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plainmornings

:: 2002 22 September :: 12.14am

Tonight was fun. Chris & I went 2 the beach. There was a really high tide tonight & he convinced me 2 go walk in the water. Stupid me... being 2'10 and all I was alll wet up to the knees :0( then i proceeded to pick up all the sand on the freaking beach & brought it back to our blanket lol later on Jenn & Mike met us there. After a little while we decided to go back to Jenn's and watched a porno. Sex Hawaiian Style lol it was a pretty crappy porno. Jenn's ferrets were attacking Chris & I think her dogs were getting off to the porn and such lol. It was a decent night. I had fun :0) Goodnight world

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plainmornings

:: 2002 21 September :: 4.42pm

Our team won again. 20-3 against Martin County High. The game was actually decent till one of the #()*%$@#U^)*(&#)*(% stupid ass coaches confronted me about the "music" we were playing... urghh I could have killed that man last night. GRRRR! well yeah. Besides that it was a nice game. The ride wasn't too bad and the Martin County band is REALLY GOOD! They played selections from Carmen which I absolutely love cept it woulda been better if they had the bassoon solo but yeah, whos asking. We actually marched decently. This is the first time all season that I have been resonably happy with the bands performance. The Martin County band is just soo Awesome.. such nice kids, their drum major, Shannon was soooo cool.. GO BASSOON CHICS! They were so nice. A nice close to the night I'd say. I watched Chris play a lot last night which was cool. I thought he played really well last night & that made me happy.


Today has been quite uneventful. I'm going out with Chris tonight.. no idea what we're guna do. Spontanuity (sp?) huh? haha 2nd note. I'm half done with The House of the Spirits.. yay, go Vivi! Oh yes, and I now kinda understand the storyline behind DragonballZ thanks to Chris (omg.. he'd kill me if he knew i posted this ;0P haha)

I suppose I'll update sometime in the near future

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plainmornings

:: 2002 18 September :: 9.24pm

Jessica is a GODDESS! this is the damn coolest thing in the world!!! yay for IB books!!!


Which IB Book are you?




I LOVE THE DAYBOOK! haha thats how I got an A in English the last 2 years :0)

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sendmemoney

:: 2002 17 September :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: laughing
:: Music: snoop dogg & dr. dre - the next episode

Dear Journal,
Today was such a crazy day. We rented Problem Child 2, Look Who's Talking 2, and another movie and watched them. We had pizza and went in the pool. Then I went home.

Dear Journal,
Today I called Ryan Hartman "dildo" and his dad sent me home. I don't even know what a dildo is, but some kid told me to say it. I asked my dad what it was. He told me to shut the fuck up.

Dear Journal,
Today in Ms. Chapman's class, Amanda Moskovich tried to take something from me, so I punched her in the face, and everyone in the class cheered for me. She is enormous. Everyone was happy. I was the hero. I slayed the beast.

Dear Journal,
Nicole Burke was drawing on the desk in Ms. Phoel's class. She is an ex-nun, but everybody calls her an ex-nazi. Nicole was drawing on the desk, and Ms. Phoel took her desk away and made her sit on the floor on a box, and she cried the whole time.

Dear Journal,
In Ms. Williams' class, I forgot to bring my snack to school. So when Christina Fama wasn't looking, I stole her apple from her desk. I took like three bites and then threw it in my desk so they couldn't find it. And it was so messy that nobody could look for it, but they knew it was me.

Dear Journal,
In Ms. Jones' class we had to make short plays, and I made one about Ren and Stimpy. She thought it was so disgusting that she had to stop me in the middle and make a huge speech about how disgusting it is. There was this one lady that was a recess counselor and we called her "Fat Pat". We told her "I have one word for you: Rogaine." because she was like balding.

Dear Journal,
In Ms. Chapman's class, we had to make these tanks and we put soil and bugs in them, and I had a snail in mine, and I couldn't see the snail on the inside, so I cracked open the shell. It was still inside and I killed it, and the teacher sat me in the corner and gave me a speech on how you couldn't kill living creatures. She was crying.

2 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 17 September :: 9.23pm
:: Music: The Vandals - I have a date

update time. Study session on Mon was okay. Don't think I really accomplished too much... Chris read to me in French, he read Le Petit Prince.. it was cute :0) then he left early 4 football practice & I was bored.

Today was ehh. studied my ass off for the stupid biology test that I proly failed anyways :0(

Found out today that I'm just about 90% positive that I made Festival of Winds which rox cept i'm guna miss the Prizm concert @ FSU :0( O well.

Old school stuff.. my brother and I found the CDs for Oregon Trail and Oregon Trail 2. I sucessfully died in both of them. Wonderful lol

Band sucked. Its not very productive right now ehh. I'm kinda tired. I'm really tired of getting yelled at. Yes.

7 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 15 September :: 7.25pm

i suppose an update would be adequate.

lets see.. i haven't updated since the 10th which was last Tuesday...

Wed-Thurs blah. Friday we played Palm Beach Lakes, we won 39-7. Our team always has to mess up and let the other team score before they get their act together.. I went into another screaming frenzy and lost my poor voice again. We marched decently.. well.. my line did anyways.. I <3 my tbones!!! you guys are the greatest, really.

Saturday. Consisted of biology, getting yelled at about my $650 phone bill, more biology, more getting yelled at and somewhere in between I was told I couldn't go 2 either Sam's party or the Suicide Machines show ;0( that made me really mad. Then my dad came home & calmed my mom down so she let me go out with Chris. It was really nice. We went to see Barbershop which I thought was a terrible movie.. I think it put a lot of bad connotation to black people but whos asking me... well yeah. On the way out of Muvico I heard someone say "hey, thats Vivi in that car" to which I turned and saw Jamie Kinsella frantically waving at me. Apparently they were hitchiking to Jamba Juice. I convinced Chris to take them there cuz i'm a worry wort and such. On the way over I lectured them on the dangers of hitchhiking and such but I don't think they were really listening anyways. After we dropped the girls off we headed east to the beach. We spent a good 2 & half hours there.. it was really nice. We just talked and talked and talked.. really makes me reconsider football players lol well.. maybe I wouldn't go that far.. well... we left the beach a bit after 11 and he dropped me off. A nice night most definately.

Its kinda funny.. everyone seriously thinks we're going out.. so far I've heard that some people aren't too happy about this. I honestly don't know what he thinks of it but from the signals and such it kinda seems like its a reciprocated platonic relationship. I think I prefer that.. things are quite crazy and such.

I was quite pissed off to have to wake up at 8am to go to church but we went to brunch after which was nice. I've been studying bio.. planning the study group for tomorrow at Barned and Nobles and umm thats pretty much it.

Oh yeah. Best bet is to find me at my home #... parents aren't too happy w/the cell phone bill... aren't happy at all in fact. I don't think i'll be using it for quite a while.

hey (you) i hope you're having a wonderful time doing whatever you're doing.. i miss you.

10 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 10 September :: 5.12pm
:: Music: The Juliana Theory - Consellation

howdy - ho everyone lol

schools okay.. not tooo terrible (surprisingly) cept the 2 tests i have tomorrow ehh.. anyways... IB induction tonight. For all the stupid shit we've gone through now we're guna get like 30sec of recognition and a pen that says IB on it.. wonderful lol sooo after tonight what am I, an "official" International Baccalaureate student? what a load of crap.

Anyways... I have a bio tutor now.. hes some guy that works at the university.. apparently really smart, has his post doctorate which is higher then a PH-D soooo wonderful huh? maybe now i'll get a B in bio lol

Chris and I are ditching homecoming. We decided officially last night. We're going to dress up all pretty and go out to dinner somewhere nice then hit a party or two afterwards. I was joking with him all like " ... isn't homecoming supposed to be your thing.. i mean it is the football players thing right?" and he just shot back at me a gazillion reasons why he didn't feel as if it was necessary. I'm all for that though, should be fun :0)

now.. i would like to sleep but no, that is not possible grrr.

random quote: "omg, i can hear the lightning!!" ~ Ashley Stockdale

16 lovers | i love susan.


sendmemoney

:: 2002 9 September :: 10.50pm
:: Mood: listless
:: Music: taking back sunday - your own disaster

It was when they stopped noticing … or maybe caring … that it started. She would come home, her eyes tiny slits in her head, bloodshot and clouded so that you could barely tell the color, and walk in. One parent would not even leave their room, much less say hello, and the other would glance away from the television set for one second before dismissing her to the kitchen. It wasn’t long before she didn’t even leave the house to turn her eyes that shady grayish-green. Her absences were too many to document, and soon, teachers would mark her absent without even calling her name. And her boss grew tired of calling her house to tell her to pick up her last paycheck and drop off her uniform, and the shirt sat unused and unwashed in a corner of her room. As for her boyfriend … he probably didn’t even notice the empty gestures, as long as he was getting laid. One time he did give her his shoulder to cry on, but when she closed her eyes and muffled sobs against his shirt, he stared over her shoulder at the passing girls. Maybe he should have noticed that her eyes weren’t completely closed, and that she caught on to his emotionless hugs. And that she caught on to his looking at the passing girls, and that she knew it wasn’t the only thing he would do to some of them. The only thing that soothed her was to turn up her radio and drive to the lake, but when the drugs became more important than gas, she quit doing that, too. She stopped coming home some nights. They didn’t care. As long as she maintained her grades – which, with the help of a copy machine and a little bit of white-out, was no problem at all. Every two and a half months, she would straighten her hair, smile, and drop off her report card. And every other night, she would lie passed out on a stranger’s floor. When her parents received the phone call, they realized that was why her car had not moved in two weeks. The funeral was almost empty. She had nobody left. Once you become another statistic, you have lost everything.

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plainmornings

:: 2002 7 September :: 9.05pm

wow i'm pissed off. Biology can burn in hell. Grrrr who gives a damn bout it anyways!! Because of stupid stupid biology i couldn't go to Drew's party :0( Andddd my mom was yelling at me and such and yet another night i'm stuck at home doing nothing. If I knew highschool was going to be this much hell i woulda stayed in middle school. I seriously considered dropping out & getting my GED and just living like a bum or something today. Not only is school a bitch, people are driving me insane! particularly guys.. christ, i understand that they like me but you know just cause you like me doesn't me that i'm obligated to like you or go out with you every weekend or talk to you everyday... seriously .. it seems like a guy decides taht he likes me and all of the sudden i'm his property, just cuz he likes me i'm automatically his. No. it does NOT work like that.

Yeah. A LOT of pent up anger... lots of people mad at me right now.. the freshman think i'm the devils spawn and urghhh this sux. Its all just not worth it anymore.

This really blows.

Anyways... we had a stupid Thursday night football game against Santaluces our main rivals. Our team sucked sooooo bad.. the first touchdown of the game was because our incompetent football players couldn't punt/catch the damn ball grr. I lost my voice over it too... screaming at them bout how freaking stupid they are haha Chris called me that night and I was like you guys suck. Regardless we still won 48-13 but the score should have been A LOT higher. Our teams good so why not have high expectations :0P I like teasing Chris about being a football player heh I think it'd be funnier if he was dumb though.. like Bear haha j/k .. or well. yeah.

I saw blast on TV yesterday. It made me happy. I watched it with Chris.

.T.H.E.E.N.D.O.F.T.H.E.B.E.G.I.N.N.I.N.G.

3 lovers | i love susan.


sendmemoney

:: 2002 4 September :: 9.56pm
:: Mood: jubilant
:: Music: uberzone - believe in beats

*~as ironic as it is, it is painful for me to talk on the phone with you and listen to you laugh, because it sucks to not be able to see your smile. make me stop liking you so much, because i do not want to end up getting hurt. THIS IS CLEARLY AFFECTING MY WRITING SKILLS BECAUSE I FORGOT HOW TO WRITE WELL.~*

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plainmornings

:: 2002 3 September :: 7.17pm

Vivi + Sara B. + Abby D. = 30" hair :0)

haha.. Abbys guna go bald if she has to to give up her hair to make a wig for a poor child that has leukemia (sp?) :0) Vivi + Sara B. have enough hair to spare :0D

Yes. Theres a club at my school called "Hair to share" and we basically all grow our hair out all year & then donate it in May. Its something that i've wanted to do for a really long time sooo yay! heh guys don't like the idea that I'm cutting my hair though.. whats w/guys and hair? I think its cuz hair is very feminine.. yes well Vivi's hair is goin choppy! Actually i'll still have longer then shoulder length hair so it might be a nice change... in middle school i had rather short hair so i don't see how different it could possibly be. Hmm if you go to ATL and are interested in this hair drive talk to me, Abby D., Sara B., or Mrs.Maloney in room 724.

Today was not too eventful which is okay. Band nazis made me eat cold chef boyardee beefaroni :0( it was kinda gross ick! Umm tomorrow (i think!) is Drewish's bday! Yay for Drewish! He didnt' want me to announce it though sooo yea. band kinda blew but things are starting to come together which is good.

now.. homework.. joy.

themunkysman: cava mon deesse?
onelonelystarrrr: French is a sexy language :0)
themunkysman: ha ha
themunkysman: and it's "throaty"
themunkysman: must be all those stereotypical cigarettes they smoke
onelonelystarrrr: lol
onelonelystarrrr: so you're telling me pepe le'peu smoked?!?
onelonelystarrrr: haha
themunkysman: did he ever!
themunkysman: he taught me all I know on the fundamentals of smoking
themunkysman: french people have their own technique of smoking
onelonelystarrrr: :0( bad skunk. smoking = bad!
onelonelystarrrr: whats that?
themunkysman: the venerable "french inhale"
onelonelystarrrr: o boy

62 lovers | i love susan.


sendmemoney

:: 2002 3 September :: 2.08pm
:: Mood: dynastic
:: Music: muse - muscle museum

*~i am so happy, it is ridiculous. everything is great right now, and i am almost scared to say that because i know it will come back to haunt me later ... how did i ever score my beautiful boyfriend ? he > me by a billion ... but i will not say that ever again so that he does not catch on . on the other hand, okay. you won. are you happy ? you are more punk rock than i am, or was, or ever will be. that is all the closure i need, and hopefully all you need, so you can stop screwing me over. but i have a beautiful boyfriend now. a beautiful bouncing baby boyfriend, if you will. hahaha . and that is all that matters.~*

i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 1 September :: 1.29am

Is Canadian Dave sexy? <- he told me 2 do this :0)

OMGZ take me now!
I <3 Canadians w/hairy asses!
I have an ass like a yeti
Vivi.. bite my hairy ass
Dustin.. take my 8inch cock NOW!
Alex Taits > Canadian Dave
Sam is a sucky driver haha j/k
TacoPizza>Tacos > Pizza
TJT rox!
Jen thinks Vivi smells


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plainmornings

:: 2002 31 August :: 10.52pm

got home. Didn't get 2 the game till b out 10 after 8 . We saw the football players walk out & I got 2 exchange a quick hello w/Chris.. wow. guys look sooo cute in uniform lol anyways.. Nadia got there shortly after and we sat w/Andrea, Francesca, Shalane, and Jolanda and Alexandra and some other people i didn't know. Jenn got there a bit after and we were watching the dork and chris play. Chris (Z) and I left about an hour after we got there and went to Mizerak's to play pool. It was okay cept the guys he knew there thought we were together and i was like NO! heh now i'm home & on the phone w/Jenn. Fun eh? :0)

1 lover | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 31 August :: 5.35pm

Betty & Binh just left. Never got to the mall like I wanted but whatever. We sat around my house watching Harry Potter.. it was okay.

I just got Dus's letter :0) it made me VERY happy heh. You know Dus.. I don't have a cerulean crayon in my box ;0P

Tonight... I'm going to the football game against Pahokee with Chris Z., Jenn, and Betty. I promised Chris ..(ehh.. i suppose Country to the rest of you or my big. not so bald friend) that I'd come see him play. Bleh.. might as well.. it'll be the only game i'll get to go to in normal clothing heh (damn band :0P) I'm curious as to how good he really is... hes the starting center and to my knowledge those are the guys who like bend over and throw the ball to the quarter backs.. I'm not exactly sure what goes on after that.. o well should be fun anyways.

I'll be home around 11:30.. my mom is putting a curfew on me tonight :bleh: it sux. yeah. alright byee

i love susan.

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