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2004 19 August :: 11.29am
New Schedule
Oh yeah...I went in on Tuesday to change my schedule so here it is....not a whole lot's different:
1. Physics -- Ravenscraft
2. Concert Choir -- O'Connor
3. English Lit Honors -- Isabelli
4. Wind Ensemble -- Sundell
5. Lunch/Orchestra --
6. Advanced Math -- Healey
7. Jr/Sr PE
8. US History Honors -- Dircks
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2004 19 August :: 11.23am
:: Mood: blank
Well here it is 10:20 AM
Freshman Orientation this morning. Hehe. During the first part...where all the counselors come out and talk, they showed the senior video they showed at the last assembly and I almost cried. They showed pep band and....::sigh::
So during the tour, my friend and I both had about 10 girls to show around and stuff...and when we went to where their lockers were, about 7 of them walked off and didn't come back. Of course my friend and I are freaking out because we lost 7 girls. Turns out they ditched us and joined another group. Yeah....that wasn't cool. They should've told us that they were planning on going to a different group...I wouldn't have had a problem with it...they can go for all I care...it's just...let me know so I'm not lost in the dark!
Now's 10:25 and I'm bored. I guess I have to read my summer reading book....maybe I'll go outside and run....but I don't want to go out in my neighborhood because half the school lives by me and I don't want them see me half passing out in our neighborhood...I guess it's back to the treadmill. Alright..I'll go find something more productive to do.
Always, Sandy
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2004 18 August :: 11.01pm
Band Camp
I want to just curl up in a ball and cry. I hate this...I feel so _______ (<--- fill in the blank)
I'm just disappointed by everything and just poop on a stick. I realized today how much I'm gonna miss the guys in band. ::Sigh:: During Star Spangled Banner...the trumpet dude didn't hit the note and I could feel my eyes wanting to tear up...and then for Hey Baby, the tuba kid didn't play and I was so disappointed. ::Sigh::
I should just give up....yeah? Yes. I realize...there's no chance that it'll ever happen and it's because of the way I am. I don't know waht the fuck to do anymore. I try...I really do...it's just not in me I guess...I wasn't born with it and it must be a natural talent then. ::Sigh:: School shouldn't start...I don't want it to anymore...because this means that I have to see people and I don't want to see people anymore.
I'll go "read" now...that's I think the 3rd day in a row I've said that that's exactly waht I'm gonna do. I'm screwed. Why do I do this to myself?
The bad week must be rapidly approaching because I'm super pissy right now. Blah.
Maybe I'll just go to bed instead....I have to wake up early tomorrow....around 6:30 so I can help the incoming freshman get lost....I mean learn their way around the school. So bye.
Always, Sandy
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2004 18 August :: 12.39am
4 days
I wish i could say im swimming in happiness but i definatly am not. not only am i extremely about spencer, and others leaving but i just got in a fight with spencer and im kinda sour towards a few...for...reasons.
its hitting me i want to die, but i know being sad isnt helping him, so im trying im trying soooooooo hard to be happy im sure this is hard for him and i dont want to make it harder, im excited and i help him get ready and buy him things he needs to go to school. i hope it helps.
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2004 17 August :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: some radio station
neil
contrary to most other entries about neil, this one is positive.
first, allow me to begin by saying i woke up this morning to a warm, gentle kiss on my forehead.
i opened my eyes to him, who recently, ive been feeling a deeper love for. love is hard to describe, its just this feeling in your heart and you know it. but now its stronger and i like it.
i liked waking up and making breakfast with him. i hope that he is my future because he makes me feel so good. when i cry about my mum or my friends, he holds me and rocks me, comforting me. and when im mad at him, he explains himself and apologizes and no matter what we're disagreeing on, we agree at the end...because we know how to get across what we're trying to say rather than just hoping it'll go away and letting it build up.
i dont want to be too hopeful though. it feels like we have forever when he's leaving only FIVE days from now.
i didnt realise it was so close.
oh, sinking feeling.
oh thats not good. i thought it was further away. in the summer, everything seems so floaty...and dates dont matter...
i think ill go see him...i dont know...
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2004 16 August :: 9.22pm
I just ran 5 miles. But not all at once....I ran 2 and a half miles then got off the treadmill and walked around the house for a bit...ate some dinner....walked around some more to digest then got back on the treadmill for another 2 and a half miles. I feel....sweaty....but good. I haven't really run in a long time....a mile every once in a while. Btw to all of you who haven't seen me all summer I'm not all that much skinnier...at all. But I'm definitely in better shape...I won't run out of breath after climbing a flight of stairs anymore so I guess that's better than nothing. Note to self: Eat less shit food.
Ok time to shower for real (I told Patrice I would come back online....I didn't come back until an hour later because when I said I was gonna go take a shower, I actually jumped back on the treadmill then sat around for awhile before coming back online...so sorry Patricia :-P)
Always, Sandy
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2004 16 August :: 1.21am
5 days
its starting to hit me that this is actually happening...it started with kyle and he left and now its all happening. 5 days. 5...5!
god dammit
did just spend the weekend with him went to michigan with him to the samsons house...they hate me, or at least they think i hate them which i dont but thats because im shy, you all know that. gah. i dont hate them. theyre very nice people. i wish i could spend more time with them because some of them seem very fun. except that kid that never stops talking...lol but he was cute. he's like what 8?
jorie and neils party was amazing. i had a great time. took lots of pictures made cool viedos.
i decided im going to make a cd of all the videos i've taken this summer, im making one for Hul too anyone else want one?
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2004 15 August :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
planner
School starts in more or less 9 days. Boo.
I'm so behind on my summer reading....
To read more about my entry today refer to this site:
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=chuckleheadedchick
Always, Sandy
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2004 13 August :: 10.41pm
schedule
1. Physics -- Ravenscraft
2. Concert Choir -- O'Connor
3. English Lit Honors -- Isabelli
4. Wind Ensemble -- Sundell
5. Lunch/Orchestra --
6. Advanced Math Honors -- Czarnecki
7. Jr/Sr PE
8. US History Honors -- Dircks
***Temporary schedule...I'm dropping Advanced Math honors...I'm taking regular instead
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2004 13 August :: 3.59pm
My schedule...
1st Semester ( I HATE IT!! GRRR)
1. P.E.
2. Choir
3. Contemporary fiction- Curry
4. Lunch
5. Psycology- Mann
6. A.P. Government- Erickson
7. Trigonometry- J. Pardon
8. A.P. Stats- Ballenger
2nd Semester
1. Acting Studio
2. Choir
3. Advanced Math- Gartner
4. Creative Writing- Curry
5. Lunch
6. Consumer Management- Nardini
7. P.E.
8. A.P. Stats -Ballenger
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2004 13 August :: 12.17am
8 days
i didnt even see him today
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2004 12 August :: 1.40am
The THIRD TIME WOOOO
Fill out this survey pour moi if you have time
:)
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your woohu and see what I say about you?
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2004 12 August :: 1.33am
So True
Horoscpoe
You may find that you need to go back over old relationship issues in order to get to the heart of the problem currently concerning you. It is also likely that even though you and your partner are enjoying a progressive phase, you may feel as though you are regressing. But there is too much happening for things to remain this way for long. Mars is going to make sure that nothing stays stuck. The Sun trines Pluto on Thursday, which brings some intensity to your work situation. Go with the flow!
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2004 12 August :: 1.26am
:: Mood: amused
Thing stolen from jackie\'s journal
Nose:yasaminj
Elbow:yasamin
Tongue: agree with jackie ewww
Chin:uassamijn
Feet:yuassdminm
eyes close with one finger:yasanub
mouse:6aqswaqmjin
wrist:yasami8n
i was close to typing it with a mouse!
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2004 12 August :: 1.13am
:: Mood: shocked
Yes I AM SHOCKED
Actually im in one of those moods that i cant take anything seriously! Yesterday me, lisa, and jessica had another movie party it wasnt bad and we rated the movies from best to worst:
Peter Pan (sewing and thumbling hehehe)
League of extordinary gentlemen
13 going to 30
The Company (had to have some deep meaning but we just couldnt get it man eating moutain there has to be something behind it, maybe it was the giant cones!)
Gigli (there was a deep message which we understood but it cant be that clear)
That was fun, i hope lisa didnt get into trouble.
I gots me senior pics which didnt turn out horrible, one of would even allow ppl to think im sexy (as me co-worker said ). Do you guys remember the guy i had a crush on from work well he was like you should look liek that everyday and i was like so i look like shit, thanks...it was fun messing with his head. OH...we had a new girl at work today (i was gonna tell a story but its not work writing it into words). Shes ok i feel bad cuz i dont know how much she knows and so i think i treated her like an idiot unintenionally (sp)
Patrice has the week off...we should do something i havent talked to you in ages.
i have to call jorie
i have to call noor
i have to call susie and susan
and i have to read two books by tomorrow
OH SHIT i have to start my bio stuff grrr.
well i want to do the first 3 things on me list so that'll be fun but the rest i dont hink ill do.
Oh who wants to see princess diaries?? Tell me cuz lisa saw it without me. (patrice your the only one who reads this journal so you better say yes).
Yasamin
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