:: 2003 14 January :: 5.03 pm

Lesson of the day: Don't sit on beds half naked in boy's rooms.

Anywho, if you don't know about my last entry then don't worry about it.. just follow my advice above lol

Besides the "incident" i've been doing pretty good which is a huge step up from my usual "eh" <- for those of you who know me well.

I have a wonderful boy now heh :0) we're working through some things but everyone seems to like him and assures hes a keeper :0P

Hes also got excellent friends of which one in particular is super nice and puts up with more of my rambling and crap then all of you! lol <3 for Steven Chris :0P

Right well for those of you who have asked or even remotely care this is the link to his journal (Marc's)
http://www.deadjournal.com/users/fisherofbears/

<3(heart)<3

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:: 2003 12 January :: 1.09 am

oh my god... o my god o my god o my god o my god o my god...

i'm so sorry...

what the fuck ... i don't know what to say...

i'm so sorry

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:: 2003 11 January :: 6.35 pm

Gypsy10071: hi
picsxstarsxdream: hey!
Gypsy10071: i hate you and heidi and jessica
Gypsy10071: you all keep going out and having fun
Gypsy10071: i get to sit at home and eat cookies and cry
Gypsy10071: so what's up?
picsxstarsxdream: lol
picsxstarsxdream: nooo cry
picsxstarsxdream: find a boy!
picsxstarsxdream: TYLER!
Gypsy10071: i hate you
Gypsy10071: so much
Gypsy10071: so very much
Gypsy10071: now i'm really depressed
picsxstarsxdream: don't hate me :0(
Gypsy10071: i can't stay mad at you
picsxstarsxdream: :0)

haha its grand being happy!!!

<3s for Rose

Rose + TBob = <3 haha

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:: 2003 11 January :: 1.12 am

God i'm happy!
My date = soo excellent!!!

wow. lol geez i'm a dork (yeah.) Heidi, Jessie & I are the pimpest girls in the world!!!!! All 3 of us successfully had the most incredible nights and ahhhhh!!!

It was actually funny.. we were guna meet at Starbucks @ 9:30 and I had Chris and Jenn looking for him because I was a chicken shit.. while we were waiting we bumped into Jacob's (Heidi's boyfriend)little sister Sarah & that was pretty cool.. I also ran into Canadian Dave's little sister Jen!

So yeah he go there... exactly 8min before I decided I was leaving. He brought me Bob the Builder stickers & I am forever indebted to him haha it was really sweet though and it just made him that much more wonderful lol well we talked for awhile then chilled @ Borders then Kevin came around 11 and we went to Mizeraks where Marc & I won 3 games of pool (i wish lol)

It was such an excellent night... I don't want it to end...ever lol

picsxstarsxdream: curious. what did your friends say?
The Cow and I: like what?
The Cow and I: well.. they talked about how like close we where and how we hit it off
The Cow and I: and like how they thought it would not work

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:: 2003 8 January :: 8.18 pm

Hello. My head hurts less now,thank you hehe

School is actually very excellent so far with the exception of everyone getting kicked out :0( TOK is very interesting too bad Zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance isn't.

I met a boy that is wonderful.. Weird eh? It seems kind of weird but hes really cool and I think he enjoys talking to me (hope so anyways lol) Lets see... he likes Radiohead (like canadian Dave) and hes really into SKA and we have excellent conversations :0P hes NOT a republican, not gay haha, a nice guy so far. Maybe after yoga we'll get married heh (that ones for you :0P)

I think for the first time in a long time i'm in an excellent mood. This is kind of nice.

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:: 2003 5 January :: 9.54 pm
:: Mood: in pain... lots and lots of freakin pain

snow = overrated.

sooo Vivi's snowboarding adventures recap: 1st day = very very very frustrating... i could get down the stupid bunny slope but i had no idea how to stop so everytime i wanted 2 slow down or stop i'd totally wipe out... VERY VERY PAINFUL!!! that was at Kirkwood by the way.
Today was a LOT better (well kinda)we went to Heavenly which is a HUGEEE resort on the border of Cali and Nevada. The first run of the day approx 9:00am was ehhhhh evenutally got down lol decided to take a sitter till my 11:00am private lesson. Private lesson = excellent. The best thing I could have done (plus my instructor Adam was soooooooooooooooooooooo HOT!!!!) that actually made the lesson harder cuz I wasn't really paying attention :0P Well... he did teach me a lot though... I can now officially control the stupid board and am an intermediate snowboarder :0D haha welllll I did about 11 runs today which isn't bad... only had 1 bad wipeout (not my fault.. stupid kid skiiers..) lets see... best run of the day would have to be all the way down & fell once at the bottom to avoid hitting skiiers inline for the lift (yay go me!)

That part of the day was just dandy... but around 3:20pm all hell struck (this is guna beat your story Lana!)I went up the lift again in the single line so they paired me up w/a double. 2 boarders... i was on the right. Well... for those of you who don't know where you're sitting on the lift is where you're supposed to go to get off..(left veers to the left, middle goes straight etc) well i was perfectly ready to get off veering towards the right. I was okay but unfortunately the stupid kid in the middle decided to veer to the right also. He ended up clipping me and i fell leaving the chair lift thing to come around and drag me by my hair 3ft backwards (it sucked) when the stupid lift finally stopped i pulled my head away, heard a loud rip and saw like half of my hair hanging off of the chair lift. Fun. I wasn't too happy... kinda ruined the end of my day. Luckily I have no bald spot.. proly just gota get the back evened out.

Ride home was long. Tal... ehh i'll write bout him in a later entry. I guess a pretty good day over all. I'd definately like to do it again :0)

I come home tomorrow, weeeee!

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:: 2003 3 January :: 9.52 pm

My bestfriend Tal from elementary school is here now Weee! Spent the whole day w/him in the bay area = lots of fun! Now hes playing video games w/my lil bro. Tomorrow ehh 4:30am we leave for Kirkwood to go skiing!!!! ehh snowboarding? heh should be loads of fun. The next day we're going to Heavenly which is supposed to be the best ski place around soo yay! then Vivi returns on the 5th & stupid school starts again.

so far an excellent break :0)

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:: 2003 1 January :: 1.25 pm

u know your in band too long when:

~You hear music and mark the time
~You walk in step with the person in front of you
~You don't mind changing on the bus
~All the guys/girls in which you are interested are in the band
~You like your uniform
~You've had a trombone-ectomy
~You consider your drill book a necessary fashion accessory
~You practice your instrument more than you talk to your dog
~You consider getting mauled by a drum a part of normal life
~An armed guard means a girl with a pole, not a guy with a gun
~When alone, you suffocate -- no one tells you to breathe
~You name your instrument
~You know your instrument's birthday but forget your mom's
~You can make brown shoes look white
~Your uniform fits
~You see your section more than you see your family
~You think evening practice should last half an hour longer
~You accidentally call your director Dad/Mom
~You CAN sight read
~You can put on your uniform in under 10 minutes
~Your reed tastes yummy
~You think your plume is alive
~Marking tie is your favorite form of exercise
~You have neck strap harness tan lines (right drummers?)
~Numbers past eight aren't important anymore
~Letters past G aren't important anymore
~When you roll step through the cafeteria, you don't spill your lunch
~When everyone in the band fights like family
~When you practice so long the color guard is together
~You know not only your part, but everyone else's as well
~You eat lunch in the band room
~You possess two instruments:
~a good one for concert and a junky one for marching band
~You can't go to movies on the weekend with friends
~You don't see your parents on the weekend
~Your free time is spent doing homework
~Drummers actually seem to make sense
~Your furniture is dented because of you banging drumsticks on it
~The ego of the trumpet section seems normal
~You got all the jokes on this list.

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:: 2003 1 January :: 3.55 am

finally everyone left. I was the dish/serve slave of the night.. fun. Boring.

A new year, hopefully a better one.

Goodnight everyone <3

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:: 2002 31 December :: 12.20 pm

8 hrs back from Vegas. Listened to Mayonaise on repeat over 100 times. Finally I feel empty. Some people are envious of me, they shouldn't be.

For the past hour I've sat here reading everybodys' entries since the 27th. I made a comment to Andy about how depressing it was reading bout everyone bitching and moaning but then i ask myself, what is this? thats what my life has been reduced to, endless bitching and moaning? yeah.the end.

Vegas: ate way too much. Saw "O" = excellent. gambled illegally :-O!.

I miss it all

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:: 2002 25 December :: 9.23 am

and the xmas recap :0P actually we cheated and opened our presents last night lol wow i just realized the times still in eastern time and i'm in western time... so excluding this one all of the other entries i've made here in Cali are supposed to be 3hours earlier :0P
~ gold watch (because I never wore silver jewelry but now everyone got that 4 me sooo i may reevaluate lol)
~ skirt
~ lots of ca$h :0)
~ about $5000 i can't get my hands on
~ ipod <- someone please enlighten me lol

about the whole ipod deal.. my uncle had me guessing all day what he had gotten me telling me that it started w/an "i" and was related to music... of course i'm living in the damn stone ages so i had no idea what a freaking ipod was... so yeah. before my brother opened up his last gift he was already willing to trade with me. Now, what the hell do you do with it!

hope everyone had a great day <3

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:: 2002 24 December :: 9.48 pm

Merry Christmas to everyone <3

So yeah. I made it to Cali in 1 piece (go me!) Went shopping today.. the mall here is GREAT! They have a Zumiez board shop here which is excellent! I got a very pimp pair of Dickies and a little Dickies purse and very kick ass shoe laces :0)

The plan:
25 - Christmas
26 - Dinner @ some French guys house
27-31 - VEGAS!
31(night)- Big New Years party
1- Tal sleeps over!
2-4- Skiing up at Heavenly (& Tal's coming :0P)
5 - go home :0(

I had forgotten how ridiculous my uncles house is... its SOOO big! He was saying how the property value is going up like crazy and his house is now worth 2.5 mill more then he payed for(yikes!) I really do love Cali though... I'm guna live here one day... ohhhhhh sooooooo many hot boys!!!!!!!! haha Betty would be in heaven... but with all the hot boys are soo many incredibly pretty girls... I don't know how you're supposed to compete!

Have a great holiday everyone!

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:: 2002 22 December :: 11.39 pm

I leave in 5hrs. You can reach me at my cell, i'll have it with me. Other then that I'll definately be on to update and tell ya'll bout skiing and Vegas :0P

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:: 2002 22 December :: 3.07 am

Metalic punk: talking to els
Metalic punk: a
picsxstarsxdream: oh
Metalic punk: and this other cute chic
picsxstarsxdream: my favorite Wagner piece is Elsa's Procession tothe Cathedral
picsxstarsxdream: nice
Metalic punk: but she lives in cali
picsxstarsxdream: whats elsas sn?
Metalic punk: why?
picsxstarsxdream: i wana tel her something
Metalic punk: its
Metalic punk: fatuglytwins
Metalic punk: oh gosh why do i get a bad feeling about this
picsxstarsxdream: why would i talk bou u
Metalic punk: i dont know
Metalic punk: why wouldnt you
Metalic punk: i dont know
picsxstarsxdream: don't give yourself that much credit
Metalic punk: you know what
picsxstarsxdream: what
Metalic punk: sometimes i wish i had never met you
picsxstarsxdream: i bet
picsxstarsxdream: i'm sorry i'm a bitch.
Auto response from Metalic punk: i love the way people change in the blink of an eye. Everyone is so fake and so devious. I hope ou fucking die (you know who you are)

picsxstarsxdream: wow. nevermind i take it back

isn't that just charming?

i'll write bout my bday later.. it was excellent though. tonight went 2 Lo's party then to Mizeraks w/Kev till bout 1:30 when we called it quits. I'm determined to learn how to play pool well b4 I see Alex again :0P

why do i even let matt bother me anymore... i wish i could just not care. that would make things soooo much easier let me tell you.

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:: 2002 20 December :: 12.00 am

and its my birthday. the end.

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