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:: 2003 13 February :: 9.25 pm

first of all, everyone that has commented, called, whatever.. i just want you to know that you're great and it all made me feel a lot better. Thank you :0)

so a second chance.

maybe i'm dumb, maybe i'm not... can't really tell now but i hope it works out okay...

So to make myself feel better I am devoting myself to Brighton this Valentines... (i assure you it'll be better then last year :0P)

i send my best to all the little lovies out there, have a great night and for everyone that doesn't have someone then go out anyways with some friends and just have fun. Damn commercialized holidays :0P

PS. I am less white now :0P

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:: 2003 12 February :: 5.54 pm

so yeah.

guess whos single again.

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:: 2003 10 February :: 5.02 pm

i'm really bored so don't mind me.

First, this is really funny... well i was amused
In Japan, the fat intake in the average Japanese diet is
very low and the heart disease ratio is lower than in North
America and the UK.

However, in France, the average fat intake is very high,
and yet, the heart disease ratio is lower than in North
America and the UK.

In India almost no one drinks red wine and the heart disease
ratio is lower than in North America and the UK.

In Spain, everybody drinks too much red wine and the heart
disease ratio is lower than in North America and the UK.

In Algeria, the average sexual activity ratio is very high and
the heart disease ratio is lower than in North America and the UK.

In Brazil, everybody has sex like crazy and the heart
disease ratio is lower than in North America and the UK.

In Austria, adults smoke 2 packs of cigarettes per day,
on average.

Conclusion: Drink, eat, smoke and screw all you want.
It's speaking English that kills you.

1. DATE: Febs 10, 2003
3. Name on birth certificate: Vivi Tran
4. Nicknames: umm Viv's, Vi, Vister, Vivi (like Viv-e) umm i duno people call me all kinda things... midget, shorty etc.
5. Birth date: Dec. 20th, 1985
6. Age: 17
7. School: ATL baby!
8. Location: Boca Raton, Fl.
9. Email: picturesxstarsxdreams@yahoo.com
10. Colour of eyes: um brown... cuz i'm full of shit right? haha
11. Colour of hair: umm its debatable, black/dark brown
12. Height: umm i'm 2 feet tall... lol seriously 4'11" <- i know i'm a midget, shut up.
13. Shoe size: 7 - 7 1/2 depending....
14. Brothers or sisters and ages: Vinh 13
15. Who you live with: Mis padres, mi hermano y mi gato Princess
16. Bedtime: well... because I NEVER get to sleep now thanks to a certain someone :0P
17. Carpet colour in your room: ummm beigey white i think...
18. Wall colour in your room: pink :0P
HaVe YoU eVeR

19. Been so drunk you blacked out? nope
20. Missed school because it was raining? nope
21. Put a body part on fire to humour yourself? nope
22. Been hurt emotionally? lets not go there. Hurt is for the weak damnit!
23. Kept a secret from everyone? sure
24. Had an imaginary friend? haha
25. Wanted to hook up with a friend? yeah... i probably wouldn't recomment it..
26. Ever cried during a movie? ima wuss.
27. Ever thought an animated character was hot? lol ummm noo... ::looks away:: lol
28. Had a New Kids on the Block tape? nope
29. Been on stage? last night
30. Cut your hair? yep in 3 months i'll be chopping off 12 + inches!
31. Been sarcastic? Sarcasm takes real brains :0P
FaVoUrItEs

32. Shampoo: Herbal Essences! cuz its orgasmic rightttt??? haha
33. Soap: um... no preference i don't think
34. Colour: don't get me started on colors... but for Chris i'll put purple :0P
35. Day/night: night
36. Season: winter or spring or fall or ehh i like em all lol summers a bit hot though..
38. Food: anything latino almost :0P i like lots of foods
39. Ice cream: yummmmm ice cream...
40. Subject: um...school? lol
41. Person: haha my favoritest person in the whole entire would would hafta be my pussy w/Chris at a close second :0P
RiGhT nOw

42. Wearing: umm jeans & my pimpin yellow "emo" shirt as Ben put it
43. Feeling: sleepy
44.Eating/drinking: nada.
45. Thinking: i really wana see chris :0(
46. Listening to: nothing.
47. Talking to: was talking to AJ a sec ago but he just abandoned me :0(

In ThE lAsT 24 hOuRs

48. Cried: nope, Chris makes me all smiles :0)
49. Worn a skirt: yesterday yes.
50. Met someone new: ummmm maybe... actually yes, I met Jim and Greg :0)
51. Cleaned your room: not really
52. Done laundry: nope

Do YoU bElIeVe In

53. Boxes? its a state of mind. Is there a truth? haha TOK
54. Yourself? why not
55. Your friends? i'd like to
56. The tooth fairy? only if theres money involved :0P
57. Destiny/fate? I don't know... destiny proly not but fate maybe
58. Angels?it's a nice concept
60. UFO's? nope. aLIEn haha
FrIeNdS aNd LiFe

61. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yessssss! Tengo un novio! girls i'm taking applications :0P
62. Do you like anyone? Chris <3
63. What friend have you known the longest? that i'm still good friends with... umm proly Chris Z. (since i'v been 4) and Jenn since elementary school
64. Who's the funniest? all my friends are funny... Canadian Dave though i'd have to say :0)
65. Who's the shyest? Noah :0P I have lots of shy friends though
66. Who do you go to for advice? ummm depends on what
67. Who do you cry to? haha how many times have I called Chris (Z) balling now... Troy's heard me cry too many times too. And of course Jenn through all these heart breaks lol
68. When have you cried the most? when Sascha died.
70. What do you think the best feeling in the world is? just relaxing and not having a care in the world...
71. Worst feeling? there are lots of bad feelings.
MeH

72. Who will respond to you the quickest? um... proly by tomorrow 4 people will have this on their journal
74. Who sent this to you? i stole it from Jessika on deadjournal
75. Do you want everyone to send this back? um... no
MoRe QuEsTiOnS

Astrological sign: Sagittarius
People describe you as: short, cute, nice sometimes, bitch .. its all there :0P
Single or taken: taken :0)
Piercings: ears & belly button :0)

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:: 2003 7 February :: 10.14 pm

i hope you know that you're amazing...

<3

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:: 2003 7 February :: 7.29 pm

so yeah. The perfect Friday was ruined by some crazy substitute in bio.... he was like a thousand lbs and met some woman he was in love with through the phone & they've been talking for 5 yrs now & never met and shes recently divored, he has a 37 year old biological daughter and says he can "relate" with those of us having sex now and he has a 17yr old adopted daughter. He successfully messed up my name "Viva" and yelled at me + at Diana like a thousand times more. We played a stupid game & we're going to tell Mr.Murnan it was dumb.

Other then that today was okay... actually today kinda sucked. Just got home, had to go EVERYWHERE after school...

Now Chris & Jared are coming over soooo yay :0)

yesterday I hung out w/Chris and Brian = mucho funness.. we ended up at Josh & Jared's house where Brian broke the sexy sexy waterbed :0( lol it was fun & we called lots of people and we're trying to find Jared a girlfriend (hes cute girls!) haha.

this weekends guna be crazy.... orchestra rehearsals + concert, piano concerto etc.

I'm missing Further Seems Forever, The Early November & The Beautiful mistake now. damnit.

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:: 2003 5 February :: 11.07 pm

I feel the need to update.

First of all... BUY TICKETS FROM VIVI!!! yes yes yes, I need to sell another 4 by tomorrow :0/ Ben, i'm soooooo guna do it!
ehhhh tickets for the Adastra show on the 22nd @ the Factory.. $12 you soo know you want to :0P

Chris came to see me last night which made me incredibly happy :0) <- seee! I met his friends Jared, Peck, and Josh & Brian was also there but i've met Brian already. I was very much convinced they were all looking at me funny... crazy stuff.

oh yeah. I went home sick yesterday... got LOTS of sleep.

Today was pretty worthless. can't wait till Fri <3

till then...
<3

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:: 2003 3 February :: 5.46 pm

Have you ever?

1. been kissed? yes :0)
2. done drugs? nopes :0):0)
3. eaten an entire box of oreos? can't say that I have
4. eaten sushi? yea but not too fond of it
5. been on stage? yep yep
6. been dumped? once. but hey, we got back together and i got to dump him the second time :0P
7. had someone be unfaithful?:0(
8. gotten in a car accident? one for real when we had to call the cops and once we hit a yellow pole :0P

Which one is Better?
1. cold or hot: hot
2. blue or red: red
3. rain or snow: rain
4. give or receive: give
5. wool or cotton: cotton
6. rose or daisy: daisy
7. private school or public school:i assume public
8. chocolate or plain milk: chocolate
9. celsius or fahrenheit: don't get me started
10. spring or fall: spring
11. history or science: history
12. math or English: math
13. alternative or country: alternative

Opposite Gender

1. Do you like someone right now from the opposite sex? NO!!!! (heh you know i'm kidding :0P)
2. Do they know? ummmm maybe :0P

Friends

1. Who are your funniest friends? umm Canadian Dave for one :0P Ashley's really ditzy I duno if that counts
2. Who makes you laugh/smile the most? DAVE!! heh i'm always smiling.. *MY* Chris makes me smile ALL the time :0)<3
3. Who do you email the most? proly Miss. Kelly with all of my boy problems heh
4. Who's your best friend? i have lots of really good friends...definately Kevy Wevy, Bright, & Jenn though, I'd die w/o them <3<3
5. Who's the loudest? haha we're ALLLL loud!
6. Who's the shyest? ummmm I don't know if any of us are particularly shy...
7. Whose parents do you know the best? Jenns or Kevs or Brights
8. Who are you jealous of? I WANT HEIDI's BOOBS!!!(or Bright's heh)
9. Who has the best room? I liked Ashley's room muchoness

Within the last 24 hours

1. Had a serious talk with someone? yes *ahem CHRIS!*
2. Hugged someone? sure, I'm a hug slut! haha
3. Gotten along with your parents? I suppose.. they're being nice cuz i'm sick :0/
4. Fought with a friend? yes well kinda

Do you like to...

1. Give hugs? HUG SLUT!!!
2. Give back rubs? not as much as I enjoy receiving *hint hint* :0P
3. Take walks in the rain? they're the best ones...
4.What did u do this summer? um.. lots of stuff :0P worked at an orchestra camp and a science camp and went to Italy & Greece :0)

Which one of your friends?

1. Is most likely to grow up to be a model: I have soo many hot friends it wouldnt' be fair to single them out :0P
2. Knows most about you: honestly probably Brighton
3. Is most likely to become a comedian: DAVID!
4. Have you known the longest: JENN!!
5. Do you know most about: proly Kevy :0P
6. Who will send this back the quickest? ummm this is in my journal
7. Is the smartest: definately Jenn, shes guna be a rocket scientist or something :0P
8. Most likely to wind up in jail: eep none of MY friends heh
9. Who sent this to you: *MY* Chris who stole it from Josh's (thoughtssurreal) journal
10. Who talks the most? ha proly me! cuz its ALL about me :0P

1. Have you ever been to a concert? a bazillion!
2. Loved someone so much it made you cry: i don't think so.
3. Cheated on a test: MALPRACTICE!
4. stolen something: once. I was 8 and I stole a little rubber stamp from this place :0(
5. stalked someone: haha cuz i'm scary stalker girl eh?

1. Single or hooked: hooked :0P sorry boys! heh
2. Who was or is you biggest crush: hmmm I wonder :0P
3. If you were gonna go out with anyone who would it be: I am perfectly content with *MY* Chris :0P
4. Have you ever had an online relationship? lets not go there.

Others

1. What is your worst habit? my dirty dirty mouth
2. What really makes you mad? too much
3. Scariest moment? um... none come to mind really
4. Happiest moment: I have a lot of happy moments, its not very fair to limit myself i think...
5. Do you swear too much? haha I think i've already answered this one :0P
6. How do you feel about homosexual? whatever floats your boat
7. Do u dress like a slut/prep/snob/sporty/or just plain? i wear whatever is clean.

and i'm done!!!

Chris says: "I finished before you"

ahh the shithead thinks that makes him better :0P j/k

...you're my everything.. my 2nd favorite person in the world :0P...

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:: 2003 2 February :: 11.26 am

Apparently a convo between Jessie & Heidi while I was sleeping:

Twister 10: there's some asian chick somewhere who has my breasts
Twister 10: and I fucking want them back
pinkwombat13: haha
pinkwombat13: vivi!
Twister 10: that WHORE!
pinkwombat13: ah, boobs, the makers of great conversations.

Vivi = enfermo.
sick sick sick sick
bleh it sucks. I've slept more hours then i've been awake this weekend. Got to see my Chris on Friday which made me happy.(even though I was sleeping the whole time:0/)

now... to orchestra to study bio. (haha tell me if that makes any sense :0P)

au revoir

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:: 2003 30 January :: 9.15 pm
:: Mood: bouncy

heh you know what I mean ~ Ashley
Compliments of *MY* Chris <3 heh Ashy & I are still right though, its a HUGE scam to get girls to do more sexual favors :0P

You may have noticed a distinct bluish tinge to your testicles after you make out for several hours -- and the deep, most uncomfortable ache that goes along with it.

Actually, it's not your testicles that are blue, it's the skin of the scrotum. When you're aroused, blood flows not only to the penis, but to the entire area.

The longer you stay aroused, the longer the blood stays there. Newer blood is red, but older blood, which has less oxygen, is blue -- and that's why your testicles appear to contain more blue blood than Buckingham Palace.

It's not harmful, so don't run to the emergency room. If it lasts for hours and hours after you've stopped being aroused, though, see a doctor. Or find socks to match.

* * *
It is not sex that gives the pleasure, but the lover. - Marge Piercy

I'm at Ashy's house not & we're going to St.Augustine tomorrow, yay!

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:: 2003 30 January :: 5.50 pm

"G-d I hate you"
Well hello, Chris (Steven Chris) ehh that was Chris's quote up there and Jeff knows why :0P

So yeah. We're ummm building guns and fixing lights and hehe I think hes telling me to get off now cuz the house is on fire or something like that :0P

hehe we've decided that I've got too much hair and Ashley and I don't think that blue balls exist right ash? :0P

okay. on with the fun bye bye :0)

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:: 2003 28 January :: 5.20 pm

For Drew:

Yes yes, I must write about my weekend now...

Fri night is pretty self explanatory... or I'm just not going to explain but I had a great time (for the most part... besides the pole.. )

Sat: HECTIC DAY!! Jessie came over around 2:30 to do hair and o god it was a mess! couldn't get anything to work so we ran to Walgreens, I made a huge scene about my stupid hair curlers heh. Anyways. Brighton came to the rescue, doing my hair in a mere 25min! She did a DAMN good job in the little time we had :0)
4:45 = late of the piano recital... the recital was... interesting lol I played my piece in under 30sec flat... it could have been very, very bad..
5:45 = leave for the Morikami Gala, already late. Got there and everyone looked soo pretty! I was in a velvet halter dress thing (Ashley said my boobs looked saggy :0() lol The Gala went really well I think... we raised a bunch of money for the museum and even scored some food!

around midnight = Ashley and I left and I got a call from my bitch Brighton <3 heh we decided to meet at Starbucks on Glades & 441 soooo there Ash & I went. By the time we got there the place was closed so Ashy and I were freezing our hinnies off and some guys were hitting on us from across the parking lot. Turns out, one of the guys was Ashley's ex boyfriends bestfriend (they knew eachother) so they were talking and i was talking to the other guys when Bright & her friend Mike pulled up in matching black GTI's. Turns out the guys I was talking to all knew Mike and one of the guys was this kid Chris, one of Bright's ex boyfriends that I had actually met awhile ago (figures eh?) so yeah... lack of better things to do we decided to follow them to this girl Allisons house who lives in the Seasons. Got there, got out of the car and guess what, I knew Allison lol it was soo weird.. i'd met her last year @ Canadian Dave's bday party... small world i suppose... after that the night kinda died.. ended up at Don Carters for a bit then back home around 2:30.

Sun = orchestra = no fun.

this weeks going by pretty well... 1 & half more days for Vivi! (Thurs = half day & Fri i'm goin 2 St.Augustine w/SNHS + Costa Rica and such)

This weekend is going to blow. Lots of piano stuff urghhhhhhhhh

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:: 2003 27 January :: 6.03 pm

so yeah, a picture of mine won a photo contest and is going to be published :0)

its also being advanced to the finals of the international amateur photography competition in the summer of 2003 :0)

i'm just psyched about it getting published! now if i had the $90.00 to buy the book that its going to be published in.... maybe i'll just go to Borders and look at it once in awhile...

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:: 2003 25 January :: 12.10 am

with every kiss i think my heart skipped a beat <3

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:: 2003 22 January :: 5.31 pm

::breathes a huge sigh of relief::

Well for those of you who don't know I broke up w/Marc on Sun. night. According to his journal hes already found some girl that sounds wonderful so i'm happy for him.

Me on the other hand, I am so content with my life right now with the exception of an absence in the boy department but I think I have someone in mind... I think i'll leave it at that, let you cool kids guess haha

My weekend was pretty good, just hung out for the most part & met a really cool kid named Brian who reminds me of a hippy kinda.

Things are beginning to get hectic w/all my piano/band crap I've gota do but in a few short weeks it'll all be over till next year :0P

The Costa Rican exchange students have finally arrived after what seems like forever. The kids all seem pretty cool but I'm kinda worried... made me realize how much Espanol I DON'T know lol I guess this summers' guna be interesting then... who knows.

Well... this is starting to feel pretty worthless soooo keep your fingers crossed for boys for Vivi!
<3




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:: 2003 19 January :: 12.45 pm

emotional fuck-wits.

oh and to you, you self absorbed bastard, fuck off. Fuck-wit.

Anywhoo, an excellent weekend so far :0)

Fri: Jessie & Tamara came over & then we went 2 Dennys w/Chris.

Sat: music theory class, piano lesson, gota call from Steven Chris telling me he won 4 matches but ended up breaking his nose lol around 9ish Shaun & Marc picked me up & we went 2 c Steven Chris' broken nose (I couldn't tell) but he put his wrestling spandex on and oh boy let me tell you... lol Well.. I"ve got pictures!!!! We left Steven Chris' and Shaun gave me the grand tour of west Boca & where they all grew up. Then we tried to go to Wendys but the damn place wasn't open. Some obnoxious kids were screaming at the drive thru thing, it was quite amusing. Then we ended up just pointlessly driving to Hillsboro where we ended up at Checkers. On the way there Chris decided to get naked and I got a pic of that too :0P Lets see.. after Checkers we ended up at Don Carters where the first thing we hear when we walk in is "And now, updates from the thong contest..." they were trying to get me to pull down my skirt but nope. no can do from Vivi haha. We got back in the car & Chris got naked again. We tried to find Shawn and Teirney but they were nowhere to be found so we dropped Chris off at 12:30 and drove to the other Chris' house where we sat in Shauns car & talked for a good hour & a half. We discovered that I can put my legs behind my head lol approx 2AM i got returned and.. i went to sleep?

Sun: Orchestra today ... urghh.

I'm guna be in a ska band?? haha yes i am :0)

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