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So, i've been wanting to do this for a while. This is probably going to be really long, and there is a chance that if you are reading this, there is something on here about you. There are also people on here that will never read it. Anyway, these are people i see everyday, or at some point were, or still are close with you, in some cases we haven't talked in years, but that doesn't mean i still don't see you. I'm very observant. Anyway, here it goes:

eskimoflo13- sorry, really i forgot your name again, it's been a long time, but i still read your journal whenever you update. Your poetry is beautiful and whenever i get absorbed in the shallowness of life, it always returns me back to the much needed reality of the mind.

Rob R.-I'm so glad you found someone that makes you happy. You're funny, even if it can be morse, perverted, randomly unrandom. I get pissed off sometimes because of it, but whatever, that's just me. It doesn't mean much.

Lisa A.-Haven't talked in a while, your great tho, always friendly...always have something to talk about.

Jessie G.- You're my best friend. What else is there to say? You know things that no one else will ever know. I mean, we've known each other for so long, we even use to hate each other a bit, but that was, what? 12 years ago, lol. It just made us better friends.

Sam- Omg. This summer was so great because of you. You wouldn't let me get consumed in the shallowness of everything. I think we ended up being each other's life perserver. And I would have never jumped off that boat with you and christie if it had been anyone else. I'll always remember that. Remember-hold on....

Bill- You're great. I don't think you like to speak out that much when your around people you despise (aka civics), but i love talking to you because of your viewpoints on pretty much everything. Besides, you bet on me for making the teacher cry...i'm sorry, haven't yet, but i'm working on it.

Laurel- Well, this summer we weren't exactly best of friends as preceding summers, but i did at least see SOME of you. Your natural grace and self confidence has yet to cease to amaze me.

Amy K- You are growing up so much! I know, i know, you're probably sick of hearing it, but it's true. Pretty soon you won't be at the park at all because you'll be out with guys every friday and saturday night. I wish you the best on that, guys and love, and the whole where to put what body part is a challenging expirience :)

Anne- Oh my darling anne dear! You are my favorite midget! You are always so supportive of me and you brighten my day whenever i talk to you. Things might be tough for you, but you'll get through them, just trust yourself. Besides, if you didn't, i wouldn't have anyone to talk to about my other "profession" *wink wink* :).

Liz- I don't know how your mother puts up with you :). You are definately the life of the party, you are truely not like anyone else I have ever met. Non stop. You always make the best of a bad or uncomfortable situation and it seems like you never worry. I don't think anyone could ever feel uncomfortable around you.

Jejuan- Ah, my junior. Amazing i still call you that even though we never talk. You helped me through a lot last year, even when you were going through a lot. I have never met anyone like you- but it's scary sometimes how you joke about coming on to me :), lol. But it's all in great fun. I know that you can do anything that you want to. You're just like that. Nothing can stop you.

Jacki- Jacki is fun. Jacki is good. We love Jacki. :).

Mitch- I love reading your journal entries. They always make me think, what the fuck has happened to this world? And then I remember, oh, yeah, humans are just a bunch of dumbasses. But, at least you make me remember it. Thanks.

Charlie- your my bro. really. you disgust me sometimes....you annoy me a lot. Sometimes I want to hurt you. But you are still there for me when i need you, and the greatest thing is that you understand about mom and dad. You have no idea how good it feels to know that, at least some of the time, i'm not the crazy one.

Rob S.- You are very critical. You don't have a problem with telling people just what you think, and you just don't go along with other people for the hell of it. Some would say that you're a heartless ass, me, i just think your one of the few of us that is in touch with reality. I give you 4 and 3 quarters stars :).

A.D. - Kid, you scare me. Really. You care way too damn much, but that's probably why people can't say no to you. Because you genuinely CARE. I've yet to find someone else like that. Still, you scare me sometimes.....

Jill- I know people are tough on you. It's because you're not afraid to say what you think, and it offends people sometimes. Not saying it's anyones fault, just saying it as i see it. But, i've gotten to know you, and i realize that that's just the surface, and you got some deep shit going on under there. I would have never guessed. I owe my life to you. I really do. You probably don't realize it, but i probably wouldn't be here now if it weren't all those times you looked out for me. Thank you.

Jenny- One of my favorite freshmen. You have SO much talent and you were raised right. I know that you don't want make the mistakes of others, and in knowing that, you won't. You just have to ease out there little by little until your comfortable. That's all. You are always so happy and nice to people. I know you really get pissed off sometimes, but you don't show it, that takes more control over yourself than i will probably ever have in my lifetime. Smile, it's not as bad as it seems :)

Emily- My other little freshman. You are amazing. You are so.......innocent. But you are a very talented musician and I know that minor set backs will only make you work harder. Don't be afraid of it, only understand it.

Heather- MUAHAHAHA. I have corrupted you. Now, you think worse than me sometimes. hehe. But, you are the only one at the lunch table that gets MOST of my jokes. For that, i am thankful.

Zac- You are one odd kid. Take good care of jenny or i'll beat you up :) (I know that you would never do anything to her because I see how you look at her, she's a lucky girl).

Whetzel- Great whetzel. ah. You have the best physical humor in our school. Besides, you're all big and huggable. And you give me special play doh presents. hehe.

Fred- You are such and awesome musician. You are so above everyone, and you know it. You always will be. We love Fred. He is our favorite bassonist/ ex flute player.

Hannah- Love the way you dress, always something a bit, off of mainstream. But then again, that's just how you are. Remember, christmas will ALWAYS be about two red haired elves and how they took it over.

Justine- Simply put, you are right. You always will be. You always write exactly what you feel, and no matter who disagrees with it, or bitches at you for it, you are being true to you, so you will always be right, for the time being. You are so angry at the world, and you have a right to be. It's not fair, and I'm glad that you can point out the injustices and the stupid idiots, don't lose that, don't EVER lose that, because if you do, you'll become just like them. And i love your quotes, i've always loved quotes. It's the wisdom and humor of others that you can take in and make your own.

So, that's pretty much everyone that i wanted to write about. So, if i offended you, sorry, but that's just how i see you at this moment. Things happen for a reason, and no one is perfect.
Michelle

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