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2003 30 January :: 5.50pm
"G-d I hate you"
Well hello, Chris (Steven Chris) ehh that was Chris's quote up there and Jeff knows why :0P
So yeah. We're ummm building guns and fixing lights and hehe I think hes telling me to get off now cuz the house is on fire or something like that :0P
hehe we've decided that I've got too much hair and Ashley and I don't think that blue balls exist right ash? :0P
okay. on with the fun bye bye :0)
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2003 29 January :: 7.46pm
you cannot win this war. hate is love at its highest.
life is a minefield. tread lightly.
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2003 28 January :: 5.20pm
For Drew:
Yes yes, I must write about my weekend now...
Fri night is pretty self explanatory... or I'm just not going to explain but I had a great time (for the most part... besides the pole.. )
Sat: HECTIC DAY!! Jessie came over around 2:30 to do hair and o god it was a mess! couldn't get anything to work so we ran to Walgreens, I made a huge scene about my stupid hair curlers heh. Anyways. Brighton came to the rescue, doing my hair in a mere 25min! She did a DAMN good job in the little time we had :0)
4:45 = late of the piano recital... the recital was... interesting lol I played my piece in under 30sec flat... it could have been very, very bad..
5:45 = leave for the Morikami Gala, already late. Got there and everyone looked soo pretty! I was in a velvet halter dress thing (Ashley said my boobs looked saggy :0() lol The Gala went really well I think... we raised a bunch of money for the museum and even scored some food!
around midnight = Ashley and I left and I got a call from my bitch Brighton <3 heh we decided to meet at Starbucks on Glades & 441 soooo there Ash & I went. By the time we got there the place was closed so Ashy and I were freezing our hinnies off and some guys were hitting on us from across the parking lot. Turns out, one of the guys was Ashley's ex boyfriends bestfriend (they knew eachother) so they were talking and i was talking to the other guys when Bright & her friend Mike pulled up in matching black GTI's. Turns out the guys I was talking to all knew Mike and one of the guys was this kid Chris, one of Bright's ex boyfriends that I had actually met awhile ago (figures eh?) so yeah... lack of better things to do we decided to follow them to this girl Allisons house who lives in the Seasons. Got there, got out of the car and guess what, I knew Allison lol it was soo weird.. i'd met her last year @ Canadian Dave's bday party... small world i suppose... after that the night kinda died.. ended up at Don Carters for a bit then back home around 2:30.
Sun = orchestra = no fun.
this weeks going by pretty well... 1 & half more days for Vivi! (Thurs = half day & Fri i'm goin 2 St.Augustine w/SNHS + Costa Rica and such)
This weekend is going to blow. Lots of piano stuff urghhhhhhhhh
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2003 27 January :: 6.03pm
so yeah, a picture of mine won a photo contest and is going to be published :0)
its also being advanced to the finals of the international amateur photography competition in the summer of 2003 :0)
i'm just psyched about it getting published! now if i had the $90.00 to buy the book that its going to be published in.... maybe i'll just go to Borders and look at it once in awhile...
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2003 25 January :: 12.10am
with every kiss i think my heart skipped a beat <3
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2003 22 January :: 5.31pm
::breathes a huge sigh of relief::
Well for those of you who don't know I broke up w/Marc on Sun. night. According to his journal hes already found some girl that sounds wonderful so i'm happy for him.
Me on the other hand, I am so content with my life right now with the exception of an absence in the boy department but I think I have someone in mind... I think i'll leave it at that, let you cool kids guess haha
My weekend was pretty good, just hung out for the most part & met a really cool kid named Brian who reminds me of a hippy kinda.
Things are beginning to get hectic w/all my piano/band crap I've gota do but in a few short weeks it'll all be over till next year :0P
The Costa Rican exchange students have finally arrived after what seems like forever. The kids all seem pretty cool but I'm kinda worried... made me realize how much Espanol I DON'T know lol I guess this summers' guna be interesting then... who knows.
Well... this is starting to feel pretty worthless soooo keep your fingers crossed for boys for Vivi!
<3
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2003 19 January :: 12.45pm
emotional fuck-wits.
oh and to you, you self absorbed bastard, fuck off. Fuck-wit.
Anywhoo, an excellent weekend so far :0)
Fri: Jessie & Tamara came over & then we went 2 Dennys w/Chris.
Sat: music theory class, piano lesson, gota call from Steven Chris telling me he won 4 matches but ended up breaking his nose lol around 9ish Shaun & Marc picked me up & we went 2 c Steven Chris' broken nose (I couldn't tell) but he put his wrestling spandex on and oh boy let me tell you... lol Well.. I"ve got pictures!!!! We left Steven Chris' and Shaun gave me the grand tour of west Boca & where they all grew up. Then we tried to go to Wendys but the damn place wasn't open. Some obnoxious kids were screaming at the drive thru thing, it was quite amusing. Then we ended up just pointlessly driving to Hillsboro where we ended up at Checkers. On the way there Chris decided to get naked and I got a pic of that too :0P Lets see.. after Checkers we ended up at Don Carters where the first thing we hear when we walk in is "And now, updates from the thong contest..." they were trying to get me to pull down my skirt but nope. no can do from Vivi haha. We got back in the car & Chris got naked again. We tried to find Shawn and Teirney but they were nowhere to be found so we dropped Chris off at 12:30 and drove to the other Chris' house where we sat in Shauns car & talked for a good hour & a half. We discovered that I can put my legs behind my head lol approx 2AM i got returned and.. i went to sleep?
Sun: Orchestra today ... urghh.
I'm guna be in a ska band?? haha yes i am :0)
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2003 16 January :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: anxious
complex transmission
fourth reich culture: americana. (ill save this for another day.)
anyways, have you ever stopped to think that everything happening around you is a chemical reaction? what you see, taste, feel, smell, hear. what you see is just reactions being turned into electrical and chemical signals your brain can process. same with smell, taste, hearing, etc. so in turn, is that what life just is? an existance that can be rationalized through logic and chemical processes?
what about the thought process? what is the chemical process that allows me to think, to create. what makes me suddendly think of something like a game of Halo during a class, gives me an imagination, etc..? this realm of existance is far too complex.
and so the general population stops there. i'd say most dont even question "who" they are. people just lay down their arm of inquiry and accept something along the lines of "god created me as a complete and unique entity, and anything else is irrelevent."
im not one to subscribe to this belief; in fact it makes me sick. the fact that people dont question who they are, what goes on inside their cerebrum, why they are even here. I want to know what the hell makes me tick. do the things i do. why i'm here living life. because to me god is dead. just being born is not good enough. simplicity is extinct. if anyone out there with views and opinions on existence and life would like to share, please do so. feedback is appreciated.
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2003 14 January :: 5.03pm
Lesson of the day: Don't sit on beds half naked in boy's rooms.
Anywho, if you don't know about my last entry then don't worry about it.. just follow my advice above lol
Besides the "incident" i've been doing pretty good which is a huge step up from my usual "eh" <- for those of you who know me well.
I have a wonderful boy now heh :0) we're working through some things but everyone seems to like him and assures hes a keeper :0P
Hes also got excellent friends of which one in particular is super nice and puts up with more of my rambling and crap then all of you! lol <3 for Steven Chris :0P
Right well for those of you who have asked or even remotely care this is the link to his journal (Marc's)
http://www.deadjournal.com/users/fisherofbears/
<3(heart)<3
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2003 12 January :: 1.09am
oh my god... o my god o my god o my god o my god o my god...
i'm so sorry...
what the fuck ... i don't know what to say...
i'm so sorry
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2003 11 January :: 6.35pm
Gypsy10071: hi
picsxstarsxdream: hey!
Gypsy10071: i hate you and heidi and jessica
Gypsy10071: you all keep going out and having fun
Gypsy10071: i get to sit at home and eat cookies and cry
Gypsy10071: so what's up?
picsxstarsxdream: lol
picsxstarsxdream: nooo cry
picsxstarsxdream: find a boy!
picsxstarsxdream: TYLER!
Gypsy10071: i hate you
Gypsy10071: so much
Gypsy10071: so very much
Gypsy10071: now i'm really depressed
picsxstarsxdream: don't hate me :0(
Gypsy10071: i can't stay mad at you
picsxstarsxdream: :0)
haha its grand being happy!!!
<3s for Rose
Rose + TBob = <3 haha
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2003 11 January :: 1.12am
God i'm happy!
My date = soo excellent!!!
wow. lol geez i'm a dork (yeah.) Heidi, Jessie & I are the pimpest girls in the world!!!!! All 3 of us successfully had the most incredible nights and ahhhhh!!!
It was actually funny.. we were guna meet at Starbucks @ 9:30 and I had Chris and Jenn looking for him because I was a chicken shit.. while we were waiting we bumped into Jacob's (Heidi's boyfriend)little sister Sarah & that was pretty cool.. I also ran into Canadian Dave's little sister Jen!
So yeah he go there... exactly 8min before I decided I was leaving. He brought me Bob the Builder stickers & I am forever indebted to him haha it was really sweet though and it just made him that much more wonderful lol well we talked for awhile then chilled @ Borders then Kevin came around 11 and we went to Mizeraks where Marc & I won 3 games of pool (i wish lol)
It was such an excellent night... I don't want it to end...ever lol
picsxstarsxdream: curious. what did your friends say?
The Cow and I: like what?
The Cow and I: well.. they talked about how like close we where and how we hit it off
The Cow and I: and like how they thought it would not work
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2003 9 January :: 9.00pm
:: Mood: cheerful
i had a great conversation with you today. who knows how long the river runs. or more importantly, how deep?
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2003 8 January :: 8.18pm
Hello. My head hurts less now,thank you hehe
School is actually very excellent so far with the exception of everyone getting kicked out :0( TOK is very interesting too bad Zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance isn't.
I met a boy that is wonderful.. Weird eh? It seems kind of weird but hes really cool and I think he enjoys talking to me (hope so anyways lol) Lets see... he likes Radiohead (like canadian Dave) and hes really into SKA and we have excellent conversations :0P hes NOT a republican, not gay haha, a nice guy so far. Maybe after yoga we'll get married heh (that ones for you :0P)
I think for the first time in a long time i'm in an excellent mood. This is kind of nice.
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2003 5 January :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: in pain... lots and lots of freakin pain
snow = overrated.
sooo Vivi's snowboarding adventures recap: 1st day = very very very frustrating... i could get down the stupid bunny slope but i had no idea how to stop so everytime i wanted 2 slow down or stop i'd totally wipe out... VERY VERY PAINFUL!!! that was at Kirkwood by the way.
Today was a LOT better (well kinda)we went to Heavenly which is a HUGEEE resort on the border of Cali and Nevada. The first run of the day approx 9:00am was ehhhhh evenutally got down lol decided to take a sitter till my 11:00am private lesson. Private lesson = excellent. The best thing I could have done (plus my instructor Adam was soooooooooooooooooooooo HOT!!!!) that actually made the lesson harder cuz I wasn't really paying attention :0P Well... he did teach me a lot though... I can now officially control the stupid board and am an intermediate snowboarder :0D haha welllll I did about 11 runs today which isn't bad... only had 1 bad wipeout (not my fault.. stupid kid skiiers..) lets see... best run of the day would have to be all the way down & fell once at the bottom to avoid hitting skiiers inline for the lift (yay go me!)
That part of the day was just dandy... but around 3:20pm all hell struck (this is guna beat your story Lana!)I went up the lift again in the single line so they paired me up w/a double. 2 boarders... i was on the right. Well... for those of you who don't know where you're sitting on the lift is where you're supposed to go to get off..(left veers to the left, middle goes straight etc) well i was perfectly ready to get off veering towards the right. I was okay but unfortunately the stupid kid in the middle decided to veer to the right also. He ended up clipping me and i fell leaving the chair lift thing to come around and drag me by my hair 3ft backwards (it sucked) when the stupid lift finally stopped i pulled my head away, heard a loud rip and saw like half of my hair hanging off of the chair lift. Fun. I wasn't too happy... kinda ruined the end of my day. Luckily I have no bald spot.. proly just gota get the back evened out.
Ride home was long. Tal... ehh i'll write bout him in a later entry. I guess a pretty good day over all. I'd definately like to do it again :0)
I come home tomorrow, weeeee!
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