:: 2002 12 October :: 3.18 pm

how pimp. woohu shirt w/my name on it... i think i'm guna make my own cuz i'm poor.... www.woohu.com/plainmornings... what a way to pick up guys haha

Marching competition tonight. We're competing agains INCREDIBLE bands ::cough STONEMAN DOUGLAScough:: yeah. Well wish us luck anyways :0) Actually I'm guna leave in a sec soooooooooooo yippy!

Biology can kiss my ass. Bleh.

Oh yeah we beat Southfork 48-6 last night it was fun.. i saw my bassoon chics Genevive and Kristen! yay!

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:: 2002 8 October :: 6.15 pm

I really don't like reading long updates so I don't. I made the Festival of Winds!!! Soooo Dec 5-9 i'm going to be up in Tampa! yay for Vivi!

Heidi flabbergasted (sp?)
pinkwombat13: vivi! it's heidi.
picsxstarsxdream: Heidi!
pinkwombat13: i can't believe you!
picsxstarsxdream: ?
pinkwombat13: you've never had an orgasm?!!?!?
picsxstarsxdream: lol
pinkwombat13: you need an orgasm.
picsxstarsxdream: um
pinkwombat13: seriously.
pinkwombat13: you are the last person i would expect.
picsxstarsxdream: why?
pinkwombat13: because
pinkwombat13: youre not one of those freaks who have no interest in sex
picsxstarsxdream: lol
pinkwombat13: ok promise me you'll have an orgasm.
pinkwombat13: i'm worried about you
picsxstarsxdream: lol and how exactly am I going to do this?
pinkwombat13: shower heads, masturbate, whatever. you can figure it out
picsxstarsxdream: think about it
picsxstarsxdream: if i haven't been able to achieve this by now then i obviously have no idea how lol
pinkwombat13: youre not trying hard enough.
pinkwombat13: i dont know
pinkwombat13: oh whatever. you can do whatever you want.
pinkwombat13: i just feel bad for people who havent had orgasms.
picsxstarsxdream: i'm sorry.
pinkwombat13: it can't be healthy!
picsxstarsxdream: probably not. Would you like to give me an orgasm Heidi?
picsxstarsxdream: lol
pinkwombat13: youre so gay, vivi.
picsxstarsxdream: haha i know
picsxstarsxdream: only with Josephine and Ashley though. You do have very nice breasts though
pinkwombat13: thank you.
pinkwombat13: breasts are so much fun to tlak about.
picsxstarsxdream: indeed. I think Jessica feels left out though
pinkwombat13: yea
pinkwombat13: i try to make her feel better
picsxstarsxdream: yeps. boobs aren't everything'
pinkwombat13: and big boobs can suck just as much as small ones
picsxstarsxdream: i wouldn't know. mine are pretty much middle of the road
pinkwombat13: lucky bitch
picsxstarsxdream: nah. I think i'd rather have your boobs
pinkwombat13: we seriously need to have a boob exchange
picsxstarsxdream: indeed
picsxstarsxdream: so...
picsxstarsxdream: Alans guna come show up at your house naked huh?
pinkwombat13: thatd be funny as hell
picsxstarsxdream: would you do him?
pinkwombat13: yea sure why not?
picsxstarsxdream: haha awesome!
picsxstarsxdream: i'll be sure to tell him that :0)
pinkwombat13: :-)lol. mattera's gonna tell him that i want him to touch my boobs
picsxstarsxdream: i bet you do
pinkwombat13: becuase i told mattera that alan was allowed but he wasnt
picsxstarsxdream: ??
pinkwombat13: on the bus
pinkwombat13: mattera said he would
pinkwombat13: and i said he wasn't allowed
picsxstarsxdream: who alan?
pinkwombat13: but that alan was.
picsxstarsxdream: i'm confused.
picsxstarsxdream: thats okay though. my natural state.
picsxstarsxdream: okay Miss Heidi, mental break time is over. i'l ttyl :0)

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:: 2002 7 October :: 5.37 pm

Update time!

Saturday night was scary... saw a car lose control on 95 and hit the wall, flipped over 3 lanes and landed on its side w/the person half hanging out... ::shudders:: i called 911 but the gas was dripping so we got out of there ::wonders what happened:: Welll... yeah.

On to more plesant thoughts... school sucked .. okay i lied, not more plesant thoughts. I sucked at my playing test.. blanked & forgot half of the last song . o well.

Bah I'm tired :0(

Oh. (you) i'm not going to be on tonight... well not supposed to be.. i'll try to get on to say hello around 9:45 - 10:00 pm or so but i'm sorry if i can't...

That is it for now. Oh. let it be known. (his) naiveness <- yes its a word haha (not exactly used in the right context but i though it was cool) is going to be the root of his downfall. I hope so anyways...

Band politics, schmolitics urghhh!

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:: 2002 5 October :: 12.21 am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY!!!!!!!!!!! you're wonderful and now my secret lover :0) i hope all of your plans work out <3

Quote of the day: " Wow I have this image of Kevin with tits..." ~ AJ "aka" ORF

That quote was classic.. we were at Bostons on the beach today before the game and it was lots of band kids. Some reason I started talking bout Amanda (Kev's sister) and AJ asked if she was pretty, I responded with yeah, shes cute and has big boobs to which i later added that she kinda looked like Kevin to which AJ responded with that wonderful quote. Good times.

The game was okay. 35-0 I think.. Boynton High, no big deal.. knew we'd win that one. Their band is kinda sad but then again who am I to talk... yeah.

Speaking of band I'm going to be slaving tomorrow from 8-12am on the football field probably in scorching heat. Fun.

Things have been really weird lately.... with ALL the "guy" situations.. I don't know.

History test - 89 on test & 73 on DBQ... despite my crappy DBQ score I still have a B ;) gooooo Vivi! Biology's the next challenge.. i need a REALLY damn good grade.. i'm sooooo screwed :0( Screw school.

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:: 2002 3 October :: 6.47 pm

This is for (you) and for AJ because Orf, you're right.. no reason why I should sell out.

I really have nothing to say. The past week has kind of blurred into a few days so yeah. My parents bought me a car, 2002 Camry but now my mom likes it so they're buying me another car. I think as of now a Toyota Solara so yeah. Thats all I think.

I'm really pissed at band people... 20 freaking holes on Saturday... how are we supposed to rehearse with freaking 20 holes?!? irresponsible bastards.. they've known bout this rehearsal since freakin August...grr.

I had a dream last night.. it was quite weird... Andy.. I dreamt of you lol its kinda creepy... Andy's been popping up in a lot of my dreams lately.. maybe i'm secretly in love with him? haha The dream was kinda weird.. Sara B and Abby D and Brittany were there too and I was in Detroit, Michigan for a second then in Ft.Lauderdale, Fl... yeah. ask and i'll explain

thats it. I hope you're happy.

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:: 2002 28 September :: 8.29 pm

tonight you killed me.

you never loved me. you couldn't have the way you hurt me. i loved you so much and for what Troy, for what? How could I be so naive.. hopes and dreams are only for the ignorant. Tonight reality slapped me in the face and I refuse to be hurt like this again. You killed me Troy. This.. now this is the end.

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:: 2002 28 September :: 12.44 pm

i am exhausted. its after noon and i just want to go back to sleep :0(

We played Boca High last night... supposedly they were really good and we weren't expected to win but we shut them out 20-0 asshole haha The game didn't really interest me much.. their band consisted of a mere 50 people of which weren't very friendly .. go figure, Boca people.. I should know.. We marched terribly... its really frustrating.. its seems as if we make soooo much progress and then we go to the games and just absolutely bomb... i just don't get it. After the game I went out with Chris and Stephy. We ended up leaving really late so we didnt' have that much time. ehhh I miss him ::sniff:: hes in Ft.Myers now visiting grandparents sooo that means i'm here all alone this weekend. Poopy.

a boy emailed me and told me i was pretty :0) that made me mucho hapiness cept lying isn't very nice haha j/k or ehh.. yeah.

shower time... maybe then i'll feel better.

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:: 2002 25 September :: 9.53 pm

umm okay. Its Wed night. Nothing worthwhile has happened within the past 4 days so yeah. less to write.

umm tomorrow is a half day yay! I believe we're going surfing (we being me, Jenn , Steph & Devin) yeah. I blew off Chris and lunch lol and he says he crying. Yes. hes on the phone and I don't think too happy. He claims that footballs making him brain dead but then again we all knew that before he started playing haha. j/k hes a bit slow tonight.. its okay a nice change from his usual braininess. :0) he says hes not brainy, a stupid jock but everyone knows he isn't.

Um tomorrow is the Mr./Ms. Atlantic pageant. Good luck 2 my friendos that are in it i'll be there to support ya :0) <3 umm we play Boca High on Friday. It should be a good game... they're a good team.. Chris says that they suck and they're a bunch of pussies. I think hes just in denial. Can't face the fact that they're guna lose haha no.. our team is decent and I'm sorry Chris since I'm hurting your feelings and all.

Thats all for now. Lover me & say hello.

yes. I also have a new email addy and sn umm email: picturesxstarsxdreams@yahoo.com and AIM: picsxstarsxdream

yay for Vivi!

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:: 2002 22 September :: 12.14 am

Tonight was fun. Chris & I went 2 the beach. There was a really high tide tonight & he convinced me 2 go walk in the water. Stupid me... being 2'10 and all I was alll wet up to the knees :0( then i proceeded to pick up all the sand on the freaking beach & brought it back to our blanket lol later on Jenn & Mike met us there. After a little while we decided to go back to Jenn's and watched a porno. Sex Hawaiian Style lol it was a pretty crappy porno. Jenn's ferrets were attacking Chris & I think her dogs were getting off to the porn and such lol. It was a decent night. I had fun :0) Goodnight world

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:: 2002 21 September :: 4.42 pm

Our team won again. 20-3 against Martin County High. The game was actually decent till one of the #()*%$@#U^)*(&#)*(% stupid ass coaches confronted me about the "music" we were playing... urghh I could have killed that man last night. GRRRR! well yeah. Besides that it was a nice game. The ride wasn't too bad and the Martin County band is REALLY GOOD! They played selections from Carmen which I absolutely love cept it woulda been better if they had the bassoon solo but yeah, whos asking. We actually marched decently. This is the first time all season that I have been resonably happy with the bands performance. The Martin County band is just soo Awesome.. such nice kids, their drum major, Shannon was soooo cool.. GO BASSOON CHICS! They were so nice. A nice close to the night I'd say. I watched Chris play a lot last night which was cool. I thought he played really well last night & that made me happy.


Today has been quite uneventful. I'm going out with Chris tonight.. no idea what we're guna do. Spontanuity (sp?) huh? haha 2nd note. I'm half done with The House of the Spirits.. yay, go Vivi! Oh yes, and I now kinda understand the storyline behind DragonballZ thanks to Chris (omg.. he'd kill me if he knew i posted this ;0P haha)

I suppose I'll update sometime in the near future

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:: 2002 18 September :: 9.24 pm

Jessica is a GODDESS! this is the damn coolest thing in the world!!! yay for IB books!!!

Which IB Book are you?

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:: 2002 17 September :: 9.23 pm
:: Music: The Vandals - I have a date

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:: 2002 15 September :: 7.25 pm

i suppose an update would be adequate.

lets see.. i haven't updated since the 10th which was last Tuesday...

Wed-Thurs blah. Friday we played Palm Beach Lakes, we won 39-7. Our team always has to mess up and let the other team score before they get their act together.. I went into another screaming frenzy and lost my poor voice again. We marched decently.. well.. my line did anyways.. I <3 my tbones!!! you guys are the greatest, really.

Saturday. Consisted of biology, getting yelled at about my $650 phone bill, more biology, more getting yelled at and somewhere in between I was told I couldn't go 2 either Sam's party or the Suicide Machines show ;0( that made me really mad. Then my dad came home & calmed my mom down so she let me go out with Chris. It was really nice. We went to see Barbershop which I thought was a terrible movie.. I think it put a lot of bad connotation to black people but whos asking me... well yeah. On the way out of Muvico I heard someone say "hey, thats Vivi in that car" to which I turned and saw Jamie Kinsella frantically waving at me. Apparently they were hitchiking to Jamba Juice. I convinced Chris to take them there cuz i'm a worry wort and such. On the way over I lectured them on the dangers of hitchhiking and such but I don't think they were really listening anyways. After we dropped the girls off we headed east to the beach. We spent a good 2 & half hours there.. it was really nice. We just talked and talked and talked.. really makes me reconsider football players lol well.. maybe I wouldn't go that far.. well... we left the beach a bit after 11 and he dropped me off. A nice night most definately.

Its kinda funny.. everyone seriously thinks we're going out.. so far I've heard that some people aren't too happy about this. I honestly don't know what he thinks of it but from the signals and such it kinda seems like its a reciprocated platonic relationship. I think I prefer that.. things are quite crazy and such.

I was quite pissed off to have to wake up at 8am to go to church but we went to brunch after which was nice. I've been studying bio.. planning the study group for tomorrow at Barned and Nobles and umm thats pretty much it.

Oh yeah. Best bet is to find me at my home #... parents aren't too happy w/the cell phone bill... aren't happy at all in fact. I don't think i'll be using it for quite a while.

hey (you) i hope you're having a wonderful time doing whatever you're doing.. i miss you.

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:: 2002 10 September :: 5.12 pm
:: Music: The Juliana Theory - Consellation

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:: 2002 7 September :: 9.05 pm

wow i'm pissed off. Biology can burn in hell. Grrrr who gives a damn bout it anyways!! Because of stupid stupid biology i couldn't go to Drew's party :0( Andddd my mom was yelling at me and such and yet another night i'm stuck at home doing nothing. If I knew highschool was going to be this much hell i woulda stayed in middle school. I seriously considered dropping out & getting my GED and just living like a bum or something today. Not only is school a bitch, people are driving me insane! particularly guys.. christ, i understand that they like me but you know just cause you like me doesn't me that i'm obligated to like you or go out with you every weekend or talk to you everyday... seriously .. it seems like a guy decides taht he likes me and all of the sudden i'm his property, just cuz he likes me i'm automatically his. No. it does NOT work like that.

Yeah. A LOT of pent up anger... lots of people mad at me right now.. the freshman think i'm the devils spawn and urghhh this sux. Its all just not worth it anymore.

This really blows.

Anyways... we had a stupid Thursday night football game against Santaluces our main rivals. Our team sucked sooooo bad.. the first touchdown of the game was because our incompetent football players couldn't punt/catch the damn ball grr. I lost my voice over it too... screaming at them bout how freaking stupid they are haha Chris called me that night and I was like you guys suck. Regardless we still won 48-13 but the score should have been A LOT higher. Our teams good so why not have high expectations :0P I like teasing Chris about being a football player heh I think it'd be funnier if he was dumb though.. like Bear haha j/k .. or well. yeah.

I saw blast on TV yesterday. It made me happy. I watched it with Chris.

.T.H.E.E.N.D.O.F.T.H.E.B.E.G.I.N.N.I.N.G.

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