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2004 13 June :: 6.50pm
:: Mood: fat
Queen of the Damned...
My internal clock is so fucked up I have officially reached vampire status. Did not sleep at ALL last night. It's ridiculous I just sat in my room awake flipping channels endlessly. I tried to sleep around 2:30 but I didn't even get close to hitting R.E.M before my phone rang.
It was Nicki drunk off her ass at some guys house. She needed someone to talk to and nobody else was awake so I stayed on the phone with her. Watched some more TV they play old school nickelodian shows early in the morning I watched Tiny Toons it was awesome...reminded me of john for some reason. In the middle of Catdog (lol) Nicki called again to fill me in on the rest of the ehh details? of the night...it's alright babe you're good no regrets. Hope you got home alright.
I got out of bed at like 10:30 in the morning ate some breakfast then went to sleep...finally. Slept until 4pm....if those arent vampiric qualities i don't know what are.
yeah sooo yesterday went out to dinner with my parents for thai food...then went to the bookstore and got a new book because....that's just what I do. Then we went to circuit city and got my dad a digital camera as an early father's day present. Then we rented identity....that was a good movie I completely predecited the ending I'm awesome. Yeah so....that is my pathetic life at the moment more exciting shit later.
~*Much Love*~
~*Jess*~
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2004 13 June :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: with you // jessica simpson
NOW count how many times ur name is mentioned in ONE entry. <3
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2004 13 June :: 5.37pm
yay. i finally just got off work. long, slow day.
when erica makes the schedule i think she purposely puts me with either the old guys or all the girls this way there is no interaction between us. well... today... because i switched days with edward... i got to work with people that i actually talk to.
i took abuse from walter again today... frickin' hit my arm. tipped over the cart s0o i fell off... and then laughed at me for the stupid stuff i did & didn't realize... cause i was half asleep. he made me tie stupid balloons cause he wasn't talented enough to do so. nor was kyle. kyle indirectly called me a clown today. grrr.
Bri: "all u have to do... is TIE it, duh!"
Kyle: "we don't work at the circus so we dunno how."
Bri: ...... +dirrty look+
Kyle: "not that u do either.... i mean...."
bri: "zip it." :o)
then i met this kid pete... idk i guess he works at night cause i've never seen him before & everyone knows him so he can't be that new.
gina was in today.... trouble maker.
this 17 year old girl, stephanie was late to work... just met her too. she only knew who i was cause of my mother... but she got kicked outta her house for something or other.. whatever. says she just slept over a friends house... but i bet she was having sex & doing drugs... she looks like a fat hoe. =/
when i went to lunch i ran into michael. he is so skinny, but when he gives me a hug, he squeezes the shit outta me. everytime i turned around today he was there.... like when he was on lunch... he sat and talked to me. Cherri Hood hadda yell at him cause he couldn't talk to me while i was working. then it was funny cause before i left i ran into him & instead of paying attention to what he was doing... he was trying to act all suave.... but it didn't work cause he dropped a big box of gatorade & 2 of the bottles broke open & spilled. hehe.
i began to ease drop on donell complaining to Cherri Hood about how she isn't getting back office nor customer service. and i just want to turn around & say, "if u decided not to steal that money, then Lost Prevention wouldn't have had to come. AND u would be back there right now... but NO... u can't now, cause they know u just wanna go back there and steal more money... i can't wait 'til they come & surprise u with handcuffs in a giftbox so u get ur fake innocent self outta here."
other than that.... i enjoyed work. i<3people =) o and i lost 3 pounds since the beginning of summer. i'm happy about that. ttyl i've gotta make a weird entry.... u'll see. but its for someone in particular.
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2004 12 June :: 12.07am
**new layout...lookie lookie**
soooo today didn't turn out too badly I actually got out of the house woohoo!! Woke up at like 1 in the afternoon because I went to bed at like 4 and I was just stuck in this dream it was crazy. I had like put my purse down somewhere and I kept telling myself I wouldn't wake up until I found it. Never did find it good thing it wasn't true lol.
Michelle called like right as I woke up and said she wanted to go see Saved...I didn't really know what it was so I was just like sure nice to get out of the house. It was so...idk i think the word is funny just for lack of a better one they said jesus so many times I want to see it again just to count...Mcully Culkin in a wheelchair was quite amusing though
-"do you have to make everyone feel so awkward about your differently abledness?"
-*taking pregnancy test* "Please let it be cancer please let it be cancer..."
-"well theres only room for one of you"
"Im the father"
"Im the boyfriend"
"Well I'm his boyfriend..."
funny stuff then we went to taco bell...must say the ranchero chicken soft taco or w/e isnt all that exciting...though I did discover that I can handle the fire sauce. lol
Evan and I didn't end up going out tonight...big suprise I swear we will eventually get to the dating part of dating...eventually...I hope...yeah
so yeah I stayed in and watched some more movies because I am a movie whore waited for Danielle to get home to uhh fill me in ; )...talked to jimmy...I might go to the beach with him and shane tomorrow that should be fun been so long since we've been allowed to hang out
my parents officially ok'ed gainsville!! All that's left is to work out the details we're probably gunna stay like a week and hillary's already got an extra room....i'd sleep on the floor tho I could really care less. Yeah so Michlle and I will probably drive up like a week or two after summer school ends...does anyone have the EXACT dates on when that starts and ends by the way? I don't think anyone is taking bio with me...*sigh* all byyyyy myseeellfff.....
bleh one more week of freedom!!
*~Much Love~*
~*Jess*~
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2004 11 June :: 11.23pm
:: Music: BLiNK 182 CD
good night.
lalala.
got to cityplace... met up with alexie, tonya, alyssa, jonah & a buncha lil' boys for alyssa. went on the trolly to kill time. the indian guy... lol <3
then we went to muvico to see "GARFiELD". cute movie, yet rather pointless. but the fire alarm went off, 5 minutes into the movie... jonah was getting food. in which case, alexie & i went to find him... cause tonya & everyone else went to see another movie. stood outside... ran into cathy McClur.. the lady that trained me at work... then we saw some guy with a blue beard... and we met pepe & his girlfriend. :o) finally we got back into the movie... after waiting for food & seeing ugly people. niiiice. i'm sure the thug next to me saw some booty cause i was all scrunched up... in a skirt... laying down about to fall asleep. i guess thats what not eating all day does to u... makes u lose energy, but i just wasn't hungry *shrug* when we got outta the movie, alexie, jonah & i waited for the others... then jonah HAD to go... so alexie & i just talked for a bit. finally my mom came... so alexie went to her car so she wouldn't get raped & i walked down the stairs quickly.
this is what happened. as i walked away from alexie i noticed 2 guys had eyeballed me... but i ignored it... until i realized they followed behind me down the stairs. s0o i just casually crossed the street & turned around... so did they. i stood there.. then my phone rang... it was mommy. thank gosh. then the boys turned around & said:
boy: "hey girl"
me: "o ur talking to me =) hey"
boy: "what's ur name?"
me: "bri"
boy: "what school do u go to?"
me: *lie* "atlantic, u guys go to...?"
boys: "central, how old are u?"
me: "16..."
boy: "what grade are u going to?"
me: "11th"
boy: "ur cute."
me: "thank ya =)"
boy: "u gotta man?"
me: "yup yup"
other boy: "where is he?"
me: "o he just left..."
other boy: "well... thats not a good boyfriend... he just left u here?"
me: "yeah but he had his reasons."
other boy: "i wouldn't be leaving u if u were my pretty girl... i wouldn't trust people cause they'd steal ya."
me: +like what ur trying to do.+ "eh... i'm safe, for now?"
boy: "well, how long u 2 been going out?"
me: "8 months"
boy: "damn! ...... pause...... "so u goin' or u wanna chill with us?"
me: "sorry guys... i can't my ride is right there. see ya later."
interesting... s0o nerve wrecking... not used to being hit on. *shrug* but i left... and now i am here. talking to "ashaley the biatch pasion", jonah, jackie, & danielle. i gotta busy day 2morrow too... <3 holler sometime. don't be a stranger. xoxo.
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2004 11 June :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: nervous
:: Music: WRITINGS ON THE WALL // DESTINY'S CHILD
*this week has been crazii. i felt it coming.
*seems as though nobody updates in woohu anymore, so i have been updating in livejournal. o well.
highlights this week:
-playing monopoly with ryan, jb & danielle.
-walking around the neighborhood.
-swimming, tanning, working out & losing major weight.
-arguing with jonah, almost breaking up =/
-watching MY BABY'S DADDY with ryan, jb, and dylan & beating up dylan after the movie was over. <3
-getting my horrible report card. (4 B's, 3 C's)
-finding out that shannon is going to park vista too. her mommy works there... another best friend i miss. can't wait. xoxo
-everything else that happened this week.
hopefully... i will see jonah 2night... and then... saturday i get my haircut & i think i might go stop into hollister for their sale... considering i had ANOTHER hollister dream last night. geesh. peace. hope everyone is enjoying summer.
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2004 10 June :: 3.01pm
El čl...(I think only danielle knows what that means)
god I really really don't know what to do...nothing has changed it's still the same shit that it has been this whole time. It's keeping me up at night it works it's way into my dreams just to confuse me more and then I wake up thinking about it. I feel like I need to deal with it but I can't bear to because I know what it means and I know what has to be done...and I can't it's so unhealthy but I can't stop. I just feel...trapped like I've compleately fucked myself over...but what else is new I suppose.
Right now I just feel...alone but I don't want to be any other way I don't want to be touched or kissed or even looked at and I'm not used to it...this feeling of apathy towards love or almost love or...idk whataver you want to call it at this age. Maybe it's because I've been through too much lately maybe I'm just trying too hard to focus on life and learning to be happy living maybe I'm moving on from a lot of things. Maybe it's just the situation, maybe I'm just in an emotional rut...
I think this is from chasing liberty and as pitiable as it is that I would quote a mandy moore movie it's so true...sometimes it really does take a big gesture...I need to find someone willing to do that for me...someone who actually cares
this is random and it makes no sense...have a nice day
~Jess~
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2004 9 June :: 9.14pm
ok, normally woohu is shitty, i find it amazing that earlier. oh like, 20 minutes ago, livejournal was being shitty.
i didn't do much today. my mom made me go to yoga with her. fun stuff, let me tell ya!
then we came home, ate lunch and kinda hung out, then we picked up amy, went to wal-mart, target and looked at model homes up in saturnia isles for the hell of it.
dropped amy off, went to my grandparents house in pompano for a little.
now i'm here. bored out of my mind, but i'm styaing in tonight. <3
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2004 9 June :: 5.18pm
blah went to the pool today I'm gunna be all burnt soon enough...que sera sera found a survey anyone who still reads woohu and hasnt sold out to livejournal answer it. lol that includes all of u people stalking me...cough*armando*cough lol j/k i'm just pathetic and bored if you don't answer it leave a message about what a loser I am wooooo.
~Jess~
01. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
02. How and where did we meet?:
03. What's my middle name?:
04. How long have you known me?:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself?:
06. When you first saw me, what was your impression?:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. Color eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings?:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking?:
18. How would you describe me to someone?:
19. Would you ever date me?:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me?:
22: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight?:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is?:
27. Do you think I'll get married?:
28. What makes me happy?:
29. What makes me sad?:
30. What reminds you of me?:
31. If you could give me anything, what would it be?:
32. When's the last time you saw me?:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. Would you make a move on me?:
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?:
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2004 9 June :: 5.10pm
:: Mood: aggravated
I think I wasted $2.
Wait. I did waste $2.
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2004 8 June :: 10.50pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: ben folds - the luckiest
Va-Va-Voom! You're inner Bombshell is Mae West.
You've definitly got a lot of wit, a lot of
smarts, and you know how to use people to your
advantage. Ever heard the phrase "doesn't
take any crap from anybody"? Well that's
you! Just like Mae you never want to settle
down, and can't imagine being with just one man
for the rest of your life. You don't care about
conventions and have no filter from your brain
to you mouth. Check out the movie "She
Done Him Wrong" to see your inner
bombshell in all her voluptuous glory!
Who is your inner bombshell?
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2004 8 June :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: nostalgic
Today....did a lot of sitting around. Watched Emma on HBO I love that movie it was the one with Gwyneth Paltrow (sp?) I need to reread some of my Jane Austen books....those are truly the only places love works out as it should.
My mom came home and we went to southen to register for summer dance classes. I need to get back in the studio again my technique is rusty and I'm getting way too fat.
After that I went to the bookstore to get another book in my series since I finished the one I got a couple days ago. I love having time to read again it's really the ultimate escape...well the ultimate legal escape that is...
Yeah so then we ate at Panera Bread and I have some communication problems probably due to the extensive amount of time I spend conversing online. I can't call people or talk in person it's becoming a problem. With my close friends it's one thing I can talk to them for hours regardless but everyone else...I don't know. It's a problem I notice in all of us people don't even know how to date anymore we are all relationship dysfunctional because we're not used to relating to people in person....idk my mom was reading some article about it and it kinda hit home. But uhh anyway yeah I didn't feel like talking to the manager to get an application so so much for getting a job there. lol I guess that was the point of that little rant.
I came home and took lucky for a walk. Usually my dad does it but he's away for a night or two...idk where I don't pay attention to such things. But yeah...it was a stroll down memory lane if I ever experienced one.
It was just getting dark and it was really nce outside so I walked all around my neighborhood and the one next to me and around the back of my elementary school. I looked out over the fields and the court and the classrooms and I could picture everything back when life was simple. All of my friends I could remember how to get to all of the teachers rooms and the tree at the back of the field my best friend and I used to sit under at recess. I looked at the playground and remembered playing boys chase girls and having swinging contests my mom picking me up from afterschool covered in sand with my hair a mess. I didn't care then it was all just having fun and having friends. Boys were more interested in me than I was in them....when did that change.
I walked back towards my house and saw a bunch of girls riding their bikes and gossiping about some people they knew. It reminded me of spending every day of spring break and most of summer at amandas house roaming around the neighborhood visiting everyone. All of the stupid games we made up to entertain ourselves going to the pool and pretending we were mermaids...stupid stuff like that.
I always look back and think how sad it is that I never had a childhood...not like the ones on TV anyway a cheap one. But tonight I realized that though it may not have been the suburban fairy tale of the sitcom world...it was simple and it was happy and it was mine...and I miss it all the same.
~just some food for thought~
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2004 8 June :: 10.26pm
happy bday Danielle. i know you said it in your journal but so what? i said it in mine too!
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2004 8 June :: 3.58pm
now since i'm bored... quiz results & what not.
1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
<*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>
2.) (Eliminate the asterisks)
3.) See what color you are
playmate101
Lucky you! You are a BOMBSHELL AMONG BOMBSHELLS,
Marilyn Monroe. You are the ultimate woman.
You've got style, class, sex appeal and most of
all "the look". You are every man's
dream girl, no matter what era. You're the
essence of everything feminine and sexy, but
are a little ditzy at times. All you need is
some red lipstick and some Chanel #5 and you've
got it made. Watch Marilyn float across the
screen in "The Seven Year Itch" to
see how a little bit of body language goes a
long way!
Who is your inner bombshell?
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You Are a Feminine Beauty!
You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him
You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion
This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers
You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible
What Type of Beauty Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
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Guys Like That You're Fun
You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing
That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back
You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys
But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you
What Do Guys Like About You? Take This Quiz :-)
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Your Lip Gloss Flavor Is: Cotton Candy
You're a total girly girl who's every guy is sweet on.
You take pleasure in the simple things in life, from cute t-shirts to stuffed animals.
Any guy needs to match your romantic idealism to win your heart, which is why few have.
No wonder Cotton Candy is your signature flavor. It's delicious, sugary, and fun - like you!
What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
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You Are a Hype White Leather Shoulder Bag
You've got that whole retro-chic, girly thing going on
It's like you're right out of Breakfast at Tiffany's
You long for the days when all girls wore dresses and had pretty purses
But for now, you'll settle for being the foxiest girl in town
What Kind of Handbag Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
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You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block
While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's...
You get the most dates of any girl you know
It's your whole five star package that attracts men -
Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.
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Are You Attractive? Take This Quiz :-)
You Will Be a Modern Bride!
While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding tradions, you want a wedding with a twist
You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines
Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception...
Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalied vows, whatever suites you!
What Kind of Bride Will You Be? Take This Quiz :-)
You Should Honeymoon in Mexico!
After planning your wedding, all you want to do is relax
No busy honeymooon for you. You'll take a warm beach and a cool cocktail.
Plus, you can stay in a super swank hotel for cheap
And discover that there's little better than a pool with a built in bar!
Suggested destinations: Cancun, Acapulco, Cabo San Lucas, Cozumel
Where Should You Go On Your Honeymoon? Take This Quiz :-)
h2>Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!
You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring.
A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition.
Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you.
And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!
What's Your Dream Engagement Ring? Take This Quiz :-)
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