"If you live to be one hundred, I want to live to be one hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you" ~Winnie The Pooh "Life isn't fair. It's just fairer then death. That's all." ~William Goldman Always look on the bright side of death! Just before you draw your terminal breath Life's a piece of shit, When you look at it. Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true, You'll see it's all a show, Keep 'em laughing as you go Just remember that the last laugh is on you! -Spamalot

 

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goose

:: 2004 25 May :: 12.16am

reading journal entries far back in peoples journals are bad, it makes you cry, well me at least. im crying. cuz i read it, ive read it before but this time its so different i fuckin hate it so i am going to die now

Are you a purple cow?


sweetyas

:: 2004 24 May :: 12.04am
:: Mood: content

Fire, AHHHHHHHH!
That was my eventful weekend. IT was entertaining because, ok heres the story. I was work and all the sudden the fire alarm goes off, so im standing there. my brain goes, hmmm arent we supposed to evacuate the building or something. But everyone around me is just working, and im like ok. The funniest part was a customer walked into the store and waS like hmm, is there a fire or somehting, i was liek im not sure. It turned out someone put a pizza in there for like 100 minutes, not hte brightest crayon in the box. There was a lot of smoke but i guess no real fire. The store didnt get fined this time. You know school brainwashed us all, FIRE GET OUT OF THE BUILDING, i guess in the real world ur supposed to die at the place u work????

DoNt YoU lOvE tHe ReAl WoRlD

I was really bored and i actually read all the comments andy got about closing down teh journals, it was interesting. i feel bad for people whose journals are being closed down cuz the money didnt get there in time. Hey jorie, if your reading this what was the answer to your question, cuz i wanna know but he (Andy) never posted an answer to that question so i wasnt sure what the answer is so yea.

STUDY UR ASSEs OFF (ok nm, i wont study so im not exactly a good person to listen to)

Yasamin

1 Hermaphidite | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 23 May :: 4.25pm





You Are a Boy Shorts Bikini!


You're a sexy girl - but not the type that likes to let it all hang out.

You are in to a little of everything at the beach - swimming, tanning, playing

And when you're running around, you'll be sure your butt isn't falling out of your suit




What Kind of Bikini Are You? Take This Quiz :-)




Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.







You Are an Indifferent Ex


You're not one of those girls who thinks about her exes - or even remembers them

"Love 'em and Leave 'em" is your motto. And your break ups tend to be a clean break.

It's a nice strategy to have, and guys appreciate your total lack of emotional baggage.

But just a little reminder: it is okay to remember the good parts of your past, even with exes.




What Kind of Ex Are You? Take This Quiz :-)




Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.







You Are An Intro-Extrovert!


Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy

You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on

You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time.

Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need varity!

Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along.




Are You An Extrovert or Introvert? Take This Quiz :-)




Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.








You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!


You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first

And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide

Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know

He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree



What Kind Of Girlfriend Are You? Take This Quiz :-)




Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.




i also got that i was barefoot, meaning natural and such for the shoes one

and i was a some coffee that means im a girly girl

2 Hermaphidites | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 23 May :: 3.16pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: right now, pachabel






Guys Like That You're Sensitive


And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way

You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to

Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets

No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!




What Do Guys Like About You? Take This Quiz :-)










You Are a Natural Beauty!


You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...

One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup

That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though

You have style, but for you, style is effortless




What Type of Beauty Are You? Take This Quiz :-)





Your Style is Classy


You've got class, and you know how to put together a guy catching outfit

You're more likely to shop at Bloomie's than bebe

For you style is looking like a million bucks…

And you're always do with your fantastic yet feminine wardrobe



What's Your Date Fashion Style?
Classy, Sassy, or Trashy? Take This Quiz :-)









Your Lip Gloss Flavor Is: Watermelon


You tend to approach life as a fun game - being playful at every turn.


You're a flirt with flair, and your the type most likely to surprise your date.


But you're popularity doesn't stop with guys... you've got a great group of girlfriends too!


You're fresh, aggressive, and more than a little sassy. The tangy taste of watermelon goes great on your lips.



What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You? Take This Quiz :-)







You Are A Woman!


Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.

You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.

You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.

This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!




Are You a Girl or Woman? Take This Quiz :-)



3 Hermaphidites | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 23 May :: 2.48pm
:: Mood: confused

yea...i dont even know what to write...im bored and neils a jerk and the sun is shining (the tank is clean...::gasp:: the tank is clean!)

yea...adios

4 Hermaphidites | Are you a purple cow?


sandatthebeach

:: 2004 22 May :: 5.23pm

last entry in woohu
well my money didn't get in on time.....sooo....no more woohu-ing for me. so sad. :'-(

so i created a new journal for all you journal lovers...visit me there ok? wonderous! here's the link:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/sandatthebeach/

well at least that's the site....i don't know how to make it into a link...yeah i'm not very good with this....so....there it is. visit me there!

i still need to customize it so it doesn't look boring. alrighty...

love ya all and toodles! hehe

Always, Sandy

2 Hermaphidites | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 21 May :: 6.29pm
:: Mood: i don't know
:: Music: chevelle

"what a man's got he'll learn to hate"
i cant even say how i feel except really let down and hurt and today was horrible...it was forever long even though it was shorter than a normal school day...im sooo tired and school's nearly out...

but im failing almost everything...

phelan gave me yet another speech...

i didnt get a thespian letter...

i nearly cried so much today...during the assembaly i counted 19 joesph shirts to distract myself...and you know i never try to distract myself...

jen was talking "we only have a week of school and then were sophomores!" it made me laugh b ut when youre a freshman and sophomore...all you want is to be an upperclassmen...then you get there and wish you had three years left....the responsibility and missing people hits you.

you're an adult.

you've spent all your life longing for the privlages of later curfews and the ability...whining about bed times and being grounded...

you turn eighteen and the control is gone...

it's like the women in africa that have rings that hold up their necks...and you know if they took them off, their necks would be weak, maybe so much that they would break.

you will spend the rest of your life "remember the days"...talking only of memories, grievences, fallen wishes, broken dreams. you'll talk to your friends, knowing things, rather than making up your own renditions...imaginary worlds and animals for bedst friends drift away, selecting only some very special people to remain in such an enchanting world...

-~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

4 Hermaphidites | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 21 May :: 1.44am
:: Mood: working
:: Music: Slipknot-"Duality"

Slipknot-Duality
I push my fingers into my eyes
Its the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
But its made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It pushed it's way inside
If the pain goes on...

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I’ve waited as my times elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I wished for this
I bitched at that
I’ve left behind this little fact
You cannot kill what you did not create
I’ve gotta say what I’ve gotta say and then I swear I'll go away
But I cant promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You laughed at me cuz you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It’s the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces
Then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I’ve found out the hard way
Nothing is what it seems

I push my fingers into my eyes
It’s the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
But it’s made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It pushed it's way inside
If the pain goes on
I’m not gonna make it!

All I’ve got
All I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It’s the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
But it’s made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It pushed it's way inside
If the pain goes on
I’m not gonna make it

good song...dL it...i like it a lot.

2 Hermaphidites | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 21 May :: 1.35am
:: Mood: complacent

so i decided that i will be happy until they start chemically engineering strawberries and oranges...

our grandparents think we're missing out not being able to pick them in our backyards, but man, imagine what our kids'll miss having real strawberries...half the fun of eating strawberries is that you have to dig through the plastic straining box to find the perfect ones...no mold, no soft spots, big, bright red, fully ripe....super sweet...

but then they would be perfect every time...

and our kids would have to choose between the two huge sweet ones...but i think they'd lose some flavour too... yea adios...

Are you a purple cow?


sandatthebeach

:: 2004 20 May :: 10.54pm

if my money doesn't get in on time....then i will link you guys to another journal.

well i guess i'll just give you guys a different link maybe tomorrow or something. so in case this one gets deleted....you can still read about my complaints (hah).

Always, Sandy

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 20 May :: 7.23pm
:: Mood: confused

"excuse me, but could you please help me find my way?"
so ive been thinking, which is not necessarily (that doesnt look right?) a good thing, because, as im sure you know, thoughts of mine are, well, over animalized. yes, animalized...because i dont over anylize...but rip and shred all thoughts, squish and stick until pryed. Although not necessarily (god damn it!) negative, still....bad.

im sure you remember the hul situation- and if you dont well...

i went out with hul-ay for three and a half months, but before we broke up (which was my doing), he began to break down. he, well, i guess, went nuts for a time. he refused to shower or brush his hair or teeth and didnt eat. he stopped being bouncy, fun hul for a whole two weeks. Everyone was worried about him. he just moped and wouldnt talk to anyone. so one day i went to talk to him...and i dont know if i did any good but what he told me is that he had given up. he was sick of trying to be aliveanimate, so i suppose he stopped trying to hide a sort of depression... and i dont know, it was depressing to me to see him like that- not only becasue i liked him and knew him as a happy person, but because i began to feel it was my fault.

so now, this is the issue:

Mr. Neil is beginning to not be happy neil. i have never known neil, in a year and a half, to be brought down for more than a day. and its happening to him. and i dont know what to do, because he doesnt seem to want to talk to me or be around me, and im sure no one else has noticed cuz i think he tries to be hyper to show off some. and yea...hes just not neil like at all and im worried...

so im wondering if you'll answer this question:

do i or have i depressed or upset any of you for more than an hour or so?

i know i have the ability (heh) tendancy to piss you off or upset you. but to the point where you lose all hope?


::sigh:: yea i dont know...this would be the sixth time that things have happened immediatly after or around the time that im hanging out with the person, either one day or in general time (weeks). yea...so...if you could, please...

8 Hermaphidites | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 20 May :: 6.57pm

so its been awhile since i wrote- i have a lot of hmwk right now so im supposed to be doing it but since its been forever since ive come onlyn, i figured id just say hello!

year's nearly over-cant wait

graduation's nearly here- can wait.

okie adios

eating strawberries in chocolate frosting

:)

2 Hermaphidites | Are you a purple cow?


sandatthebeach

:: 2004 20 May :: 6.05pm

oh crap
i didn't send in my money yet. it's 4:50 now....the mail's already gone...shit. do you think it will get there by saturday if i sent it in tomorrow? probably not...right? since it's in michigan? damn. i kinda liked having this journal. oh well. if the money doesn't get in my saturday.....then goodbye to everyone. cuz my username will be deleted if it doesn't get in. ::sigh::

Always, Sandy

1 Hermaphidite | Are you a purple cow?


sweetyas

:: 2004 19 May :: 12.33am

So i started to read invisible man, and omg the writer is like amazing. So im getting bored with the book but the writing style of the author is just amazing. the story is good too, i like it but there is a part about him going to church, which probably has a lot of symbolizim(i cant spell) adn i cant read into it so, tis my fault.

I finished Death of a Salesman, omg its really sad. I'd hate to be Happy, he tries so hard to please his parents, but they just ignore him. Stupid fucking parents pay attention to all your kids and if you cant then dont have more than one.

Schools ok, im gonna end up doing really bad in French, M. Guiard cant just boost my grade up, and so i hope i get an A but that means i have to study a ton fro the final and its on Friday. ARG.

Oh, ACT if any of you guys are taking it in June can you please tell me what high shcool your taking it in, cuz im going all the way to north chicago (soemthing like that half an hour away) and id like to go with someone, not by myself it would be sad. So tell me :)

Aight peace out amigas. And dont life stress you out too much, in the end everything will find a place, whether its what you want or what you dont want, things will get solved.

~~**~~YASAMIN~~**~~

1 Hermaphidite | Are you a purple cow?


sandatthebeach

:: 2004 16 May :: 2.56pm
:: Music: currently opening of chicago (they're playing through all the dance music right now)

continuation.....
so patrice and i went on our awesome date....saw 13 going on 30 and it was so awesome. well, i liked the movie. i thought it was really cute and i thought jennifer garner did a really good job of playing her role.

um....went to dairy queen....got ice cream.....me with brownies! ah! dude i love chocolate. how can a person NOT like chocolate? yo no se.

um....so i don't know what else to write. once i go home i'm gonna have to finish my homewokr. or more like start it. but other then that.....um i don't know...i got nothing.

Always, Sandy

Are you a purple cow?

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