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2006 29 January :: 10.20pm
You can only say yes or no.
You are not allowed to explain anything.
1. Taken a picture naked? yes
2. Painted your room? yes
3. Kissed a member of the same sex? yes
4. Drove a car? Yes
5. Danced in front of your mirror? yes
6. Have a crush? Yes
7. Been dumped? Yes
8. Stole money from a friend? no
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? no
10. Been in a fist fight? no
11. Snuck out of the house? No
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Yes
13. Been arrested? No
14. Made out with a stranger? No
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Yes
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? Yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? no
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? yes
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yes
20. Seen someone die? yes
21. Been on a plane? Yes
22. Kissed a picture? yes
23. Slept in until 3? yes
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? Yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yes
26. Made a snow angel? yes
27. Played dress up? Yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? yes
29. Been lonely? Yes
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? yes
31. Been to a club? no
32. Felt an earthquake? no
33. Touched a snake? Yes
34. Ran a red light? Yes
35. Been suspended from school? no
36. Had detention? yes
37. Been in a car accident? Yes
38. Hated the way you look? Yes
39. Witnessed a crime? yes
40. Pole danced? No
41. Been lost? Yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? yes
43. Felt like dying? yes
44. Cried yourself to sleep? Yes
46. Sang karaoke? no
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes
50. Kissed in the rain? yes
51. Sang in the shower? Yes
52. Made love in a park? no
53. Had a dream that you married someone? Yes
54. Glued your hand to something? no
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? No
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? No
57. Been a cheerleader? yes
58. Sat on a roof top? no
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? no
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes
61. Played chicken? No
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
64. Broken a bone? No
65. Been easily amused? Yes
66. Laugh so hard you cry? Yes
67. Mooned/flashed someone? yes
68. Cheated on a test? yes
69. Forgotten someone's name? Yes
70. Been to a bar? Yes
71. Anyone offer you a drink? no
73. Blacked out from drinking? no
74. Played a prank on someone? Yes
75. Been to a late night movie? yes
76. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? yes
77. Failed a class? yes
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? no
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? no
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? YES ;-)
82. Thrown strange objects? no
83. Felt like killing someone? no
84. Felt like running away? Yes
85. Ran away? no
86. Did drugs? yes
87. Had detention and not attend it? yes
89. Made a parent cry? no
90. Cried over someone? Yes
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? no
92. Dated someone more than once? yes
93. Had/Have a dog? Yes
95. Own(ed) an instrument? yes
96. Been in a band? No
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? No
98. Broken a CD? yes
99. Shot a gun? yes
100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends? no
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sugarmouse0587
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2006 28 January :: 2.14pm
ho hum pigs bum.
that was stupid. whatever.
it's bien though. muy bien.
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2006 28 January :: 1.34pm
UGHGHGHGHGHGHG I HATE PEOPLE!!!
and i'm getting so sick of YOU!
stop assuming things and actually do something. gawd you drive me up the wall in the worst ways sometimes. actually fucking just do something
and nothign is gona get better.
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2006 28 January :: 12.01pm
:: Music: Panic! At The Disco- Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks
Prescribed pills to offset the shakes...to offset the pills you know you should take...um...take it a day at a time...
AhhHHHH
Yesterday I was stranded at Best Buy so I walked to Char's. AHHH!
I bought The Office! YAYYYYY
and I bought The Notebook.
Tonight's going to be fun!!!!
Birthday surprise for Charlie-yo. <3<3
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Fix a vice with a vice
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2006 27 January :: 6.17pm
:: Mood: crappy
well i guess that's the end for us!!
it's been hard and i guess it wasnt worth it afterall
and please note all of this is entirely untrue and i'm saying it out of extreme spite.
and look who just called
see. what'd i tell you? i'm totally just saying it cuz i'm mad. after we fight
and there he goes calling me to talk. right in the middle of the entry i'm writing purely because i'm mad at him and we say we're going to end it. see there he goes messing up my entry. now none of it's relevant.
and look he wants to be with me
and i'm all smiley because this is dumb.
uggggggggggggggggggggh take me home with you.
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2006 27 January :: 12.40pm
we are trying to get internet at my house finally. . .
but it's not going very well. we got some virus on our computer and randy was supposed to fix it but he was a no show last night.
perhaps i wasn't meant to have internet anyway.
it's like some sort of curse on my head for all of those murders i helped becca with. like seriously, i knew when she showed up at my door with a couple giant garbage bags, a pair of shovels, a flashlight, and a chainsaw that i should have simply said i was in the middle of dinner.
but no, i HAD to go along with her demonic plan.
now i'll never have the internet and i'll probably fail physics because of it. my crazy professor, he loves to point out the fact that i am at a disadvantage because of my stone-age life style.
so while i continue living in a cave, will someone please come and shine some light on me. unless you are rebecca with a couple candles at hand along with directions to the nearest grave yard. . .
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2006 26 January :: 11.37pm
haha
you make me sick!
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2006 26 January :: 10.14pm
ughghghhghg right
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2006 26 January :: 2.01pm
So I finally got around to seeing the Notebook. Wow. I haven't cried so much during a movie before. It's just so sad. :-(
I have class today but I'm sick. I must be dying or something. I've been in a really really good mood and I enjoy being at home. I'm not annoyed with my puppies, they're actually pretty fun :-) And I am making dinner tonight. I just enjoy taking it slow right now and taking everything in. Like I said...I must be dying.
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2006 25 January :: 4.52pm
I'm really happy with life right now. Everything is great. For once it just feels like things are balanced.
I'm proud of what I've accomplished too. I can't believe (it seems) like my first year is almost done. It just feels like it's going fast. It's a good feeling though, I'd like to get out as soon as I can. But I really like it. I've paid off my own car. $5000. That felt good. I've got a great job and am gaining more and more experience. I made the Dean's list. I like being home and relaxing and actually have time for that. I'm with the man I love and we've got a great future ahead of us. I have great friends. I love my classes. I'm just overall very satisfied.
I went to Spectrum today and learned a lot. I guess there's a job opening, but it's third shift. I may take it...who knows. It'd definitely be an experience. But until my classes are over I'd only get 4 hours of sleep w/both my jobs and classes. That wouldn't be so great.
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2006 25 January :: 10.45am
people astonish me in the absolute worst way possible.
i hate it here.
and i hate you
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2006 25 January :: 7.15am
ughghhghgghhghghghhgh alll you stupid people ughghghghhghgh
i'm never taking it for granted anymore. way too many stupid people do. ughghghgh
sdgas
dglksadg
sldkgj;sldkfsd;f
i can tell today everything is going to piss me off.
i miss roman and for real this time i wont see him for... let see: not this week not next week not the next week after that but the next WEEKEND after that i will see him.
fuck this.
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2006 24 January :: 2.48pm
i begged you not to go i begged i pleaded
no new years day. to celebrate . no chocolate covered candy hearts to give away
lalalalala
i just called to say i love you
i just called to say how much i cared
i just callded to say i love you
and i mean it from the bottom of my heart
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
i hate school i'm gonna bust some mofos up.
.Noferreal.
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2006 24 January :: 11.04am
winter is too long.
and cold.
it's so wierd you wouldn't think that all this snow would make it cold outside. . .
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2006 23 January :: 12.25pm
brokeback mountain. real downer. i couldn't sleep last night. i was that upset. i'm sill kind of in a funk about it.
i needs me peepers.
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2006 21 January :: 1.05pm
Yikes.
Hmm....
Work in 2 hours. :-/ my elbow hurts for some reason.
Oh, driving was so crappy this morning. I got home around 1:30 or so. It took me FOREVER and I took all back-roads cause I didn't want to crash on the expressway again. So scary.
So I watch the news and it was so funny. They were showing a livecam of the s-curve and how bad the roads were. Then they said that it hasn't stopped people in grand rapids from enjoying their night. And they showed this clip of a clerk getting robbed! Whoops. hahaha they go "Oops, we'd like to apologize that was the wrong clip!"
2 papers to write tomorrow then Monday we have a tour of Spectrum Health.
And tonight I get out at midnight or later. whoo!
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2006 20 January :: 9.26pm
i am in a really bad mood right now...
i have to go to lazer skate in like 5 minutes and work the entire night at all nighter and for what? ... to earn about 50 fucking bucks.
i swear i should just become a prostitute i'd make so much more money. seriously i can't even believe myself that i'm staying up an entire night working for only 50 or 60 dollars.
and then.. tomorrow , i have to babysit. can you believe it. right
and then Sunday to top it all off......................... the day i'm supposed to see roman ONCE A FRICKEN WEEK
we're not even seeing each other this week
oh but next week
well next week
we wont see each other either
and probably not the fucking week after that until he gets his first paycheck at his new job down there
god i'm gonna fucking cry i know i'm trying to be freaking strong or WHATEVER but hey it's not working when i dont see him for more than a fucking week.
So yeah i guess what i'm saying is i HATE lack of money and i HATE not seeing roman so dont take seeing your loved one for granted okay.
ughasdlgkjasdl;gkjsdgl;kasjdgl;jasdgl;jl; jwhat a fucking shitty day.
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2006 20 January :: 12.14pm
does anyone else feel a little weird when they are in a computer lab and the clicks on your keyboard are quite a bit more spaced out than blazing fingers next to you?
whatever.
so i decided to go into pharmacy, and i talked to the councler yesterday. turns out that i need to take 2 bios and a microbio all with labs. 6 chem. classes with labs, and calc.
sometimes i think that i have the worst ideas ever. how in the hell am i supposed to complete that without going completely insane???
basically my life is going to suck for the next six to eight years. by the time i actually have my degree i wont have any hair. just clumps of it stuck in my fingernails.
no but, calc is going to be fun right? ha ha hhhhhhhhhh.
ok so it's not. whatever.
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2006 19 January :: 6.24pm
Oh my goodness! AHHHHHH It's killing me!
I just got a letter from GFS (Gordon Food Service) asking for chefs to work in their test kitchen. That was the job I was striving for! And get this:
$20/hr.
For only 4 weeks of the year, we choose which weeks. For 10 hours a day.
Add that all up, that's $1000 a week! $4000 a month.
And so I'm writing them back. I would love to work there. But I don't have all my years in yet for the requirement. But I'm writing them anyway so they keep me in mind for the future. I would've been able to work both jobs, too.
Dang.
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2006 19 January :: 2.46pm
i don't know. ugh. i don't feel good enough. tonight's going to be fun though.
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2006 18 January :: 8.42pm
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie- Passenger Seat
Wow. Crazy stuff happened today. I feel kinda bad... Oh well.
Char and I had fun today. It was just overall a really good time. I think we needed to laugh more. So that was good. :-)
We're in love. It's nice. I got some pics developed today, here's a creepy one I took...
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2006 18 January :: 6.54pm
so i figured out what i hate so incredibly much
and i would never do that to any of you so i really hope karma comes back to you to get you what you deserve.
ughghghghg
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2006 17 January :: 10.14pm
lol hahaha omg. jess i have something to tell you. omg............. rarr.
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2006 17 January :: 9.34pm
Tomorrow class is at 7:30. AHHH. Then Charlie and I are going out to breakfast together. Yippers. :-)
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2006 17 January :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: Painful
Well, my back isn't getting any better, if anything, it's getting worse. I might have to get a skin graph and some surgery done. we're suing the insurance company and the city of fort myers.. I had a meeting this morning with a lady from the insurance company and we talked about what happened and everything. I wish we could just get this all over with. This incident might just make me rich though. Last night I was really, really fucked up, i had to take these pills and i was puking and i couldnt even walk. I woke up this morning not able to walk or move really. I hope to god I get better soon.
On another note, I guess we're moving to Tennessee in a week or so. I don't really want to but that's what we're doing anyways. Yesterday we just got brand new 4-wheelers and im getting one once we move.
I guess that's about it for now. later.
Brad
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2006 17 January :: 3.00pm
I am bored. Oh so bored. blah blah blah blah blah blah
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2006 17 January :: 11.40am
damn ice. im greatful school was canceled... but if it would have been snowing i would have checked the weather BEFORE i got ready (well ready as in washed my face and brushed my teeth.... but STILL awake enough to be angry about getting up) this is ridiculous. middle of winter and it rains. psh.
i was watching the news this morning....
"a chocolate new orleans?" are you kidding me! why is it that racism starts at the top of the chain?! pathetic.
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2006 16 January :: 10.53pm
:: Music: Hawthorne Heights- Dissolve and Decay
Man I love you Charlie. <3
Today was kind of relaxing. I feel bad for not really working or anything...
Got up at 6 though (i haven't gotten up at 6 in almost a year!) Went to class, (i can tell Intro to Hosp. is going to be GREAT!), then got out of class around 8:10. Went home and slept then went to Charlie's and had a lot of fun :-) Now I'm watching the Bachelor. hahaha.
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2006 16 January :: 9.10pm
okay, is this odd?
"It's no exaggeration to say that the pain and desperation of cluster headaches have actually led to suicides."
...orrrrr what? lol. i'm dumb sorry.
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