that is so retro

:: 2004 23 February :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: jubilant
:: Music: no better love = young guns

"you look extra pretty today"
i've got most of the rap for this song down. wut now. lol, but when u hear me rapping to it on the bus... cover ur ears =)

school sux. chem test tomorrow, & the rest of the day will be boring. grr. however... today...

+ curled my hair. everyone loved. thank you for the compliments.
+ those in english that heard me say, "if i was a guy, i'd stare @ my own booty all the time," i was only kidding.
+ the talk of my butt wuz the highlight of lunch... grr.
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LiLsHorTcaKe2315: but no... today... i got many compliments... it wuz awsum. & i wuz like... haaaa all them guys trying to hit on me.... i'm like nah u cant have this i've got jonah's name written all overrrr.
Dmx504boyz: yah ok sure u said that lol
Dmx504boyz: no i did!
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: lol yeah ur right... i wuz like... "come here u sexy haitian & do me"
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i hate chemistry. but bio was fun today. mexicans looking for dirt lol. put it in. lol. wow.. freshmen aren't bad at all... if u find the good ones =)

yeah, and mr. cody daniels is back. o man is that good news, too bad he doesn't go to atlantic. i miss him. +sighs+ those were the good days. i even talked to manny today. how kewl. cuz... usually i would just say hi to him in the hallway. <3

i'm waiting to talk to jonah again... i love him, seeing him makes me miss him more. and his lil' teases hurt because its just not fair. grr. lol... i betcha $5 danielle... $5. from the way it looks like. o man i think i've fallen for good.

time for studying... chem test 2morrow... i should be good on the multiple choice... but as far as the written... o hell nah.

2 . | <3

lizzy

:: 2004 23 February :: 7.56pm
:: Mood: yucky
:: Music: stupid jc chasez song

grrr
yea. let's count what i have...

i have a cold.
i have a research paper to do.
i have an econ chapter to read

let's count what i don't have:
i don't have enough sleep time. or relaxation time.
i don't have first hour with my buddies :(
i don't have patience right now.

i'm in a poop mood.

2 . | <3

:: 2004 23 February :: 7.06pm
:: Mood: nauseated
:: Music: white flag

stressed
upset/confused
just overall ovewhelming life.
got class selection sheets. for next year. 4-5 AP classes, 2 or 3 IB. thats scary.
i bitch about this year. with 1 AP class and no IB classes. how the fuck am i going to do all this. plus extracurriculars. sigh.

somebody take me away. <3

:: 2004 22 February :: 10.26pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: i'm lost without you - blink182

as the scent of his cologne still lingers.
today turned out b-e-a-utiful.
hung out by the pool with MY best friend danielle. what more could a girl ask for? we got hot lil' tans. +sweatin' us now <3 +

had a hard time with jonah for a lil', but in the end it turned out ok. i saw him... maybe only for an hour. but he looked s0o hawt. i wanted to bite his ear, & whoa... bad girl. all those people were around. damn them. but he looked s0o darn hawt. i couldnt control my hormones... yes, i am a girl, psh... who cares. and all thank you to brittany... i got to see him. i love brittany. and my friends, and my boyfriend.

can't explain what a wonderful feeling i get when i am with him... its just... speechless. <3

:: 2004 22 February :: 8.31pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: all my life

AT PEE WEE'S CASA..
ive been here since 12:30 !!! then kaila met us then amy met us!!!! its been fun..i even got my hair straightened!! u all will see it tomorrow..well i muyst get back to the partyyy!! wuvv uuu!!

bocaheath05

:: 2004 22 February :: 8.17pm

Today I went to mass!!! And for those who don't know why this is such a big deal....I'm jewish! We did some mystery bus ride thing for youth group which involved mass and it was crazy!

Anyways...Not much happened at school, we had family in town this weekend. Yesterday i went to Atlantic Ave and ate at Splendid Blenders ( something liek that...) and we walked around and played tourist ( fun fun :)

Then Friday night, I seem to be doing my weekend backwards, I went to the mall with Jessica, I bought a shirt, no biggie.

Well, I think I am going to go do something with my family.

much love

lifesuxsodanz

:: 2004 22 February :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: slightly pissed
:: Music: Dane Cook Commedy CD

that last entry doesn't bear explanation....those nights are all the same. Im sorry if I called/annoyed u last night tho.

I'm listening to Dane Cooks commedy CD that michelle got me for my b-day. it came with a dvd of all his specials too i luv it. I need to laugh these days.

the only thing that sucks more than sundays is hangovers....this is my 1st they suck.

john called me back while he was in the car today we had a nice long conversation. lol I love making people laugh he always makes me feel good about myself. It's good to surround yourself with people who give you confidence.

i said we could do something next weekend if we dont go to valeries party....yeah does anyone know whats going on with that? lol i dont even know if I'm invited. Ive heard it from other ppl but not from val o well lol i'll just sit home and cry if im not its ok.

evan is just ughhhh (as always) he decides to tell me he likes me again today but he says it in such an indirect way almost like he wants me to not notice it. I'm so tired of his little games if he likes me fine if he wants to see me great but he needs to just step up and stop waiting for me to ask him out...I get to be the chick here end of story maybe im being stubborn but w/e this is my theory

'maybe if people would learn to be more direct about things they would have an eaiser time getting what they want'

~Jess~

spinoangel

:: 2004 22 February :: 5.59pm
:: Mood: ehh. not accomplished at all.
:: Music: tristan prettyman - "void"

my weekend
edit- changed my journal a bit. check it out. hope it brings you to peace.

it flew by so fast. damn. i have to go back to hell.

friday, my family and i ate dinner at danielle's house with her family. yum yum. it was nice. i believe that was the first friday night in forever that i went to bed before 12. i was just soooooooooooooo tired. i woke up at like 9 though. so its not like i died. it was great to sleep though.

saturday, i went with my dad and mother to eat lunch and then to a flower show on flagler. it was nice, my mommy and i got all dressed up to take pictures with the flowers. i ended up sitting under the sun in a rose garden, rereading snow falling on cedars. it was beautiful. then we left and in the car my mom was like "that was nice wasnt it? for 11 bucks to see those flowers... did you like it?" and my dad goes "i liked it.... ticket to enter a flower show: $11... spending time with wife and daughter: priceless." i was like awwwwww. then we picked up my lover danielle and we had a nice double date with my parents. ate japanese. ice cream at mizner while hearing elvis costello in concert. eurotrip at the movies. sorry bout the dress danielle... i didnt remember! then went home.

today. i woke up at like 11. called nicole because it was her birthday today and she picked me up to go to the beach. her sister had a nice rental car, so we drove to lake worth beach with the top down. it was nice. but we couldnt find parking for like 45 minutes so we went home to our neighborhood pool for like 15 minutes then had to go home. mommy got me taco bell and then we went to get some art supplies. in the car, i was just playing konstantine while looking at the clouds through the sun roof. another beautiful moment. then i came home and TRIED to create a masterpiece but it didnt work. oh well. it's alright i guess. eh. i really thought i had more homework to do, but i guess i don't. that's a pleasant surprise. i should get ahead on my other homework now. ugh. stupid endless homework from zacher. it's a shame that i can't hate her for it.

a beautiful weekend. but i feel so weird about it. i think it's because we didn't go shopping at all.

4 . | <3

:: 2004 22 February :: 1.44pm
:: Mood: procrastinating
:: Music: that freaking juba song stuck in my head. gr.

sigh.
hm. yesterday was spent dillydallying like a typical saturday. went running a little before it was getting dark out, and what do we know. sunil is at the b-ball courts. so i played some basketball with him, and the little kiddies were running around on their mopeds thinkin they were hot shots. heh. then ran back home. and dillydallied more. and went to sports authority with mommy to get daddy his birthday present. his birthday is tomorrow. but we're having his "party/dinner" next sunday night. emy's coming :]

how pretty is it out today. it feels like summer all over again. i got up around 8 and by 9 i was out on the roof in my swim suit soaking up the sun while working on my research paper. lasted till around 11. then just layed around.. and made some lunch and took a shower. and now im going to be working on that paper for the rest of the day and around 7-ish i have a chemistry date avec liz. ;)
enjoy your day, there hasnt been as nice of one in months. <3

alwaysfalling

:: 2004 22 February :: 1.05pm
:: Mood: sympathetic
:: Music: R.E.M.

i want to live alone once in my life just so i can truely be free. you know... go to the bathroom with the door wide open, walk around naked, play music as loud as i want, and clean whenever i feel like it.

so yesterday i sat around all day in and around 4 i decided to take a shower and get ready, just in case prince charming showed up around 6. so i straightened my hair, put on make-up, took pics with the camera phone, sat around, and then got a call from princess charming. so princess charming came and picked me up in her white dress. it was the perfect date night. if only it was prince instead of princess. nice time though, thank you princess charming.

good bye. have fun this week. <3

4 . | <3

lizzy

:: 2004 22 February :: 9.53am
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Rooney "Simply because"

....guess that's one way to think of it? lol

let's see. friday, rachie and christini came over. lots of funnies. saturday was a shortened eagle-ette practice (yea!) then i went out to sushi with bryan. yummy.

i think i have a cold. ::blows nose repeatedly:: sigh. hw to attend to....

1 . | <3

lifesuxsodanz

:: 2004 22 February :: 1.25am
:: Mood: DRUNK
:: Music: sum rap shit

IM DRUNK
omg idk who i called or wat i said i <3 every1!!!!!!! u and u and u I <3 YOU!!!!! life is gr888888 i should go have sum more FUNNNNN hre is ur entyry danielle i <3 my chub and dave and danielle and michelle and richelle PEACE!!!
~much luv~
Jess

2 . | <3

:: 2004 21 February :: 8.59pm
:: Mood: i feel... chubby

the world is my stage, and i'm its performer.
work was cool. i * jay. (lol i got the star from kayli, thats s0o her thing)
i got into work and it sucked cuz all these new ppl are there, and they just... are annoying. but michael came in. thank goodness. but he has a real problem with keeping his body parts to himself. dragging me around forcing me to go with him to get carts. attempting to trip me, mimicking me, trying to give me a back rub (i got his hands off like a good girl). but anyways, yes, jay was working and i walked up to him, gave him a hug, (the guy is so tall that i'm like only up 2 his waste) but he gently kissed the top of my head, u know those kisses that fathers are supposed to give u... thats wut it was, and it just made me feel good. <3 but then i came home and fell asleep oops. jonah n i were going to make plans, but when i woke up, it wuz too late. i didn't mean to, i wish i could see him. i wanna car so badly. o well. now i am sitting here, i just figured out how 2 work livejournal s0o... go and visit. <3
CLiCK hErE 2 ViSiT!

alrighty, i'm out. ttyl xoxo

:: 2004 21 February :: 2.46pm

carwash was canceled..now i gotta write this paper!!!!!!!!!! ayyyy..somebody save me from my homework!

1 . | <3

:: 2004 21 February :: 9.51am
:: Music: michelle branch- id rahter be in love

"i had a moley butt."
heh.
fun week.
greta and i had a fight in spanish. contains explicit content. perhaps i will post one day. i have it saved. :P
yesterday we had a cheese tasting party in french class.ilovecheese:D
and played with fire in chemistry ;)
me and rachie went to wendys & then skurd liz at her house & ate all her orange chocolate. :D. hung out there for the night. interresting, funny funny developments. :P
the rest of the weekend: research paper, spanish packet, reading economics and studying chemistry. lovely.
with all these little brochures and stuff all the colleges are sending me, im starting to think. that if theres so many different ones out there, why would i want to just flock to UF with the rest of ib. ? theres so many possibilities out there. where i wont have to see all the people ive known for my entire life, but yet meet a million more people. :/. two sided issue i suppose. UF- familiar faces, full ride, not too far from home. anywhere else- endless possibilities? hmf.

2 . | <3

lifesuxsodanz

:: 2004 20 February :: 9.15pm
:: Mood: tired bored what else is new
:: Music: sum1's using the blender

16 at last
Well the birthday high has pretty much worn off but I can still tell you all about what a happy day it was. It's amazing how good a simple happy birthday can make you feel and I felt good all day. lol the only downside what the amount of people who felt it was necessary to hit/flick/punch me 17 times....ah the pains of getting older...

lol mucho thanks to liz, danielle, heather, and greta for their extreamly entertaining cards lol and all the signs in epstein from "my friends on the other side of the room." Ash wrote me a nice long birthday letter and got me a gift certificate to barnes and noble (which i actually needed desperately) lol jimmy hit me so hard he made up for it by buying me candy in 1st hr lol and john wrote me a "report" on the makings of a perfect birthday it cracked me up. Casey gave me a new slut bracelt cuz I lost the one danielle gave me lol. Michelle is giving me sumthing on saturday and im very curious as to what it is, shs been asking me weird questions all week.

lol Jessica C sang happy birthday all teh way down the 500 hallway @ the top of her lungs after lunch while every1 walked me to my locker....coulda done without that one but thats jess. Stats was funny but dr. baum kept picking on me lol.

baum: happy birthday heres ur test
me:ohh is it going to make me sad
baum: no you got an 83
me: omg look danielle i did it all by myself this time!
baum: as opposed to what cheating?? you shouldnt say that when im staning right here

...lol whoops

After school we picked up ashley and went to the towncenter mall where I got my new tiffany's necklace. It's pretty It's a double silver chain with the infinity symbol on it. lol danielle had to IBfy it by saying it looked lyk the alpha symbol we use in stat. Then we went to a cuban restaurant in delray cuz i've been craving cuban. It wasnt as good as usual but it was still good. and it felt good to spend sum real quality time with ashley like we havnt in a while. lol we had an interesting time trying to guess what all the food in the sampler was made of.....ill seriously eat NEthing.

my EE friends parents are going out of town again this weekend so were having a lil...partay partially in my honor. should be fun it usually is. I won't bore you NE further thx to all who made my bday a good one!

~much luv~
Jess

:: 2004 20 February :: 8.10pm
:: Mood: juss woke up
:: Music: this love

BUSY WEEKEND!!
TODAY: try n do homework

TOMORROW: car wash w/ amara n amy. then babysit at night til 1 or 2 in the AM..money!!

SUNDAY: go to amara's w/ chicas..n then later have sameen meet us...

but now i must go eat for i just woke up off the couch. lol

boricuababy

:: 2004 20 February :: 5.37pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: salt shaker-ying yang twins

::HUGE SMILE::
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! today wuz THE BEST DAY!!! lol..wow..i'm sooooo happy!!! who wudda thot?? hehe..yay!! can't wait till monday in p.e...:D

6 . | <3

spinoangel

:: 2004 20 February :: 1.22am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: jason wade - "you belong to me"

i . sigh .
i updated in livejournal if you care to see it.

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

guess i'm kinda normal after all.
<3 * shrug *

2 . | <3

:: 2004 19 February :: 10.57pm
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: Thru the Rain - Mariah Carey

the old guy at the stop light with the awsum scooter. w00t!
once again, i have typed in [woohu.com] without realizing it. lol danielle. while i'm here, i might as well update.

so, i'm thinking twice about this whole IB thing, its really not for me.

Chem- F
Spanish- D
English- A
Bio- B
Stats- D
Econ- B
Art Hist- B

the saddest thing is, i've studied my ass off. yet i can't seem to do anything right here in getting these grades. i just studied for chem... all thats running in my head right now is a bunch of formulas and theories

kinetic energy theory of gas particles-- they are always moving staying in a straight line until they collide with something and the particles are always exerted because the higher the kinetic energy the pressure, effusion is when u have particles leaking out of a container, diffusion is when 2 gases are mixed and in random motion, boyle's law (pressure ^, volume down P&V), gay lussac's law (P&T), charles law(V&T), ideal law(PV=nRT), combined gas law(PV/T), find mass= mass X r X temp over pressure & volume, if T2 is greater than T1 the average will shift to the right, rate of effusion A over rate of effusion B.

that wuz all from memory. be proud. now for art history... i must go back and study.

to save those of u from looking this up:
Jimmy Carter - 1st pres. born in a hospital.
Gerald Ford - aka Leslie Lynch King Jr.

i hate IB. i love pink lemonade, my friends, my family & my boyfriend. hmmm... i wanna learn how to work livejournal so i can switch there. <3 goodnight, sweet dreams and good luck.

3 . | <3

:: 2004 19 February :: 6.14pm
:: Music: jason wade- you belong to me

running gives me energy during day. and sleep at night. and puts me in shape. why didnt i think of it sooner?
school was bearable. sleepy. COLD. very cold. 4 layers of clothes kind of cold. burr.
speaking of cold. today in one month. i will be in a cold place. but i will be warm with my love by my side :D
icantwait.

:: 2004 18 February :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: amazing.
:: Music: cupid - 112

Dmx504boyz: bri u know i love u rite?
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: always know & never forget
Dmx504boyz: cus i do i love u with all my heart and ill never stop loving u for as long as i live

alwaysfalling

:: 2004 18 February :: 11.04pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: switchfoot - let that be enough

hello world.
i haven't updated in oh... 6 days? yeah danielle doesn't seem to have anything really interesting to write about. so i guess this entry will just be randomosity of what has been going on in my life since the last time.

past weekend = more than wonderful... almost perfect. time with tina and the great family i love so very much.
-walt disney and god talks
-marjuana talks with drunken aunt
-seeing megan
-megan telling me that i will never be dependent on a guy b/c of my mom :)
-talking with grandma
-emily and her 4 year oldness
-hearing my uncle from n.y tell me that i'm not a little girl anymore and just a lady
-sarcasm that i thought was not sarcasm at all and got laughed at it for
-watching donnie darko with my younger boy cousins
-getting a really cute bathing suit from my aunt for who knows what
-"orgasmic" french dessert
-uncle playing my guitar
-burning a million cds
-the laughs i got from "50 First Dates"

oh what a wonderful weekend it was. then i came back to school on tuesday and led the boring life of a student. i think i did bad on my government and stats tests. *shrug* nothing i can do now, just gotta try harder next time.

danielle should be sleeping right now. why isn't she? oh yeah because she falls asleep as soon as she gets home and no one wakes her up and she ends up getting up at 8:15 PM. i'm so not sleepy. so i guess i will blabber on some more.

i think i've finally decided to stop persuing things that will never come. my cousin kept saying this weekend that god will give you the deepest desires of your heart. i have one desire that is deep in my heart that i have had for a while now that hasn't been met. i guess it is all in time but i really wish that i could have that guy in my life. just for once in my life how i would love to like a guy, start talking with him, and then he automatically like me back. that would be in danielle's utopia. i'm happy with life though, but just that one extra thing could make it fantastic.

on another topic... california is what i need right now. simple fun with tina and her family minus her brother and not getting any calls from my mom saying, "i'm coming to get you." no one is going to ruin the fun i will have there. it's gonna be a great vacation.

i hope everyone is having a great week. didn't you like all the blabbering? oh how i know you did. see ya!

love.

wish i had what i needed to be on my own
cause i feel so deflated and
i'm feeling alone and
it all seems so helpless and
i have no plans
i'm a plane in the sunset with nowhere to land
and all i see
it could never make me happy and
all my sandcastles spend their time collapsing

let me know that you hear me
let me know your touch
let me know that you love me and
let that be enough

lizzy

:: 2004 18 February :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Newlyweds theme song...

Until death do us part...
Let's see yesterday was a tiring, yucky day. But today was a lot better, at least afternoon. On the bus i had fun dancing with my sammy, looking at the last year's loggers yrbook, and talking about "hummers". lol. then after katherine, rach, christini, and i went running. Running has become like my new fav thing. I like it a lot, esp with my gurls. We ran...got wendys...ran back, as our motivation to eat! lol. Then after, christini rach and i hung out which was a lot of fun. nipples. bats. yeaaaa...lol. It was good bonding time which i def needed :) thanks girls. now i am sleepy. and depressed that ryan and marissa might not get back together :-/ eh.

5 . | <3

spinoangel

:: 2004 18 February :: 7.59pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: madonna - "take a bow"

nice ballad for my soothing sense of self.
couldnt love my friends more. a nice day with many smiles.

siiiiiiiigh. i feel like i need to be doing homework. hmm? i just hope epstein forgets we have to write a bill.

altan is excited for danielle and ashley to help him change his lifestyle for the better. lol. cute.

and so. since altan is comforming a bit to become the best he can for me, i shall try to lose weight.

do not worry.

this song has helped me feel a lot better.

i've always been in love with you
i guess you've always known it's true

:: 2004 18 February :: 7.15pm
:: Music: deathcab for cutie

gumbi is green. yesyesyes.
i went running today. with kat and rach and liz. and ___'s nipple, singular. got hard. heh. we got food to motivate us to run back. yum. weekly ritual from now on.

note. i had a lot of energy today post chemistry. i think that after sleeping through a class i refresh, resulting in , me. :D

3 . | <3

:: 2004 18 February :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: in pain...
:: Music: yea- usher n lil john

PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME..
hey all!! que paso?? juss got home..lets review my day, shall we?

morning: ran after bus..FELL DOWN..ripped jeans, bloody knees..couldnt bend them all day!! for some reason she decided to come 7 minutes early! no body was even on the bus..but lucky me- i made it..heh.

went to the clinic got some bandaidsthen cleaned up(sorta) in first hour..

math..took a test..i think i did OK

chem- yea, there def. wasnt a test! but it was fun..amara wouldnt let me do anything!! but i appreciate it lol..even tho im not dying..:D

lunch- split fries with amycita..yumm

art history- worked in groups..carlos, kaila, n briana..then the kaila n briana left..so i made carlos do the presentation..thanks mucho!! then it smelt really badddddd!!! but i still had a good time..

then it was time for the pb&j-a-thon...with amara, amy, n greta..it was much fun gettin sticky..but hey- we helped lil kids..lol then we went home..and i is here now...

i have a friend comin over later..i guess that about covers it..ttyl xoxo