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2004 11 February :: 10.17 pm
I got my hair cut short... I'm not sure whether to be happy, or to... *tear*... Nah, fuck that, I'm happy. Fuckin long hair... always gettin in my eyes... and being long... and making me use alot of elipses...
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2004 1 February :: 10.08 am
I don't know what to do with myself. I always end up here pretty early in the morning with nothing to do. I need something exciting to happen.
I was out pretty late last night, but I have the wake up at 8:30 disease so I got about 5 hours. hooray. bye.
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2004 23 January :: 5.46 pm
http://www.buddypic.com/profile.php?username=xXBubbeLsxX
this is exactly what I"m talking about. GOODDD THIS IS ANNOOYING!!!
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2004 17 January :: 11.29 pm
I know I don't know you, but I want you so bad... Wait, no I don't , that lyric is wierdly good but bad. Crazy. Maybe it's just the way he sings it.
So, once again, like I do every blue moon or so, I check my journals past. All those journal entries that you wish you didn't write. I noticed a few things , and here it comes. My list of things I've noticed about my past:
1I was depressed with the best of 'em
As much as I'd like to deny it, I was a sad little fuck. I guess maybe I give crap to people for it because I figured out how it gets you no where. That's right all you emo kids out there, I'm not trying to crush your weak, pathetic, forlorn hearts, I'm simply trying to help you.
2. I was less of a Smart ass
Pretty self explanitory. I guess I just started ripping into people more as time went on. Wait, now that I think about it, when am I not trying to insult people?
3. I thought I was talented
I was soon proven wrong...
4.I kept writing about how nobody loved me
Even though completely false, I guess I had a pity train goin, so whatever. Time and time again people told me they loved me. 2 in particular: Jessica Wilde and Charlie Schick(SP) Something had to make me look back and notice how dumb my stupid Depressed coma was, ANd you did it!!
5.I'm a whore
It's pretty sad when you can relate most times to sexual encounters... It's almost like a sick inside joke with myself now. I flip out and say, Hey , I need to have some sort of sexual encounter so I can relate it to this time.Yes, I do regret most. and No, Not everything you've heard is true! It's not like I state it outloud, but I just now noticed that I do it all the time. Like as I was going through my journal I remember certain time periods by saying, hey that's about the time I was _______ing ________.
I.E. *For example purposes only*
Hey, I wonder what I was like then, or what I was doing, Hey , June 8th, 2002, That was about the time I was making out with sally!! Now I remember!!
6. I hated work
I really did!!
7. I never wrote really funny things
yeah, I'm still working on that one...
8. I shared far too much with people
I blame this fact on most of the "problems" I had, which was pretty much people telling me I'm wrong about one thing or another anyways, so they weren't really my problems.
9. And in sad rememberance, we put to rest once and for all... Bruce Said Checkers
Not putting the other two guys down, but it must be done. The band only made me angrier and caused me more "problems". Or so I read in my journal.
10. People really didn't notice their own stupidity
Ah yes, the infamous Anonymous comment. I kept getting them, I never respond to them. Infact, taking an example from phil-himself, If I ever get another anonymous comment that does not have a name in it I'm deleting it. It's stupid to insult someone secretly. I mean, internet arguing is stupid as is, but really. I've done my fair share of arguing on woohu, but it was all in fun for me, because of boredom, if your seriously trying to insult someone, don't do it anonymously. Then when you point out their stupidity they try and flip it on you and it just doesn't work.
I.E. *for example purposes only*
we shall refer to Me, and "me", ANd the 2nd party as "Fucker" to make this easier to follow
THe situation is one that I have said I'd like to ring her a new one, I was caught somewhere between "Rip her a new one" and " Ring her neck" ANd in frustration I typed speedily and said Ring her a new one. Some stupid petty little mistake. right? Well Fucker decided that he was soooo great and he had to make a comment on it. And I threaten him, naturally. Well, later I post a conversation between me and fucker in which he clearly states he better than me. This ofcourse makes him a complete hypocrite because I said "You think your all high and mighty" which he denied. Until later when he came straight out and said it. fucker. Well, point being that everybody then comes out and defends him, saying he's sooo great and everybody loves him and I'm an asshole. But then I go and do the same thing and the same exact people are giving me crap for it.
Irionic? I do believe..
Well it's always safe to stop at 10, so there you go.
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2003 28 December :: 11.05 pm
SO I read my thing about Brand New again, or atleast the comments.
Some guy anonymously commented about how only "Intellectual People" would understand how "amazing" Brand New's lyrics are. Bullshit, I've seen plenty of stupid "unintellectual" people who listen to brand new. As a matter of fact it's quite common.
Also I'm tired of people who get mad about something I said awhile ago. For instance, I still hate Brand New, but I don't talk about it all the time anymore. THe same case with the "emo" stuff. People keep telling me I'm wrong, which is hypocritical because in their argument they say I shouldn't be telling them they're wrong. If you believe in something, don't argue, Do what I do, clearly state your reasons for supporting your opinion. I've argued with many people about it, and little do they know or think they are the instigator. ( I'm being general here about what is being argued, I"m over all that emo bullshit, even though I still think the same away about the subject, but that's not what's important here). I will clearly state why I think something is stupid, then people argue with me, keeping the whole freedom of opinion out. I make fun of people when they jepordize my opinion by trying to tell me I'm automatically wrong. A proper way of handling a situation with me would be as follows. For example, in the case of Brand New, Stacy Cain says that she will still like that and I can't change that. I EVEN BLATANTLY INSULTED HER!! That was the proper way of doing it. You can say hey, I think your opinions stupid, but don't say it's wrong. Then people later instogate again by asking me why I think it's stupid, then argue with me, then act like I'm the one bringing it up." Durr Kevin, you should get over it". I quickly respond by saying " I'm trying but you keep bringing it up". This has happened in numerous cases.
In conclusion, your perfectly entitled to your opinion. Infact, you can tell me you think my opinion is stupid, but don't EVER EVER tell me my opinion is wrong and NOT have some hard fucking evidence to back it up. I'm talking harder then beating maurice greene in the 100 meter dash hard.
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2003 25 December :: 1.14 pm
ohhhhhhh yyyeeeeaaaaahhhhhh
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2003 24 December :: 10.56 pm
Soo, I was the tradition preserver this year. I think if it wasn't for me, this christmas would have been in the dumps as far as tradition goes. I did everything I used to in order to regain composure from last years christmas. I made sure I bugged my dad about what time we'd wake up. NOt like I really care anymore, but I need to keep tradition while I can. I listen to Nat King Cole and such. I"m staying up until 1 in the morning with excitement. Maybe I'm trying too hard to be a kid again. But maybe that's a good thing. So off I go to preserve christmas. oh And merry christmas yous guys.
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2003 23 December :: 4.05 pm
The t-shirt says shoot pool, not people
Kill time, not life, grab the mic and let the beat go
But that's good for me,
It's hard to hide a magic card when you wear a short sleeve
Force feed what I've got when they not hungry
Tryin' to replace everything that they ripped off from me
Bloke the tummy, and choke the dummy theory
Beat the point dead until these folks hear me clearly
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2003 15 December :: 5.19 pm
pancakes... Pancakes!!!
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2003 7 December :: 1.11 pm
Today I went with my dad. We cut down a tree like we do every year. I put up all the lights and ornaments onto it. It's one of those simple pleasures in life.
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2003 24 November :: 4.49 pm
If you think I"m cool, comment.
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2003 24 November :: 3.46 pm
I think Joe Castine finally realized how kick ass my picture is. He must have realized it because he deleted it from his journal in which he was "attempting" to insult me.
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2003 24 November :: 3.22 pm
I love defending myself against impotent little emo fucks. it brings me great joy.
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2003 23 November :: 9.55 pm
I just state my opinion, and I Get mobbed by a bunch of emo bitches.
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2003 23 November :: 2.30 pm
Reason I set Brand New apart from all the other emo bands...
I feel I need to explain why I hate Brand New so much. So, I'm going to explain myself now.
Brand New is an emo band, and I hate them. You might be asking yourself, why do you hate Brand New? Don't you like Thursday? aren't they an Emo Band? well, here is my answer to all these questions. Thursday is an emo band, yes. I do like them, yes. And I hate brand new for 4 reasons.
1- They are gay
Rainboy? that could have easily been mistaken for Rainbow, you fucking fruit.
2 - Their lyrics suck
lets take an example from their lyrics from the song "play crack the sky"
Your tongue is a rudder.
It steers the whole ship.
Sends your words past your lips
Or keeps them safe behind your teeth.
What the fuck is that supposed to mean? is their a boat in your mouth? I mean, I'm pretty good about listening to words and then understanding metaphors. This definitly takes the cake for stupid metaphors, thereby supporting statement number 1. Now don't think I dont' have something to back that up. Let's look at an example from a thusday song, entitled, "For The Workforce, Drowning":
Falling from the topfloor your lungs fill like parachutes
windows go rushing by
the people inside are dressed for a funeral, in black and white
Now I understand this, Geoff is obviously talking about cooperations and their employees. This can be drawn from the title of the song, and the lyrics given. It gives you the feeling of deadness in the workplace, as well as repetition day after day. Do you see the coorelation between the title and the lyrics in the brand new song? I think not. What the hell does crack have to do with a boat in some girls mouth? Brand new seems to have problems with the word, Coherent. Maybe they mean that her tongue is the boat that is playing with his crack. Maybe the she is a he. Yeah, brand new would be like that. Faggots.
3 - Jesse Lacey is a Candle Fag
Now if you haven't heard me give this schpeil on this, than I am referring to the video for the song "The Quiet Things That Noone Knows". You know, the part where Jesse looks like he's about to cry because he has a candle shoved up his ass. There's all these candles in the foreground, and he "emotionally" sings into his microphone. The props guy obviously forgot to tell Jesse that he needed to sit on a stool, not a candle.
This all in all just really adds the fire of hate I have for Brand New. Also in that video, if you will note, The guitar player/singer is wearing this hat sideways and has the brim pointing up. Alright, say it with me kids, Q-U-E-E-R. Take off your silly ass hat, and stop dancing like a fag and just sing the Damn song!!
3 - They have a whole page on their websites devoted to those little pictures that scroll the lyrics to their songs
I FUCKING HATE THOSE THINGS. They completely ruin the meaning to any song by making it available for people to post and state, "Hey, I'm a brand new fan, And I like to ruin songs for you by being a teenage deuchebag!!!" Even dusty couldn't ruin Taking Back Sunday for me, I mean, He introduced them to me, but that doesn't stop them from ruining them for me. Then one day I looked at Stacy Cain's journal and I tried to listen to the CD and it just didn't have the same meaning. It was covered up by the musical ignorance of an emo journal.
4 - They sound completely different then they used to
back in 2001 and before they sounded like every other annoying pop-punk group, with the same old drum beats and guitar riffs. Not to mention Jesse Lacey sounded like a pussy. Gee, suddenly, as screamo begins to rise, they seem to be changing their style. Does anybody else see a pattern here?
so That's it's. That's why I hate brand new.
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