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2004 4 June :: 9.13 pm
Shannon is the sweetest girl I know! The girl just brought me a slurpie, just to be nice.! I love that girl soooo much! I love you Shea!!! :) *Fluck it!* hehe
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2004 4 June :: 8.38 pm
All I have to say is it takes two to tango, and if you want it bad enough, you'll work for it too. Otherwise I'm not doing anything, untill you do. I care yes, but not enough to let you walk all over me.
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2004 4 June :: 8.12 pm
AHHHHHHHHH
So I go outside to grab my duffle bag out of the van because I left in in there from a few nights ago when me and my dad went to Champion. Well my bag was open and my shoes had fallen out, so I'm putting them back in, looking at what else in my bag, and all of a sudden I hear a hissing type sounds, and my first thought is "Omg what if there is a snake behind me...." (if anyone of you know me, you know that I'm deadly afaid of snakes) and I turn around, and guess what? THERES A SNAKE LIKE TWO INCHES AWAY FROM MY LEG, and I'm in shorts and a tee shirt...thinking I'm going to fucking die! So I'm like just standing there, my heart is beating a millions beats per second, and I start crying, and it's just right there, hissing at me, with it's little fucking tounge out of it's mouth, and about 2 minutes later my mom and dad come outside, becuase they were going out for their anniversary...and my dad is like what are you doing, and I'm just standing there stiff as a rock...crying..and then my dad scared it away. Oh My god, I hate snakes so damn much!!!! ughdflkajsdflkjasdlkf I almost friecken pissed my pants! jakdfjalkfjlkasjfd I hate snakes soooo much! i'm not going outside for al ong time! lollfjalkjflk;asjfl;kasjdfklajsdf
yeah, that was scary.
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2004 4 June :: 7.03 pm
Basics. | Name.: | Jess | Age.: | 15 | Parents Names and Ages.: | Steve and Nancy, umm just a guess but 42-43 | Siblings Names and Ages..: | Katti-21 and nick -17 | Car Currently Driven.: | Hmm that'd be nice, IF I could drive! | Current Residence.: | 6772 Wildwood Ct. , my parents home | Born Where.: | Butterworth Hospital | How many cities have you lived in?: | two | Countries traveled to?: | none | School?: | one | Best Friend(s)?: | Jess, and I have a few other | Dislike Who(m)?: | eminem | Crush?: | bakjflajdfklajsf | Love?: | I'm not in love | Friends... | Funniest?: | Jess | Wierdest?: | Amanda | Always the Most Drunk?: | Katie and Katie | Is going to die from drinking and driving?: | ...i dont know...i hope none | Shyest?: | Cass | Most Talkative?: | Linds | Quietest?: | Shannon | Horniest?: | Kate | Hottest?: | Dan or Mike | Ugliest? (come onnn answer it!): | no... | Most Annoying?: | noo... | Craziest?: | Kate | Eats a crapload?: | haha | Always will be there for you?: | Jess | First... | Bike?: | a pink bike with those extra wheels | Best Friend?: | Jess, hey what do you know, we're still bestfriend | Memory of Something?: | going to chuckie cheese? | Kiss?: | Kyle Harper | Break up?: | Zak something in 4th grade | Pet?: | Traper our dalmation | Funeral?: | My Great Grandma Jess | Piercing/Tattoo?: | my first holes in my ears | Voted for?: | me and jess for bestfriend, mock elections, 8th grade | Apartment/House?: | the one I was born into | Love?: | I've never been in love | Heart Break?: | ....um...Tyler Baurer 8th grade | Sport Played?: | Basketball | Rejection?: | Zach Garnsey, 3rd grade | Most Recent... | Movie seen?: | The Day after Tomorrow | Book read?: | Gossip Girl | Cuss word?: | Fuck | Food eaten?: | jello | Drink drinken?: | water | Crush?: | Dan or Mike | Phone call?: | Devon | Tv Show watched?: | Real World | Time you showered?: | when I got home from work 3 hours ago | Item bought?: | mascara at rite aid today | Annoyance?: | work | Dissapointment?: | fighting | Happy moment?: | thinking for a second things might be okay again | Words Spoken?: | "Get away from me Pepper, go lie down" | Time you slept?: | I went to bed last night,a nd woke up at 5 for work this morning. | IM?: | Mike | time wanting to die?: | Last week | time in love?: | never been in love | hug?: | Willma | kiss?: | I dont kiss and tell | underwaer worn?: | my blue sparkley ones | Random. | What illegal drugs have you done?: | none | Who have you made out with on your buddy list?: | none of your buisness | What's the biggest lie you've told?: | good question.. | Most embarrassing moment?: | ripping my pants at Tyler's | Biggest Guilty Pleasure?: | haha the chair in that basment | Wierdest favorite food?: | grapes | Ever made out with more than one person in 24 hours?: | I dont think so | Ever had sex with more than one person in 24 hours?: | I'm a virgin | Ever been on tv?: | yes | What's the craziest thing you've done drunk?: | I dunno | Stupidest?: | Screamed pussya million times when me katie and katie hung out on her birthday | Favorite Cartoon when little?: | Power Rangers, and I'll be the only one to admit to it! | What makes you cry?: | thinking about when I mess up | What makes you smile?: | being with my friends | What's goin onnnn?! | Reach farrr to your right. what're you touching?: | nothing | Reach farrr to your left. what're you touching now?: | computer modem | If you fell backwards right now what would you hit & how bad would it hurt?: | Pepper sleeping ont he floor, and it'd hurt her more than it would hurt me | Grab a book. Page 183. Line 14. Write the whole sentence.: | um how bout no | Would you like to tell me another sentence that is betteR? go for it.: | nope | Why are you still doing this survey?: | because im bored | Kick your leg out as hard as you can. What just happened?: | umm...no again, if I did my leg would smash into the computer desk | Go to bathroom, reach under sink without looking. What do you grab?i: | no | What do you have hidden in your room from your parents?: | ...katies b-day present | Is there anything odd on your roof? you know we often don't look up.: | umm no...just a satellite dish | What's the wierdest thing in your fridge right now?: | something my mom made for dinner | Do you have an imaginary friend? Introduce us. NOW.: | no | If you don't have one, would you like one?: | no | What memories of boogers do you have from your youth?: | i dont | In your childhood, what did you frame your siblings for that you did?: | pulling down the blinds in mine and my sisters room | What would you do in timeout when your mom wasn't looking?: | ...run away? | Would you sleep in timeout all night long to get your way?: | no | backyard tragedies in your childhood?: | getting hit with a baseball | ever been attacked by an animal?: | lol only my brother | where was the coolest hangout when you were younger?wish you could go back?: | chuckie chesse's | furthest place traveled?: | flordia, new york, north carolina.. I dunno | something you wish I had asked and its answer.: | idk | anything else you want to get off your chest?: | that I'm bored |
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2004 4 June :: 4.56 pm
:: Music: Mandy Moore-Have a little faith in me
Work Sucks
Let's just say I hate work!!! I really really really hate it! It just totally sucks, and I'm so un-happy when I'm there, for a full 8 hours. I want to kill everyone I'm around when I'm there. I just hate it, and time goes bye so slow, and the day feels sooooooo friecken long! ahhh...oh well, good thing I don't have to work for a while.
I'm hanging out with Mike Hudson and Devon tonight, if we can get ahold of Devon. It should be fun, I just want to do something after work. Have some fun.
I'm going shopping tomorrow yay! :)
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2004 3 June :: 8.23 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Seether-Broken
So school's over, and I'm not really happy, I'm not really sad, more so just relieved. This year has been the worse year I think I can remember, and I just want to forget about it. Maybe not forget, but move on. Then again I'm afraid the summer is going to make it more complicated.
I can tell that I hate work already. Tomorrow I have to work from 7 in the morning till 5 in the afternoon, and I don't even like anyone there. ughh oh well, it pays, that's all that matters. I'll deal with it.
I just wanted you to know, I love the way you laugh. I want to hold you high, and steal your pain. Cos I'm broken, when I'm open. And I let you get away. I don't feel strong enough ..anymore. The worst is over, we can breathe now.
I only hope.
You don't even see how you make me feel. I feel like nothing I do is good enough for either one of you. I try so hard to please you, to the point where I just feel like giving up, where I just don't see the point anymore. You never come to support me in anything, unless you count showing up at a softball game, just to leave 10 minutes later. I don't know if you've realized, but not once in my life have I ever heard the words "I'm proud of you" come out of either of your mouths. You want me to open up to you, to tell you things, but how can I when you look down on me for everything? Things you dont even know, better yet understand. I look at how you treat him, and it makes me sick to my stomach because I know how selfish he is, and I do everything you ask of me, and still you don't trust me, you still act like I've done everything to make you question my motives. I just can't take it anymore. I don't even want to talk to you , or look at either you when I'm home. I just want to be in a different room than you, I just want to ignore every word you say to me, so I don't take the chance of letting something get me down, because I don't need any of it, espically from my own parents.
I think this was the first year I wasn't too concerned about saying goodbye to people, because I just want to get away from everyone. I think when I'm not happy, I run away from people and I run away from my problems, causing more. ehh..I dunno, I'll see everybody again next year. I'm not too concerned. I said goodbye to Lindsey, cos I'll hardly talk to her all summer, but that's it.
Promise me that when I can't find the strength to pick myself up, when I have nothing left but tears, that you'll be there. I know you always say you will be, and I always think you to be honest, just please promise me.
Well next week me and Jess are going to Cedar Point, god I cannot wait! I look forward to Cedar Point all summer! It's mine and Jess's tradition now. 3 years! But this year I don't think we'll put the fake tanning to use. Lol, to say the least.
I love you.
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2004 2 June :: 9.02 pm
I've been listening to this song all day...
Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
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2004 2 June :: 7.42 pm
My life is falling apart, and I'm just watching the pieces drop to the ground, and there's nothing I can do.
I don't feel like myself, and everything just makes me feel so angry, hurt , and sad. What the fuck is that matter with me?!?
That new song "Broken" , makes me cry. It so pretty.
Yeah off to just fucking hate everything even more and cry till I get another fucking headache.
This isn't even fair.
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2004 1 June :: 7.29 pm
:: Mood: sad
I just dont know what to do
I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to prove anything that I feel inside to you, I just don't know. And i'm afraid if I don't do something soon, it'll be completely out of reach, and I'm afaid if I do , it wont matter and I'll just make things worse. I just dont know.
I have never hurt this much about something like this, in mylife. Each breath just gets worse, and you dont even care. Which makes the next step ten times harder to make.
Why can't I just fucking shut my mouth. I am such a bitch, god, I'd probably hate myself too.
God I'm so sorry.
Ughh anyway, me and Jess went for a run, then we jumped in the pool, and omg it was sooooooooooooooooo cold! Holy shit! lol but it was fun! So tonight were going to stay up all night, and just wake up tomorrow go to school come home, and hang out. Fun fun. I don't know what I would of done w/out Jess today, I'm broken inside and as much as I try to not let it show to anyone, the only person I can just let it not run through my head every second, of every moment, has been when I'm hanging out with Jess. So I'm glad, she's here for me all night .
I'm so scared to even think about how terriable things could get from this point on. Everything's falling apart, and I have no one here, to catch me. No oneI want there. No offense. Right Now Jess is the only person I want to be around because I'm afraid of hurting someone else. And Jess , it wont happen.
I have never felt like such a bad person in my life, like I do now. All I want to do is just break down and cry, and I am trying so hard to just pull it together. Espically when you're around.
akdjfkadjflkj I'm so sorry
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2004 31 May :: 9.25 pm
current clothing: | Shorts and a tee-shirt | current mood: | stressed | current taste: | grapes | current hair: | Down and Straight | current annoyance: | that everything has to be so damn confusing | current smell: | grapes | current thing you ought to be doing: | studying for biology | current jewelry: | Shell necklace, and watch. | current book: | Gossip girl | current refreshment: | Water | current worry: | If things will ever just be okay. | current crush: | Dan | current favorite celebrity: | Kenny Chesney | current longing: | to just talk to you | current music: | Hoobastank-The reason, I'm really getting sick of this song | current wish: | That you would just call | current lyric in your head: | "Let's start this over, it's not like we're dead. Was it something you did, was it something I said?" | current makeup (if you're a girl!): | none, unless you consider chap stick make up? | current undergarments: | the usual lol | current regret: | letting you hate me | current desktop picture: | picture of me jess and andy | current plans for tonight/weekend: | tonight-sleep, this weekend-leave | current cuss word du jour: | fuck | current disappointment: | that I let you and myself down | current amusement: | kevin | current IM/person you're talking to: | kevin and kevin, ha how cute | current love: | pepper | current obsession: | downloading music | current avoidance: | talking to you, may cause you to hate me more | current thing or things on your wall: | awards, pictures, posters of kenny chesney, and umm..stars | current favorite book: | a walk to remember | current favorite movie: | a walk to remember |
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You Die.... | If you go to Heavan, What does God say to You?: | I guess I'll have to tell you when I find out. | If not, What does the Devil say?: | I hope I'll never know. | How Did you Die?: | umm what? | Who gave your eulegy?: | Jess | Buried, Cremated, or shipped off to sea?: | I really dont care, it's just a dead body. | Random Thoughts.... | Love someone and Never be Loved? Or be Loved, and never Love someone?: | love someone and never be loved | Hatefully remembered? Or Forgotten?: | forgotten | Blind of Deaf? Why?: | blind, because then I would prob. fall in love easier and I could still hear music | Lose a Limb....(what is it?): | i dunno | Date an actor or an artist? Why?: | artist, because how would you know if the actor was just acting with you or not? | More Important.... | Loyalty or Respect?: | loyalty | Passion or Attraction?: | passion | Great Sex, or Great Dates?: | great dates | You... | Do you believe in Passion?: | yes | In Yourself?: | yes |
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what make is your computer?: | dell something | what color is your computer?: | white | do you have a scanner?: | yes | ...digital camera?: | yes | ...cd burner?: | yes | how fast is your internet connection?: | slow | do you have dial-up, cable, etc.?: | dial up | how much RAM do you have?: | I dunno | what browser do you use?: | huh | do you download mp3s? from where?: | yes, winapmx | how much of your memory is currently used up?: | a lot | do you have a ZIP drive?: | i dunno | how many CD-ROMS do you have installed?: | ehh...? | how many hard drives do you have?: | um what? | what year did you first get online?: | probably like 1998-19887 | what site is the first site you ever remember visiting?: | who the hell do i know, prob. hotmail | do you have a website? where?: | no, but I love woohu ;) |
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Which One? | peanut butter or jelly?: | peanut butter | coke or pepsi?: | pepsi | walnuts or peanuts?: | peanus | rain or snow?: | rain | kiss or hug?: | kiss | aol or msn?: | msn | rap or rock?: | rap | school or work?: | work | turkey or chicken?: | turkey | stuffing or cranberry sauce?: | stuffing | sierra mist or sprite?: | sierra mist | Britney or chistina?: | Christina | ja rule or ludacris?: | Ludacris | Boys or girls?: | boys | Ashton Or Bam?: | Ashton | Steveo or Johnny?: | Steveo | Jackass or Wild Boys?: | Jackass | radio or tv?: | tv | socks or shoes?: | socks | shorts or pants?: | shorts | jeans or sweats?: | jeans | black or blue?: | blue | pink or red?: | red | yellow or green?: | green | rings or bracelets: | bracelets | hair Up or down?: | down | short or long?(hair): | long | dark or light?: | light | freezing or hott?: | hott |
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2004 31 May :: 6.30 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Mandy Moore-Have a little faith in me
HIGHLIGHTS OF MY SOPHMORE YEAR
Hardest Class:Algebra
Easiest Class:English
Funnest Class:T.V. Productions
Best Teacher:Martino
Worse Teacher:Mrs. Ahmed (even tho. I like her)
Best Grade:Geography + Civics
Worse Grade:Algebra, what'd you think?
Broing/Fun lunch:There isn't really a bunch of ppl in A lunch, but me and Jess make it fun.
Detentions:2, that I served anyway.
Best Game:Some game Varsity bb went into overtime and won, oh there was a fight too.
Worse Game:hmm...all the JV football games.
Funnest Dance:One after a bball game.
Newest Friend:Ashley Cooper
Oldest Friend:Jess Wilde
Favorite Memorie:Choir Trip to New York, I had the time of my life! I can't wait to go back when school gets out.
Embarissing Memorie:Making Mitch bring me home from a bball game cos I was crying.
Worse Memorie:When Jess was going to move.
Best School Meal:Subway Day
Worse School Meal:Every other meal.
Best Descion:Stop Caring...have I really done that yet??? hmm...guess not.
Biggest Regret:Not fixing things when I should have. And letting little things get in the way.
Biggest Concern:Not exceling myself.
Smallest Concern:The rest of the year, 3 days.
Friend you wish you still had:Jon
Friend that you are glad you dont have:Mr. Reed wasn't really my friend, but I still hate the man. Not hate, dislike.
Spring Break/Winter Break: Winter Break was better.
Best boyfriend/girlfriend:Tony
Worse boyfriend/girlfriend:Caleb, just because we should of just been friends.
Biggest Fight:Jon or Andy
What was it about:Dumb stuff.
Coolest Trend:who cares??
Dumbest Trend:Hmm how about everyone turning into a slut?? Seems like everyone's a sleeze now days.
Good/Bad Year:Bad
Rate it 1-10 (10 best):4, pretty sad huh?
Well that made me feel like crap. oh well, what can ya do.
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2004 31 May :: 3.22 pm
Me and Jess went and saw The Day After Tomorrow. Lol and Damn did the lady next t me have a lot of friecken perfume on. Holy Crap! Good movie though, kinda scary. Because that stuff, like the earth freezing over scares me because we have no control over it. Ahh anyhoo
I'm starting to think I should get a new woohu journal b/c of bunch of ppl read this and then assume they know what i'm talking about and make even more problems for me. There are like two people who ever really always know what I'm talking about, what's going on. So stop talking to other people, and thinking you understand. Because you don't. but What can ya do. Oh-well life sucks right?
I don't know what to do. It's so hard for me to just say I don't care, because I know I do. And I use to think to myself, of course you care, how could you not, now you really make me think, nothing ever mattered to you. If it did or does why cant you just tell me. Or just tell me it doesn't. For God sake, you were my best friend, doesn't it mean anything? I told you everything, and I can't even bring myself to think that this is going to be the end to everything, if it hasn't been over for a while now anyway. God I just wish I didn't care about all the stuff I do. ughh kajfklajsdlkfj I just need to shut up, and forget about it. That's what everyone else does right?
"Takes two to tango."
Three more days, and then I'm gone ! yay! Tomorrow me Jess, Roman, and Dan are going to the whitecaps game. I'm so happy, I love whitecaps games. And this thing with Dan, could go somewhere. I really hope it does.
I just want summer to be here, so I can get away, and just stop caring about everything I care about here, that no one else seems important, or cares back. I'm tired of hurting because I take things to heart. I'm just tiered of caring all together.
Jess
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2004 30 May :: 10.51 pm
I wish we could just talk, but you probably dont want to listen and i dont blame you.
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2004 30 May :: 8.19 pm
If there's anything you've ever wanted to know about me, i'm sure you kind find it here.
**BASICS** | If you could change your name what would it be?: | I wouldn't, I like the name Jess. | What do you want to be when you grow up?: | I want to be a teacher, and a basketball coach afterschool | Pet Peeves?: | Liars, Players, and when people are mean just to be mean. | If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?: | To look past the moment and realize everything doens't matter as much as I think it does. | **Favorites** | Junk food::: | gummie worms | Smell::: | My perfume, pink. | Possession::: | my journal and my carebear | Lyric::: | avril lavinge-dont tell me | Artist (non-musical)::: | Avril Lavinge, or Kenny Cheseny :) | **Romance** | Significant other?: | dont have one | Describe your PERFECT man/woman::: | someone honest, can make me laugh, will listen to me complain on the phone, comfort me when I need a shoulder, religious, wont break my heart, and will live in the moment w/me | What is the most romantic thing a bf/gf has ever done for u?: | good question? | **Music** | What do you listen to when ur happy?: | lol any kind of rap | When ur sad?: | Avril Lavigne-So much for my happy ending | When ur angry?: | Box Car Racer- I feel so | Favorite song ever?: | I know this is corny, but Nsync-God must of spent a little more time on you lol | Favorite musician?: | Avril Lavinge, Kenny Chesney, Blink-182, and John Mayer |
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Favorite color:: | aqua blue | Favorite pizza topping:: | pepporni | Favorite animal:: | panda bear | Favorite band:: | blink-182 | Favorite actor/actress:: | Mathew McConhay-10 ways to lose a guy ;), and anything with Adam Sandler I'm there | Favorite movie:: | How to lose a guy in 10 days, and Pearl Harbor | Favorite city:: | New York City | Favorite drink:: | Orange Juice, come on everyone knows that | Favorite store:: | Forever21 at Woodland | Favorite after school activity:: | umm...I love Whitecaps games! ;) | Favorite person to talk to:: | Jess | Favorite/ best girlfriend/boyfriend:: | I dunno | Favorite hobby:: | music | Favorite game:: | counter strike |
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The Basics | Name: | Jess | Team Name(s): | Cedar Springs GirlsSoftball | Position(s): | Catcher, and 2nd | Age: | 15 | Grade: | 10 | Level(s) you currently play: | JV | How long you've been playing: | since I was in teeball, 7 | This or that? | slowpitch/fastpitch: | fastpitch | hitting/fielding/pitching: | hitting | cheering/yelling: | cheering | intense/laid back: | intesnse | sportsmanship/competitive SOB: | both | superstitious/skilled: | eh idk | shorts/pants: | pants, what crazy girl slides with shorts on | heavy bat/light bat: | light bat | power hitter/get on base hitter: | power hitter | fast runner/slow runner: | fast runner | smart/athletic: | both | coach/play: | play | for the team/for yourself: | for the team | sit the bench and win/play and lose: | sit, what's a team for then right? | How many times have you | stolen a base: | most of the times you're on base, coach made us steal | walked: | the two times the I got hit with the ball | hit a homer run: | once | gotten hit by a pitch: | lol the two times I got walked | struck out: | twice | made an error: | probably a lot | gotten complimented by another team: | every time always compliments the other | argued with a coach: | never | injured yourself playing softball: | never | bunted with 2 strikes: | once | struck out with 3-0: | once | struck somebody out with 3-0: | i dont pitch | hit somebody pitching: | i dont pitch | sent someone to the hospital during a game: | never | sent a teammate to the hospital: | never | gotten a neat softball scar: | once, but i dont think it's a scar anymore, so i guess i haven't | been to fastpitch nationals in virginia: | never | been to fastpitch nationals in north carolina: | never, reed's dumb | played softball for more hours in 24 hours than you slep: | never | broken a window with a pitched ball: | never | broken a window with a hit ball: | once at home |
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Who are your three biggest rolemodels? | 1): | God | 2): | my mom | 3): | mr hazel, i love that man | Who is your most influential rolemodel?: | god | Why?: | why not? | Who is your idol?: | i'm not sure | Why?: | ...dunno | FAVORITES | Bands?: | blink-182, Dashboard confessional, Rascal Flats, Greenwheel | Songs?: | "amazed" "the reason" "burn" "confessions" "why georgia" "my happy ending" | Hair Style [on you]: | long lucios curls, but god it takes forever | Hair Color [on them]: | on who? | Hair Style [on them]: | who are we talking about? | Hair Color [on them]: | umm okay whatever | Eye Color?: | blue | Word?: | yO | Country?: | Greece | Language?: | French | Person?: | you | Person You're Close With?: | Jess | Article Of Clothing?: | hoodie | Website?: | woohu | Celebrity?: | kenny chesney | Shoe Brand?: | doesn't really matter, only if the shoes cute | Clothing Brand?: | forever 21 | Guitar/Muscial Brand?: | dunno | Gender?: | lol what girl wouldn't say male? | Smell?: | i love the guys abercrombie cologne | THE ONE WHO | Kissed Best?: | I don't kiss and tell...sorry | Bit Most Orgasmically?: | omg | Made you Cum The Most Times?: | wtf? | ^How many in a row?: | | Had The Best Sex?: | I'm still a virgin, and intend on keeping it that way | Was The Hottest?: | you | Made You Cry The Longest?: | bah | Hurt You The Most?: | lets not talk about it | You Feel Safe With?: | him | You'll Love Forever?: | I've never been in love, but I love all my friends, forever. | Made You Think?: | Andy | Smelled The Best?: | Tyler | Drove You Around At Night?: | Katie | Snuck Into Your House?: | Troy | Made You Feel The Best?: | Ashley | Random Things | Favorite DVD?: | Pearl harbor | Favorite Movie?: | pearl harbor, and how to lose a guy in 10 days | Favorite Drink?: | orange juice | _______ or _______? | Hurley or Atticus?: | hurley | Emo or Punk?: | emo | High or Drunk?: | drunk, drugs are bad | SLC Punk or Dogtown & Z-Boys?: | huh? | Stevo or Heroin Bob?: | huh? | Snady or Trish?: | wow i'm confused | Black or White?: | Black | Red or Teal?: | Teal | Blue or Yellow?: | Blue | Happy or Sad?: | Happy | Guitar or Vocals?: | Vocals | Bass or Drums?: | Drums | PC or PS2?: | PC | PS2 or Gamecube?: | PS2 | Action or Horror?: | horror | Freddy or Jason?: | who cares | Mary-Kate or Ashley?: | they both seem sweet | Matches or Lighter?: | neither | Lighter or Zippo?: | neither | Shrek or Finding Nemo?: | shrek | Cyber Sex or Phone Sex?: | neither | Bath or Shower?: | bath | Lemon or Lime?: | lemon | Brandy or Burbon?: | niether | Dog or Cat?: | dog | Mohawk or Spikes?: | neither | Spikes or Studs?: | niether | Leather or Suede?: | niether | Silver or Gold?: | silver | Platinum or Gold?: | platinum | Handcuffs or Somone Holding You Down?: | someone holding me down i guess? | Acoustic or Electric?: | acoustic | Coffee or Tea?: | niether | Peas or Carrots?: | carrots | Laundry smell or Lavender?: | laundry smell | Love or Money?: | love | Death or Eternal Life?: | death | GOD SAVE THE OLSON TWINS |
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Black & White OR Color?: | color | Dormroom OR Bedroom?: | bedroom | Christmas Break OR Spring Break?: | spring break | Slippers OR Bare feet?: | bare feet | Hot Cocoa OR Chai?: | hot cocoa | Single OR Coupled?: | coupled | Photographs OR Memories?: | umm photos | Sad music when you are sad OR Happy music when you are happy?: | both | (On guys) Long hair OR Short hair?: | short | (On girls) Long hair OR Short hair?: | i dont care | The O.C. OR Felicity?: | o.c. | America's Next Top Model OR American Idol?: | Fantashia | Vanilla Coke OR Pepsi Vanilla?: | I don't like pop | Classic Rock OR 'Now' Rock?: | new rock ig uess | Finally, how much do you abhor Ashton Kutcher?: | not very much |
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First Thing That Comes To Your Mind!! | Sun?: | Tan | Water?: | Swim | Rain?: | Dance | Snow?: | Sledding | Friends?: | Happiness | Boys?: | Heart ache | Girls?: | Slumber Partys | Borthers?: | asshole | Sisters?: | bitch | School?: | sucks | Live Journals?: | calming | Sports?: | fun | Dude?: | wheres my ...car | Rachel?: | f.r.i.e.n.d.s. | Meagan?: | who | Eminem?: | thug | Rap?: | fun | Punks?: | dumb | Rock?: | stupid | Dancing?: | fun | Cell Phones?: | ring a ling | Diet Coke?: | only coke i like | Candy?: | cane | Food?: | grapes | Dude?: | you already asked this | Baby?: | bunnies | Sweet?: | SWEEEEET! | YoOoOo?: | what's crakin | Call Me?: | give me a jingle |
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Personal Information | Birthday Questions | day or night?: | night | weather?: | sun | hospital?: | scary | mom's age?: | too old | dad's age?: | too old | any brother's or sisters?: | yes, they suck! | any pets?: | 3 dogs | any complications?: | too many, all the time | adopted? (if so I'm SORRY): | no | Current Questions | rural or urban enviroment?: | I can't remember which is which, sad I know | one or two parent household?: | two | are you poor?: | no | how many people on your street?: | it's a devolpment, in the woods, probably like 20 houses | how many people on your block?: | I said 20 | do you ride a bike?: | yes | have you ridden a bike?: | yes | do you think this pertains to the category?: | yes | if so why?: | who cares | if not, why not?: | who cares | Information | gender?: | female | age?: | 15 | marital status?: | single, i'm only 15 Good Lord | sexual status (active, virgin, inacitve): | virgin | sexual preference?: | men lol | hair color?: | red | prefered hair color?: | dusty blond | eye color?: | blue | prefered eye color?: | brown | height?: | 5"3 | prefered height?: | someone taller than me, makes me feel safe | weather?: | cloudy | prefered weather?: | sunny | did those last questions depress you at all?: | no | if not, is it because you're perfect?: | no | what would make everything seem more perfect?: | if you would forgive me | how many days until something good happens?: | umm 4, then school will be out | what do you consider good?: | something to make me smile | girlfriend?: | no | boyfriend?: | no | both?: | no | any instruments?: | no | any good?: | no | do you like spiders?: | I HATE spiders, almost as much as snakes | how many times have you had sex, round to the nearest tenth: | never, still a virgin | how many times have you given head?: | never | recieved?: | never | who's the most annoying person you know: | that's mean | would like me to get rid of them for you?: | no | most interesting?: | willma | cutest?: | dan | least interesting?: | mean again | ever hate someone?: | I don't hate anyone, that's a strong word | ever love someone?: | yes, but i've never been IN love with someone | do you feel better when you're alone or with a lot of people?: | depends, are the people my friends? then yes | is your room clean?: | no, never lol | are you clean?: | yes | pregnant?: | no | any failed pregnancies (abortions count): | no | any prejudices?: | no | girls - ideal penis size?: | i dont care | boys - ideal boob size: | |
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You | Name: | Jess | Age: | 15 | Sex: | female | Eye Color: | blue | Hair: | red | What are you wearing right now: | kahkis and a sweator | Status: | dating | Opposite Sex | Sexiest thing about a girl: | | Sexiest thing about a guy: | dark brown eyes, or someone who is musically talented | Honestly now - Which one kisses better?: | guys, that's all i know...sorry for the disapointment | Wost thing about a girl: | they obsess about everything | Worst thing about a guy: | they dont care about crap | Worst place (on body) to be kissed: | the ear | Best place (on body) to be kissed: | neck, holy crap! | How many | Toes do you have?: | 10 | Monkeys live in the jungle: | a million | Real relationships have you been in: | a few | Classes have you failed: | one | When was the last time you | Showered: | noon | Brushed your teeth: | noon | Brushed your hair: | noon | Were in a car: | yesterday | Kissed someone: | two weeks ago | Smoked anything: | i havent | Drank: | two weekends ago | Had sex: | I'm still a virgin | Got dumped: | last year | Hugged someone: | today | Cried: | today | Laughed: | today | Who was the last person you | Hugged: | my mom | Kissed: | my mom lol | Had sex with: | how many times do i have to say I'm a virgin? | Touched: | ben | Talked to on the phone: | jess | Talked to in person: | nick | Talked to online: | katie | Yelled at: | my dog, but that's not a person now is it | Said you hated: | ehh... | Said you loved: | jess | Favorite | Movie: | pearl harbor and how to lose a guy in 10 days | Color: | aqua | Song: | too many | Band: | too many | TV show: | ONE TREE HILL!!!!, south park, friends, my wife and kids, real world, realworld/road rules challenge, c.s.i | Friends | Who is the | Funniest: | Jess, Willma, Ashley | Most annoying: | not answering that | Hottest: | Dan | Best kisser: | I don't kiss and tell | Smartest: | Andy, Jess, and Willma | Nicest: | all my friends are nice | Angriest: | Phil | Most boring: | that's mean | Most fun: | all my friends are fun, but katie can always make me have fun | Prettiest: | all my friends are pretty | Honest: | Phil and Jess | Sexiest: | Willma | Has the best hair: | Jess | Best smile: | Jess | Best taste in music: | Jess | One you'd like to trade places with for a day: | Jess | Look like: | hmm...dunno | Hate: | I don't hate anyone | Music | Best band ever: | blink-182 | Best song: | Lonestar"Amazed" | Best lyric: | dunno | Song that fits your life: | "have a little faith" Mandy Moore | Song that makes you happy: | rap lol | Sad: | love songs | Angry: | Box car Racer-Feel so | Want to hit someone: | d12, i hate them!!! | Reminds you of that "special someone": | Nsync "falling" lol dont make fun of me, I'll always love nsync | Would you rather | Eat a worm or Eat a fly: | worm | Kiss someone in the rain or Kiss someone in the snow: | rain | Be lonely forever or Stay with the same person forever: | stay with someone forever | Smoke or Drink: | drink | Have sex and get an STD or Get bit by a dog and have your arm gone: | std | Lose your arm or Lose your leg: | arm | Be deaf or blind: | blind | Date someone who's ugly and sweet or Hot and rude: | ugly and sweet | Random | What shoes do you wear a lot: | 8 | Have you ever dyed your hair: | no, my mom would shoot me | Do you regret anything in your life: | so many things, who doens't? | If you could relive 1 moment - what would it be: | new york | Have you ever come to the realization that everything has gone wrong: | yes | Ever put a hole in the wall: | no | Do you like swimming: | ys | Do you like Michael Jackson Dance Parties: | noooooooooooooooooooo | Ever been in a fist fight: | yes | Ever been kissed in the rain: | no, but I'd love it | Cheated on someone?: | no, that's so wrong | Why doesn't an elephant like to play cards in the jungle???: | who care | ...Would you like to know now?: | no | ...How about now?: | no | Meep! I guess I'll tell you....: | fine | There are too many CHEETAHS!!!: | haha | That was good wasn't it?: | no | I'm done now. Wasn't this fun?: | oh yeah |
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2004 30 May :: 5.38 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Christnia Aguleria-I turn to you
I am sorry for the things I said, the way I felt. Because as hard as I try to ignore the fact that you were one of my best friends, I can’t. I’d never wish anything but good things for you, and I could never hate you, and I never will. You meant way too much to me, and I will always care about you. You taught me a lot, and showed me a lot. Like how to look past the crap because everyone has to deal with the same things, and you made me laugh, and without knowing it you made me want to be my own person. I hate seeing you, I hate hearing about you, I hate thinking about you, because all it is is remembering the way things were at one point, just to remember that isn’t how they are anymore. If I could just learn to not say things I don’t mean just because I’m upset in the moment. It kills me thinking you don’t ever think about me, it kills me thinking our friendship probably meant nothing to you, that if anything happened to me tomorrow it wouldn’t matter, and more than ever it kills me that I’ll never be able to tell you this, because you’ll never want to hear it, and I’ll never have the chance to let you hear it. I’m tiered of hoping that just maybe one day you’ll just want to be friends again, because you won’t.
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You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines.. |
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