrated and i just wanted to go and -do something to relieve the stress-. But, i took some deep breaths and i won. Like i said, barely.

I have an English presentation to do tomorrow. It'll be ok, i haven't exactly practiced, and although i have no idea what i'm going to say, i'm still optimistic that it #should# be fine.

I wish that we didn't have a football game this friday. I won't be up at the lake until like 9:30 or later. Sucks balls. hehe.

I've begun to corrupt the freshman. Half of it is my perverted thoughts, and half of it is that i decide to say what i think. It's funny, tho.

Band is getting frustrating.
--Power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutely--

just keep those things in mind.

:: 2003 1 September :: 5.47pm
:: Mood: curious

ok, my weekend was shitty. People were just giving me a whole bunch of crap and i couldn't put up w/ it, so of course i turn into the bitch, just like them. Anyway, I came home, and what i did out of anger yesterday, turned into a wonderful bit of *news*. Ya!

All may again be good w/ the world.

:: 2003 26 August :: 6.43pm
:: Mood: cranky

I am getting really tired. How did I do it all last year? Oh yeah, i had easy classes and i really wasn't on the team. That makes sense.

I failed the chem exam so now i have to take chem all year. It's fine. I already know a lot of the material, so it shouldn't be too difficult.

Drama- I think the teacher is scared of me. It's Jill's fault.

English- Does she ever take a breath?

Geography- cool class, cool teacher, but I think she'll be mean to our class b/c a lot of people talk when she is and she's big on respect.

Algebra II- Oh boy. I can handle it, just a lot of work to do.

Wow, now that I wrote all that out, I realize that I really don't have that many classes. It seems like forever.
I don't think I'll be eating lunch from now on- I cannot stand that cafeteria. I think it was designed to hold around 400 kids, and there are probably at least 600 in there. I'll just go to the library, since we aren't allowed to eat/ be in any of the hallways. Sucks ass-it does.

Have a match tomorrow @ 4. Tennis practice Thursday until 4, then band for the football game @ 6. Fun stuff.

Being without sleep is like being addicted to drugs and not being able to have them. Pretty much the same side effects.
If someone came up with a way to package sleep, and sell it in a vending machine in every school, college and pretty much everywhere, that person would have the power equal to a drug lord. I would buy some.......

:: 2003 24 August :: 6.29pm

This sucks ass so bad. School. Agggghh! I don't wanna, you can't make me...wait you can. Shit.

Oh well. It can't be THAT bad.

I got some new earrings and flip flops friday. oo, and some new bracelets. They glow in the dark!!

I got a little foot air freshener for my locker so I can't smell all the food liz leaves in her locker for months on end. oh boy.

good bye.

:: 2003 21 August :: 6.42pm
:: Mood: indifferent

Sex, Drugs, rock and roll,
Speed, weed, Birth control,
Lifes a bitch and then you die,
Fuck the world and then get high...

Got that there from Theresa. I think it may have a point....

Well, i'm 2 for 6, hmm. Don't plan on trying the other stuff, unless, you know, there are always friends? Well, of course most of my friends wouldn't get caught doing any of that. Don't blame them.

lol. i luv this stuff. the rebeliousness of the teen years, i'm a rebel, yup i am. actually, i have done much more than the rest of the population, such as ace classes, among other accomplishments-being rebelious is being different, right? Well, there you go.

:: 2003 21 August :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: pissed off

So why the fuck do they make you take the testing out test a week and a half before school starts if you can't figure out who even grades the tests until the FIRST Day of fucking school. omg. I'll probably not know how I did until Tuesday, then I won't be able to get an appointment to change my schedule (If i even need to, and i'm starting to think i'm not), and by then I'll have been in that fucking class for a week and a half that I was suppose to be in the other class. Great way to start off the year. I think administration and counselors and everyone who isn't a student should have a 29 minute lunch (which includes passing time, so really it's only about 22 minutes) just like the rest of us instead of an hour or 45 minutes because obviously they don't have enough time to do all the fucking work that this damn overcrowded school of fucking preps and moron inbreeds gives them, which by the way, if they didn't socialize and gossip all the time, wouldn't be much.

ok. that's michelle mad. i'm good now.

:: 2003 19 August :: 6.56pm
:: Mood: discontent

1.. What is the time right now? 6:35
> >2.. Name:Michelle

> >3.. Nicknames: Chelle, Chelly, Big red, that band camp girl who plays the flute and has red hair (that's from bill)

> >4.. What are you wearing right now: Red old navy wifebeater and jean shorts

> >5.. Star sign: Saggitarius

> >6.. Where do you live: Cedar Springs mi

> >7.. Sex: Female

> >8.. Single or taken: Single

> >9.. Righty or Lefty: righty

> >10.. Hair color : Red

> >11.. Eye color: They change. I think they're blue when i'm happy and green when i get mad (that's what my mom tells me anyway)

> >12.. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope

> >13.. Will you send this to your crush: Don't really have one right now....but sure

> >14.. Birthday: December 4, 1987

> >ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT (for girls only!)

> >1.. Boxers or briefs: boxers, definately with cute things on them

> >2.. Long or short hair: Usually short

> >3.. Dark or blonde hair: dark, and maybe with highlights if it looks good

> >4... Tall or short:Tall, but really everyone is tall compared to me, i'd say at least 5'7"

> >5.. Six pack: Only if he has the rest of the body to go with it

> >6.. Muscular arms: omg yes, lol

> >7.. Good or bad guy: A good guy that's willing to be adventurous

> >8.. Hat or no hat: Hat

> >9.. Ears pierced or not: Ears pierced is fine, just as long as it's the only thing pierced.

> >10.. Dimples: yeah, hehe

> >11.. Studly or cutie: Both, depends on their attitude towards themselves

> >12.. Dark or light eyes: Dark Dark eyes

> >13.. Fat or thin: In between, but they should be sorta muscular

> >14.. Jewelry or none: A necklace is cute, and it's always good to wear a watch..

> >15.. Curly or straight hair: Straight

> >16.. Freckles or none: Doesn't really matter, a few are cute

> >7.. Indoor or outdoor: Outdoor

> >18.. Shy or outgoing: A guy that's shy around you, but isn't totally antisocial

> >*~EVERYONE~*

> >1.. Would you date someone just for his or her looks: No, It's definately how smart or nice he is, or else i couldn't stand to be around him

> >2.. Chocolate or white milk: Chocolate

> >4.. Mud or jelly: I do like mud...it's dirty

> >5.. Skiing or boarding: I don't do either..i don't really like the snow that much

> >7.. Summer or winter: summer

> >8.. Cake or pie: Cake

> >9.. Silver or gold: silver

> >10.. Sunset or sunrise: I love both depending on two things- Where you are, and who you're with.

> >11.. Have you ever fractured/broken/sprained a bone: Sprained my ankle in 5th grade.

> >

> >12.. Do you have any piercing's: Ears

> >13.. What's your favorite color: Purple

> >14.. Do you hate anyone: I don't think I can completely hate anyone, i can just dislike them to the point of no return..and yes, i dislike many people

> >5.. Who do you dream about: Usually the people who i talk to during the day

> >16.. do u have a HUGE crush on someone right now: No, not and HUGE crushes, but I'm sure as soon as school starts....

> >17.. who's the loudest friend: Jessie, j/k, umm, Sam or maybe Julia

> >18.. who's the quietest friend: Jessie

> >19.. Who do you tell your dreams to: Usually whoever I have them about, but I usually forget them

> >20.. what shampoo do u use? Pantene Pro V

> >21.. How many T.Vs in your house: 4

> >22.. Who is the last person you called: Jessie

23.. Where do you want to get married: On the beach at sunset

> >24.. favorite number: 13 and 3

i> > >5.. Favorite boys names: Aaron, Andrew, Michael
>26...Favourite Girls names: Anastacia, Amanda, Julie
> >27.. Have you ever gone skinny dipping: no

> >28.. Been in love: I'm not sure, probably not, but it seemed like it at the time
> >29.. how many people are you sending this to? How ever many i send it to

> >

> >30.. Who do you hope will send it back: Whoever sends it back

> >31.. what was the last film you saw at the cinema: Signs (I really don't go to movie theaters)

> >

> >.. What do you have for breakfast in the morning: Nothing or a granola bar, or leftovers
> >33.. do u like filling these things out: Not really
>34..Time Now: 6:55

:: 2003 18 August :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: crappy

This has been a bad day. I lost 1 singles match, won 1, lost 1 doubles match, won 1. So, i got a bronze at our invitational, well, and a tshirt. Anyway, but on my first singles match i hurt my back, i was going for an overhead and it bounced so i was going to do it backwards and i pulled a muscle in my back. It really didn't hurt that bad throughout the day because i never really had a change to stop and be like, do i hurt?

Anyway, i got done with tennis at 4:15, came home and ate and got ready for band at 6. By then i still didn't have time to worry about my back, but it was getting a little tight/sore/hurting. Anyway, so i get to band and we do rehearsals standing up, it sorta hurts. We go outside and do block. It was ok until i started traversing, and i had to try to stretch it, it hurt so bad i almost started crying. And we kept doing crap over and over. Then we did elimination block. Again, traversing was a bitch and i was basically crying. I was thinking of just saying i couldn't do it anymore and sitting out, but then i didn't want to look like a pussy, so i kept at it. Then we did a back marching elimination block. We did it two times and i still wasn't called out, even though was doing really good. Then i guess roman had marched the clarinets so that they were right in back of us and dani gave us the order to march back-so i did, and i ran right into a clarinet who basically elbowed me in the back where it hurt. So i pushed her out the way and said "BITCH" really loud, well, because it hurt, and i went to my spot. Well, then it was time for a drink- and i was basically balling by then and i went up the girl and apologized and miranda told me it wasn't her it was roman. So it was ok, then i talked to some people and finished marching rehersal. My back hurt like a bitch and i was going to sit out, but really sitting doesn't feel much better, and the freshman really really need help to get where they are going, so now i am sitting here writing this drugged up on aleve. It still hurts like a bitch.

Anyway, i have practice bright and early tomorrow and then team pictures, i hope it goes away, i don't want to be on the injured list. That would suck balls.

Anyway, i hope everyone had a much better day than i did.
Lots of love (and pain),
~Michelle~

4 orgiasticals | don't question bruce dickenson

:: 2003 17 August :: 6.50pm
:: Mood: lonely

So, lisa and I lost our matches friday. Oh well, that's ok, the girls that we played were really good, well, until we started doing our 'secret shot'. lol.

Last night?
Giggle giggle.
*stares into space*
Giggle giggle
Well, it seemed funny at the time..
Well, it all seemed funny.

so here is my schedule. I don't know how i did on my chemistry test. I think i passed, if i did, then i'll get my schedule changed around and i'll get more classes w/ jessie, other than that, here is my *origional schedule*

1. Band
2. General Chemistry (Jungkind)
3. Drama I (Harnden)
4. American Literature (Dolbee)
5. Social Studies Persp. I (Ahmed)
6. Algebra II (Babbitt)

I have B lunch. All my classes are in the opposite wings of my locker. I have no classes in the same wing as my locker. I have 3 new teachers. That sucks.

Weekend themes

-they touched each other's packages-

-shall we take a dip-

-do i look like a whore in this-

-there is this rumor that you..-

-where the fuck were you-

-work at nasa? nasa couldn't handle me-

-damn it, we could have had fun-

-stop being a bitch-

-yeah, it's because i have a life-

-i'll give you 50 cents if you jump off the dock-

-that's a boob/ butt shot-

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
"It's hard to fight an enemy who has outposts in your head."

Sally Kempton

:: 2003 14 August :: 1.58pm
:: Mood: anxious

Wow, i just got back from taking my chem exam. Wow, or should I say examS. I had to take first and second semester. Total there were 213 multiple choice. It took me 4 hours. I am so tired right now, i haven't thought that much in, well, a while. I hope I did good. I think i passed, with a low passing grade, but that's all that counts. I find out my score either next week or the first day of school.

Now I get to go up to the lake. I have a tennis tournament tomorrow! I'm so happy I get to play #2 doubles w/ lisa! Well, that's what she told me this morning when I went to pick up my dress. Anyhoo, I'll see everyone later....