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2003 4 December :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: sore throaty
:: Music: radio?
hm...sick
so for the past three days ive had a sore throat and headache...and so today i went to condell and they took a strep test...but no mono test (thats what my mum thinks i have...my brother had it a while back) cuz the only thing that would do is confirm it so they want me to go to my doctor on monday to see if i do. i need to start my art project and do my latin quiz over. bah...i hate it. oh well...ill get better...::hug:: to all...
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2003 4 December :: 12.22am
:: Mood: content
my weekend
i like the word content, its really cool. cuz ur not happy or sad and ur not stressed or worried ur just content, like ur happy about giving up but at the same time sad taht u gave out and those opposite charges (physics) cancel out.
last week was fun. tuesday i missed school adn i got to go to eid prayer and tehn we had breakfast, this one lady at the restraunt was like "i feel like im in a different country" so there were quite a few of us, teh lady possed me off, so they all wear scarves, ur still in the same country...its just grrifying. i got ot hang out with the older girls they were all like so whatu doing in college and such (stupid high school student) but it was fun hangin out with them cuz i was sorta included, they be the cool arab ppl. then i came home helped my mom cook for the party, did my APUSh h/w. then i wetn to another party at Marwa's house, i talked to layla which is cool, shes ok. O ppl made plans for me again. I need a personality.
Wed. i wetn to school 1-5, and it was really funny how everyone was like u look so different, i luv ur hair. it was just a confidence boost. quote of he day "are you yasamin's sister?" "um, i am yasamin mrs. krumpack" Fun stuff, then i went to my mom's party adn hung out with my cousin. then we wetn to the civic center, and hung out ( i think i gave ppl eid presents) adn then i met a grl from utah (she had a cool accent) adn then i went home
Thursday: I wetn to gurnee in the mornign but it was closed (everything was closed) so we decided to go to Denny's adn khadijah called eddie adn came w/friends, it took them such a long tiem. and when they came i wanted to hang out with george but layla was like i want to GO. i was like, shit i have the car so i have to take her, so i took her. Oh i caught noor adn khadijah dkanoon again and i was pissed, but i wanted to try it so i did, try everything once, and only once. i dint like it and im going to make noor stop, she doesnt need to end up like my dad. Then we checked another mall adn it was closed so we stopped at the parking lot and "chilled" i got bored so i started driving my car, then i let ppl drive i was scared. then i went to my cousins' house and chilled with her 2nd cousins, who just moved to the U.S., tehy also had an accent
Friday: I gots in trouble. i wetn to gurnee with them again, this time we actualy went into the mall!!! we met up with mario, but before that i wanted to go to a store and look at the stuff, i went to all their stupid stores adn looked adn they wouldnt go into mine and i just got pissed. that ruined the day. adn then Khadijah adn noor left us to go look for mario, we spent a fucking hour and a half looking for them cuz mario didnt have a cell so they couldnt call us. i picked up my dad and went back to gurnee and ignored my parents million fone calls andso i gots in trouble (aboua thrabnee 3 times) gave my grandma her eid present she liked it (she requested a presetn for remberance)
Saturday: i worked then hung out with my cousin, we went to the mall and met up with noor adn layal, bitched at noor for soemthng, GRR
Sunday: Chilled i did absoletly nothing, i needed a break
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2003 2 December :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: voices in my head
::tear::
today was so bad. lets start with grades...fifty one in history, seventy three in algebra, and a D in spanish. how wonderful. but that im used to...if i werent trying so hard to get it up. but heres how my day started. i got up. i didnt want to take a shower so i fell back asleep for about a half hour. then i got up...shit need to print spanish outline. so i turn on comp...brush teeth...open it...get dressed...fuck no clothes...had to go searching...shit...printer downstairs...gotta get it there...so im thinking....mail..then...nah takes to long...so i run downstairs and turn on comp...open IM upstairs...open IM downstairs...direct connect upstairs...click ok downstairs...send from upstairs...copy into word downstairs...hmm...my throat hurts...oh well am just thirsty...its winter air is dry...tab all the spaces on word...click print...run upstairs to turn off internet...run downstairs to turn off aim...open fridge...ooh look crumpets...i like crumpets...never have them...put in toaster oven...click button...fuck. broken...look for toaster...fuck...threw that out last year...put away crumpets...hmm am hungry...glass of water...jen will be here soon...open pantry...grab oats and honey breakfast bars...eat...do hair...jens here...oh shit...i need my sketchbook...run upstairs...o yes, i brought it down...run downstairs, see gym clothes on way..hm...clean...eww...no chance taking...my says while running downstiars...get jens present....huh? its on the table...i look on kitchen table...where everything is. not there...fuck it...she comes down the stairs...im looking for my sketch now...i need it today so i can start painting...she starts yelling its fucking right here...lovely thing to hear in the morning...fine i dont have time for presents i have to get to school...i get in car. driving driving driving...good no traffic...then we get to continental and lakeview. fucking car in front of us wont turn left. several chances...fuckin turn already. jorie wants to tell jen why she cried last night...jorie cant. get to school...rush...we are late...walk in...hello jen and jorie...you are late...good thing frouny wasnt there...we would have had to go all the way back to the attendence office...latin class...not obnoxious as usual...but no fun. spanish...woo julio...i like the movie...but i was falling asleep...i was too tired. "four people are losing points because they arent watching the movie" wake up. i force myself. after spanish. no neil. no jill. no spencer. jackie and adleman and wavy. i leave. amanda and i work together on documents shit...i cant remember waht i read...i make up answers. gym. no gym clothes. am super late. i went to the lst. i want to talk to miss pither. i want to sleep. i want to leave. anything but be here. i love school. but today i hate it. she wasnt there. i was sad. i left her a note. "i need to talk." i go to gym. i take my sketchbook. i should start redrawing my painting so that i can paint eighth. "walk and talk girls, no sitting" says williamson. i stand while they play basketball. i cant play. i dont feel well. my throat hurts. water hasnt helped. my head hurts too. i get loads done for standing. fifth period. i ate. am sorry to jen. i ate with her money. i owe her so much. i was hungry tho. i had a fucking bar for breakfast. i ate a pretzel. we visited the navy guy. he was nice. we signed mrs. koltons card. she had surgery. the current nurse is a bitch. we want kolton back. then to algebra. quiz. easier than i thought. i actually could do hte problems. i dont understand this chapter. i thought it would be worse. but it wasnt so. mail came. purple pass. for me. miss pither says to go see her eighth. art. the only subject i am looking forward to. lit wasnt awful. finished watching the crucible. i liked it. the whole movie. and the end. stupid girl. only thinking baout herself. let the people you once loved die because you cannot have your man. to eighth. or rather, miss pither. i see neil. his hug feels so good. i walk to the office. i begin to explain to her. i cry again. the tears keep rushing. i try to force myself to not cry. but they come. i cant see the blocks that am playing with. they have words on them. "i love..." what do i love? "dreaming"...."and" and what? waht do i love? i love my friends. that isnt an option. "therefore please" please what? waht could i love so much that i must pleed someoen to do something for me? "trust: do i love trust? or do i wish it upon myself? i wish it. do trust me. there are eight blocks. "i love dreaming and screaming therefore please trust" no..that isnt right. i change "screaming" to "everything"...but i dont love everything. that isnt right either. miss pither is talking. i have been talking...she talks now...its hard to pay attention. shes talking about my mum drinking again. how im independent and how i need people to define my happiness. "it all goes back to coming from an alcoholic family" i dont know. maybe so. "of" it finally makes sense. "i love dreaming of everything, therefore, please trust." trust what? trust me...i will get there...i am here for you? trust me...because i have nothing else to give. because if you trust me, then i will tell you what i dream up, the metaphors. i will do my best to help you. and thast all i have. "you have fifteen minutes left, do you want to go back to art" sure i say. why not. at least i can show her my sketch. matt cant figure what he wants to do out...then hes got it sketched. its beautiful. she loves it. leeza is already painting. "im putting on the wash" shes the only one painting. i show the teacher my sketch. its not surreal enough. "what wouldnt normally be in a bowl. you eat rice...whats something you dont eat" i want the rice. its the only thing that defines my culture. once i remove the rice. it is a bowl with soemthing in it. a bowl with a bamboo stick and calligraphy brush. a bowl made out of smoke sitting on a puddle of water. with a bottle of ink. there is no culture in that. the rice suggests asian. but no matter. what do i know about surrealism? schools over. auditions. we walk to the car to move it closer. jen wants food. she doesnt. she does. "lets just go in" i say "if you want some later, well get soem" we go in. lestina speech. short, surprisingly. girls in choir room. boys stay for dance. we want to hear them sing. "can we watch?" yes, be quiet. they sing. sandy did amazing. so did shaina. woodstock did a nice job. so did chelsea. but thats all i could hear. my head hurts. so does jens. shes okie tho. to dancing. the boys dance. its funny. matt can dance. yay sandy. my throat really hurts now. the girls start. they learn. sandy has trouble at first. but she learns. she laughs when she messes up. good job sandy. theyve learned it. "lets get food" says jen. okie. we get cookies and popcorn. good popcorn. wafer cookies. sneak the cookies in the theatre. "food and drink are prohibited in the theatre" i want water. my throat hurts. sandy is good. so are a few others. she looks like shes having fun. thats good. jen wants to leave. ok i say. im dont here. she didn do any homework. theres a game tonight. its cold. i come home. project with jackie on mind. i forget. dad is home. hello. i want to sleep. my head hurts. i am hungry. bars, pretzel, popcorn, cookies, poptart, milk. i added two more things to my food. online again. jill has responded. she wasnt in school today. she tells me to back off. i am making it worse. jackie says to stop. just be here. i am here. im always here. jill has already said she doesnt want to tell me. thats fine. i dont care if she tells me. i want to know if she is mad at me. she still hasnt answered it. i reply. bickering. bitter. she doesnt understand. i dont want her problems dumped on me. i want to know if ive lost her or not. neil was here. hell tell you. dad says be careful. of what? i guess. mum. i call jackie. project. tomorrow she says. my dad is getting poster board. i will put the pictures on. i hang up. i dont talk on the phone anymore. that died with our friendship. she reminded me to get the grade sheet signed. i get it from my bag. mum, will you sign this. she takes it out to the garage. whats wrong mum? petra was here. youre clothes were on the floor. youre dad is pissing me off. oh. dont get too upset. inside i go. she slams door wehn she comes in. "im not signing this. have your dad sign it" it has a D on it. i only missed two assignments. one was first quarter grade sheet. i thought it was worth two points. dad signs it. i am tearing. she woudlnt sign it. im trying this year. my throat relaly hurts. i get a vitamin c logenze. dad suggests he talk to the teacher. no. i am not a kindergartener. i am sitting. sandy did a good job i tell everyone. i think shes made it. i tell her too. breakfast? they ask. spencer. its been so long. hul. i miss him. i talk to someone i used to talk to. someone on yahoo. i downloaded it. he is sweet. hes engaged. hes eighteen. i type in journal. it gets lost. i comment. they are slow. milton is still there. yay. ayaemberlight is nice. H2O responds a lot. angel bob is funny. i like them. they make me smile when the day has been bad. dad was yelling. mum thought i was in bed. my ears hurt too. a headcold? my head is warm. my tempature says 96.6. thats bad. i plan to go to bed. jens at a game. neils at jazz. tomorrow ill go to breakfast. and then to school. late start. gnight.
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2003 2 December :: 1.28am
hmmm your heart is made of water. water has a
tendancy to flow in all sorts of directions,
and so does your hearts affections. you can be
frustrating to your partner and find commitment
hard. you may often dump your partner out of
whim. decide what you want, and don't back out
next time. burning hearts isn't something
people will like you for
what is your heart made of?
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2003 2 December :: 12.27am
:: Mood: tears
:: Music: nemo/hum
he's gone.
i always hate when he leaves. he keeps me warm. and then leaves. its like crawling out of the bed in the morning. its always cold. you were soo warm. but now you arent. i cryed. i told him things that were really hard to tell anyone. even jen. the person i spend so much time with. the person that i would dedicate my life to. the person who gives me a ride every morning. the one who i have to try to understand. not even patrice, who understands every word i say, nearly almost always in agreeance. the person who i hardly spend time with, but wouldnt mind spending every day with her. couldnt be sandy. i tried that too. but i couldnt start it. i thought about jill. but she wont even respond when i ask a simple question. what good would it do to rest the weight on the shoulders of someone who would put it down and walk away? what about the guys then? spencer. well, its been too long. i miss him. talking to him i mean. hes good for helping to figure stuff out. hul. nah, its awkward to be alone with him. cant write a letter. i dont even know how to put it into words. nick. cant trust him. the only person who's ever lost my trust. jackie. thats hard. would she listen or care? i hurt her so badly. i wouldnt blame her if she spat on me. neil. neil...my emotionless neil. he who arrives every night. i wanted to several times. yes i did. but...it never came around. then there was the far option of wender. but i lost him along with jackie. benton is too happy. stacey would tell me i need help. lisa avoids me, probably at cost because i told her i didnt want her to make a mess in my room. nah...everyone is getting too far. the only ones i can say are still right here.....are neil and jennifer. maybe sandy. i dont know. she seems to get mad at me a load lately. i wanted to tell jen relaly badly tonight. and patrice last night. and sandy friday. but i told neil tonight. everyone feels so far away.
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2003 1 December :: 8.42pm
ahhh what to get neil the fish is twenty four dollars and then the tank and salt water shit am so screwed i shud have thought about it earlier but i didnt even realize december was comign!! aaaaaahhhh....
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2003 30 November :: 9.15pm
>Note: forwarded message attached.
The government today announced that it is changing its emblem from an Eagle to a condom because it more accurately reflects the government's political stance.
A condom stands up to inflation, halts production,destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed.
Damn, it just doesn't get more accurate than
that.
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2003 30 November :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: hollow
:: Music: "the warmth"~incubus
but if you really want to live, why not try and make yourself?
i went for a walk you know.
i walked along the sidewalk.
listening to incubus.
watching my shadow.
first i watched its likeness of me.
starting with my shoe.
slowly growing to entirety.
then i observed the quality.
how the lights altered it.
one light made it blurry, but dark.
two made it light, only dark in spots.
then i watched how the whole moved over the blocks.
and then, rather than the impression, i looked at the holes that i had never bothered to memorize before.
i watched how my form fell into the indentations.
that block has a crack.
it will always be there.
until the block is removed.
i then saw the seperations between the blocks.
some were wide, filled with filth.
others were tight, but cracked.
some were mended black with tar.
but none were perfect. no block, no space.
then it occured to me how much people are like this. there are sidewalk blocks, endlessly seen. no one could ever remember ever crack and gouge in the cement, not in every one. but one block can be. maybe two. and our impression. the shadow. how worried we are that it is there, rather than the holes it fills. our impact is stronger when we are ourselves, rather than trying to be someone else. shadows will always pass over the blocks, but will it remember? will the light know that you passed through its rays, protecting the block which forgot its sunglasses? would it care?
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2003 30 November :: 6.09pm
What Nervous Habit are You? Find out!
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2003 30 November :: 5.34pm
:: Mood: numb
:: Music: matchbox 20~yourself or someone like you
cold walk
i dont really want to put this entry in...but i think i will anyway...sometimes you gotta do things you dont want to right?...homework, cleaning, going to movies with friends and thier boyfriends for a first date...::sigh:: sorry katherine...the appeal was thin. i just read andy's journal. wow...people are mean to him. yea. i want to cry. i dont know why. well i do but. yea. last night was the party...sort form or thoughts...turned out better than thought, wish food was better, fucking bothered by dad. i did nearly all the work...just so that he could go and invite fifteen or so people more a few days before! arg. patrice slept over...dont think she wanted to. jennifer left early...i dont know for shur why. dont think it was tiredness...i wished jackie good luck and told her she would do really well...am proud of myself. am proud of her too...it took her a while but she finally realised what she was doing, or if she didnt, then she did a nice job of fixing it. yea. jill is still bugging me. i hate when people just stop tlaking to people. its stupid. if you ignore an infection, it only gets worse. i still dont know what to do about nick. i suppose i am scared. becuase i dont know how much i can trust him. i dont want to trust him. because its like this with me. i trust you with everything until you betray me. which is opposite of a good amount of people. and i dont know. i know that ive done things to people to. thats why im so afraid to write this in here. but i always find reasoning in what i did to other people. i still wonder why jackie is talking to me again. not that i mind. because i cant bring myself to talk to nick again. not relaly anyway. a good hello and good bye is about all i can manage. im not really talking to neil. hes onlyn but i feel that im going to start crying if i talk to him...so i figure its better i dont. writing this...it seems so shallow. i hate it. i dont want to put it. i talked to patrice today because it bothers her that i say child when addressing people. its more of a recent thing...but its like this. i feel wrapped in a warm blanket and held when am sick...thats how it feels to me. i feel protected and i like it. i dont use it as a degrading word. am sorry to all who hate it. i want to go for a walk. or a rollerblade. i havent done it in a while. ill take my new cd player in the bag that i just got back. maybe...strange image of this girl in sixth grade. i was friends wiht her becasue cathy left santa maria and i didnt have anyone else really. so i was friends with meghan and one day in the middle of sixth grade i was talking to her at recess and she just turned around and was like "just leave me alone". and she didnt mean it as a temporary thing. i knew it because of the way she huffed off and avoided me constantly. i feel so empty. no emotions. i want to cry. then its some kind of emotion right? that indicates sadness...but it can stand for anger...and tears of happiness exsist. so then...what does whining do...walking time.
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2003 29 November :: 5.32am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: hmmmmm
wwooooo
um...
General Note: the validity and reliability of DSM personality disorders are still lacking in strong statistical evidence and clear agreement in the scientific and medical community.
Disorder Info
Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal
Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.
Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.
Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.
Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.
Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic
Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.
Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.
Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.
Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered.
this is so stacey, i found a thing on her before...i was like gasp..so stacey
Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships.
Anxious Personality Disorders:
Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive
Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful.
Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism
Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.
Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.
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2003 29 November :: 4.53am
counter says eight...now going to be nine....htats how many times ive been to my own journal tonight!!!!!!! am suuuuuuuuuuuuccchhhhhhh a loser.....but it was cuz i was fixing it and updating and stuff.....yup....done
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2003 29 November :: 3.55am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: ::nibble nibble:: ::crunch::
"i miss my cupcake"
guys...i forgot waht i was going to write. am having so much fun looking up people, all thanks to percentzero, which btw, is there something more...er...appropriate? lol to call you? takes sooo long to type %0 yea. woah...you know...no matter how many times ive read that, i never thought about waht it meant. oo....sound like ditz day. geez
well anyways! i made beads today! jen knows what i mean...sandy too.....oo and goli, this is your stardom goli
GOLI, goli, goli and dangoli, goli, goli
yup. so i was bored. today i watched loads of sharon osbourne...she is hilarious! i love it! marilyn manson was on today! o god. he is so funny too! and steve harvey. o lordy...its so hard for me to laugh out loud at shows, its very rare that i do...but o lordy was i laughing. yes then i called sand, namely because i was bore dbut also because i needed a way to call the woman i babysit for so that she may call and say she needs a babysitter last minute and i will not be home so she can go over for a half hour or so. yup. thats how it shall go. hopefully. my dad was bitching at me to make it work cuz if it doesnt am in shit. what the hell. arg. and then goli came over...afollowed by neil...we called dan loads of times...he thought it was shay lol.....shes an annoying child yes. she has much to learn before this year is over. how many people do you know that get kicked off cross country becasue they are so annoying? or who get yelled at by the most laid back people you know becuase of the same thing. yes.....its hard to imagine, but shes that bad. o well...well all deal in the magnificent thetere department that we are so fortunate to have. which by the way, joesph tryouts are next week.....eek! am not trying out but thats when we find out who crew heads are, which i did apply for! woo! am excited for JOESPH and the TECHNOCOLOR DREAMCOAT, but only because am soooo bored without crew. yes children, sadly, without crew.....I HAVE NO LIFE! as many will vouch. ::sihg:: i shud clean my room. on wed, before school, i was standing at my doorway and i looked at my room and i had this sudden urge to stay home from school to clean my room....yea...thats so uncharacteristic of jorie. yea. um...i told my mum, cuz she drove me to school because jen wasnt up to it por que her knee...um...and shes like "yea the day i was in labour with you, i had the same thing...i cleaned the house all day. i think its some mother thing...i cnat remember wahts its called" am like "nesting instinct?" "yea thats it." but to you all. i am not pregnant. am still a virgin for that matter. its strange. im going to spend my entire first pregnancy cleaning my house!!! lol. i have my little lights on...they are red. yes. um...does anyone know how to put pictures on wiht html from your computer or from another site without going to the site?....if that makes sense....yea......id appreciate it greatly all you html g~o~d~s! :) you are my friends! :) special thanx to um...youre name is too long to remember...just go to the previous entry...or next on the page i suppose and look in comments...the girl with the nuts icon that looks awesoem. yup. her. :-Ds to you.
so this is waht i watched on tv today:
so marilyn manson was on sharon osbourne. yes.
~mm
*so
^kelly osbourne
~i brought one of my paintings for your birthday
*o how wonderful
~and phone sex
^o_O (
*o yes...that was at two o'clock in the mornin'
^ (appalled) what?!?
*i was on my meds!
~(sarcastically) so was i...
*i thought he was your father!
~well thats ok then
^(like gasp and a half now) WHAT?!?
~oh its only because you werent home
*yes, she was at her friends house then...
^(wide open mouth in gasping type expression without any screeching sounds of what the fuck is going on but really wanting to because she was so incredibly baffled and unwanting to hear this about her mother which they were obviously kidding but....youknowallthat-ness)
twas hilariuos!! i want to see it again. yes.
then steve harvey came on and i cant really recap for you, but he was just a funny guy...he dresses really nicely, has a new line of clothes coming out, has his own show in which people do strange things like make sandwiches wiht thier feet, later offering them to the host of the show, and people who can fit in dryers.....strange.......but yes...um...
then i watched shit from italian job...like the stunts and mini stuff....like yea.....if youve seen it they have three minis. well they bought loads of them, thirty two i think...and they all had different purposes. some were 'hero' cars, the ones that didnt get scratched...and all of them had different body work...but all the actors did their own driving and had to go to a few weeks worth of driving school...um...yea it was cool to watch...it makes me want to do movie set stuff...maybe in college that would be an awesome option. but ::sigh:: twill come too fast this college business......
im failing to remember the show that i watched otherwise. oooooo yes maury!
that took a load of thought...btw...a load is recently used in place of "a lot" i feel its used too commonly, same as "im sorry" and that other overused phrase...i cnat remember right now...its three twenty five...y'all shut up now, ya hear?
lol
so i watched maury and it was "can you tell? christmas cuties or men dressed as beauties"
well let me tell you, they were hardly beauties...two of eleven were women, and very ugly ones at that. but the only two i was absolutly shur were women, were men. yea...during the show, katherine and her friend tony from the city (i.e. meg the flamingo girl). we were all entirely befuddled by the results. yup.
still waiting for words on jill...still wondering what the hell i did now. still wishing she would tell me. still hoping shes gonna tell me so that i can move on, whether she decides to be there or not. still asking if shes going to be there or not. still, she shud be. unless its a totally unavoidable issue, which seems to be so much, because she doesnt speak of it, expecting it to go away, and then tends to wonder where all her friends've gone. hm.
g'night all...
sweet dreams of snow ~cue sandy and goli whine...now!, chocolate bunnies, and gumdrops (shut up i couldnt think of anything else fun! and they are pretty anyways, even though they dont taste so great...yup gnight)
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