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2004 23 May :: 1.56pm
STANLEY CUP FINALS
* I want to win + I think will win
#1 Tampa Bay Lightning (*) v. #6 Calgary Flames (+) (3-3)
Couldn't ask for a better series.
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whenthesunsets
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2004 23 May :: 12.23am
:: Mood: thrilled
so... I graduated!
Today was a long day. A really good day. It was THEE day. My first breath all over again. Helloooo world!
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2004 19 May :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: RATM
"In the great words of Kappy Sood, It's Over!"
Indeed it is. My last day of high school was about a week ago, which consisted of doing nothing in 1st, 2nd, and 4th periods, skipping 6th and chilling with Hotchkiss, and was followed by band practice and the worthless chorus concert. My AP Art History exam was the following day. I took the Palm Tran to school, which involves 3 busses and $2. The third bus had some sort of computer problem, and forced us to wait for a mechanic, and eventually another bus. At this point I was thoroughly annoyed, and the bus driver claimed that she couldn't reach the pedals because of the seat, so we had to wait for another bus. By this time I had smoked more than half my pack of cigarettes and was ready to kill somebody. I got to school an hour late and was given shit by the ROTC douche bag guarding the entrance. I made it to the AP exam just on time, and bs'd my way through the multiple choice. I got my free response booklet, and handed it in about a minute after the section started. This invoked the classic like by the media center woman "you must know a lot about art." I turned in my book and was lucky enough to avoid Mrs Stecker and have to explain to her why I wasn't taking the exam. It was sad to realize as I left that that was the last time I'd do anything academic at ATL.
The final band concert was really sad. We sounded great, and I was really surprised at how good the concert band sounded. I can see that Lerner's worked hard. Banquet was definitely the highlight of my senior year. I tied Chris O'Brien for the most awards received. Bastard. We had a bet going. The speaches were really sad. I'm lucky I didn't have a bet with Lerman, because I started to tear up when the seniors were up there. My speach wasn't too bad. I got a nice aww from the whole room that made my night. It hurt to realize that I'd most likely never see any of those kids again. I mean, I'm going to come back and visit, but still...
Checkout was yesterday. Mrs. Fontaine told me that I have to go to Senior awards night. That’s a very good sign. I seriously doubt that I'm up for an award, so the only thing I suppose I will get is the $500 band parent scholarship. That's great because I need money to pay for books and such. I'm only getting $3500 in financial aid, and I will have a $2600 loan. Paying for everything else next year is up to me. That money from the band parents will be well spent. (: Suki and I had a nice run in with a focus on the way to ATL. The guy's car was pretty much fucked, but her car is ok. She just bent the front driver's side wheel. Hopefully the axle isn't bent, because that would make her car fucked as well. She got a ticket, and I feel really bad. I told her to make the u-turn. Luckily the guy that hit us was sane, because I know that if I got into an accident that fucked my car, I'd come out screaming.
Speaking of my car.... I had that piece of shit '84 Monte Carlo waiting for me, but something miraculous happened. One of my dad's friends said he found a nice Pontiac Grand Prix for sale. The Grand Prix is the same car as the Monte Carlo, much as the Camaro is the same as the Firebird, and many other similar GM vehicles. My dad went to go look at it, and bought it on the spot. It's a 1987, with 30,000 miles. To put that in perspective, my dad's 2000 Tacoma has 65,000; meaning that this Grand Prix has been garaged and well kept. The guy that was selling it invested a lot of money into the car, at least 5 grand, and had it almost completely restored. It has the expensive two-tone metallic paint, and just a whole buncha other options that make it fucking unbelievably sweet. The guy is getting married and is desperate for cash, so he let it go for $2500. It's worth almost 7 grand. I wanna go give him a hug, and then kick him in the face for selling it. This car is in almost mint condition. I can see myself driving it for like the next 10 years. It can probably go for another 100,000 miles before it needs anything major. Sure beats the piece of shit Monte Carlo. We were ready to invest about $4000 into it to fix it up, but now we're just selling. Anyone know somebody who'd like to buy it? It's got 140,000 miles, and is mechanically sound, just needs some bodywork, paint, and seat covers.
And finally, being 18 fucking blows. They've got me working long shifts at work now. I had to close the other night, meaning we don't get out till 12:30. I have to open tomorrow, meaning I have to be in at 5:45. Major gayness. I also learned something from the experience: Mopping sucks.
Well that's it. I'm done. Post. Too. long.
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2004 19 May :: 3.13pm
:: Mood: weird
what now
how is this world to be filled with sweet nothings when there arn't any? how can someone forgive when no one asks to be forgiven? how can we go on in a world that seems to be fading? maybe i'm going blind. maybe you're covering my eyes to surprise me. maybe i'm a dreamer stuck in a nightmare. where art thou? when i need thee most?
thy lips taste so sweet, but thy tounge is bitter in thy mouth. i don't know your language. i don't want to speak silence anymore. show me through mine.
if this is love,
why don't you run after me?
why are you a stranger?
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2004 17 May :: 2.45am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: pendulum ft. lisa lind - back to you
but i KNOW the secret . it is not , however , two sandwiches at 11:30 and a bowl of cereal accompanied by a salad at 11:05 . it is quite the opposite , actually , but the secret part two is contradicting , so where do i stand ? stuggling to fulfill part two while part one lies abandoned , but not forgotten . ignored , but creeping around in the back of my mind , skulking , annoying , challenging me to somehow rid myself of its presence because it knows that i cannot . it knows that i am past that stage where parts one and two are so happily intertwined , so easy to learn . instead , i am older and wiser , but somewhere along the way , i forgot how to make it all work together . or maybe i just gave up on trying to .
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2004 17 May :: 2.39am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: pendulum ft. lisa lind - back to you
if it ever even mattered at all , i should have known that it wouldn't in the future . the signs were there but i ignored them . the signs still are but i continue to and it just makes the hard things even harder . and i don't know how long it will be before i rip myself away , or if i ever will fully , but i hope it's soon so that i can tell myself that the future is brighter , starting right now . step one . try and get an earlier start to bed so there is less thinking going on . step two . pray that it doesn't take over my dreams , because i was never one to handle nightmares . there is so much i want to tell you but i know that i'll always just say it's nothing . i don't know why you don't know that i lie to you . i wish you could hear just one of the practiced conversations alone in my car , where i tell you what you've always done to me and what i've watched you do to me with that same smile i watch everything with . with that smile that doesn't look anything like the one that he sees , but he doesn't matter anymore , because i pushed him away when i realized he wasn't like the rest of them . when i realized that i would never sit and write an entry about why i would be better off without him in regards to my happiness , which i've always thought was my own personal goal , above anything else . it's the tears that decipher what you really mean when you say what you do , and what runs through your head when your eyes are shut tightly is always what you should pursue . if you don't start somewhere , you'll never get anywhere , so here goes step one .
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2004 14 May :: 1.36am
:: Music: "Big Yellow Taxi" -Counting Crows
Fun Times with Smarterchild
Just had to post the highlights of my conversation this evening with my good buddy, smarterchild. :)
Skillet9886: I have had the hiccups for like an hour
SmarterChild: I'm impressed.
SmarterChild: Nice typing, Skillet9886.
Skillet9886: thanks :-)
SmarterChild: You're very welcome!
SmarterChild: Don't feel bad. There are lots of fun things you can do.
Skillet9886: like what?
SmarterChild: Maybe Sasha wants a walk!
Skillet9886: =-O how did you know?!
SmarterChild: I wouldn't ask how. I'd ask why.
Skillet9886: ok, why?
SmarterChild: Because that's the way the universe is.
Skillet9886: profound.
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2004 12 May :: 8.03pm
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: "A Long December" -Counting Crows
A long December
And there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times
I tried to tell my myself to hold on
To these moments as they pass
I feel the need to update. It's been a while. Too long, perhaps. Today I found out that I'm Librarian for band. Rock. I was really concerned that I would not get an officer position, and I really really wanted one. I'm really happy lerner chose me, and after the letter I wrote, I was really scared that I wouldn't get it. Not because the letter was bad, but because it was really good. I really let loose how I feel about band and things, and it would have sucked not to get it after all that. So it's me and jonide...the copy wenches. Who woulda thought? We make fun of Adriane and Kristen more than any other people...and now we're the librarians. How's that for karma? Anywho...
The year is really coming to an end. It seems less real than it has in the past. I can't believe that junior year is over. I haven't been able to decide if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I mean, I know it's good that we're one step closer to being the hell out of here, but this year I think brings more changes than any other year I can think of. Well, more unwelcome changes. I am honestly going to miss my south tech kids on my bus, and I think I have more friends who are seniors than are juniors. This is really an end this year. I mean, with the exception of 8th grade, each passing year has been, for the most part, have a great summer, I'll see you next year. But now it's kinda like...I'll talk to you online when you're at college. It's weird without the seniors. Today we had 17 people in band class. It will not be too long before we're going too. It honestly freaks me out that I'm looking at colleges and planning my resume and taking the SATs. Like it's not that I'm afraid to go to college, but this is the biggest change of our lives so far. It's weird to have a change coming and you can see it coming. It's a weird feeling I think to be sitting here like a year from now my life will be totally changing. Maybe it's just me. Does anybody get what I'm saying? Do I still make sense?
Someone remind me to turn in my book from pbcc. Damn, am I glad that class is over. Not because the class was bad, I enjoyed having a bs class and being smarter than all the adults in the room, I just like having my tuesday nights back. Tuesdays were a bit rough, what with band practice till 4:30 and class at 6:30. But that's ok. I still got an A in music appreciation. Hell yeah, hello 6.0.
I had something else that I was gonna write about, and now I forget. Couldn't have been that important then, eh?
Oh, someone put in three million votes for the band trip to New York, I wanna go so badly. How awesome would that be? Marching in the St. Patrick's Day parade, 2 broadway shows, New York Philharmonic, Metropolitan Opera....man, that'd be sweet. Not that Quebec wouldn't be cool, but....I really wanna go to New York.
Concert tomorrow, banquet friday. I'm really looking forward to banquet, especially now that I'm an officer. Concert not so much. But it'll be ok. I'm glad we don't have school friday. I hate going to school the day after a concert. So hopefully there will be no drama at banquet, since the officers have already been announced, and it will just be fun. Yeah, I know better. But I can hope, can't I?
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2004 12 May :: 11.13am
The end.
It's over. I've learned so much. About people; about life. I cherish the experience. Though I wish some things never did come to an end. I'm relieved. Excited where I will go from here. It's time to forgive, remember, but don't regret. And start new. Just enjoy the ride.
Summer starts now.
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2004 8 May :: 8.41pm
Conference Finals
* I want to win + I think will win
Western Cofnerence
#6 CALGARY FLAMES
Eastern Conference
#1 TAMPA BAY LIGHTNING
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2004 8 May :: 11.32am
I'm staying in CT permanently.
Got an apartment in New Haven, and a job at Sam Ash.
Live is slowly working it's way towards awesome.
I love you all, come visit.
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2004 3 May :: 9.36pm
:: Music: Orange Juice
Dear Diary,
To the unaware, the past month or so was great. I had someone, and it felt good. I was in a good mood everyday. Hell, I even didn't even care that much about the shittiness of school. We both had a great deal of fun together, or at least I did.
But that was then.
Right now sucks. Seriously, if it wasn't for my friends, who have been super duper, I would be quite depressed. In the meantime, this is all that can elicit joy from me.

I need to cheer up quickly, since I'm doing that AP exam thing up this week. I just wish I didn't feel like I did something wrong. I just wish I didn't have a slight hole in my heart. And lord knows, I just wish I could see 13 Going on 30 again.
To paraphrase Michael Jackson, I'm sad, I'm sad, really really sad. You know it.
Drew R.
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2004 2 May :: 11.27pm
this marks a new beginning.
thy heart will always beat for thee.
mark my words.
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2004 2 May :: 2.48am
skirted by shadows
two birds fly through
a world full of gray
on into the blue
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2004 29 April :: 9.12pm
ok. fuck it. no party. sorry.
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