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yesterday.. ok, so yesterday i go up to the sev (7-11) and i see steve.. i mentioned to him how my mom doe weed and he was like "yea, i got high with your mom once" and i was like "what!? when was this?" and hes like "at felicia's dad's funeral" and that was back in fuckin JANUARY!!! and she just told me like, 3 weeks ago! i fuckin hate this, i wanna run away but i have no where to go.. but yea.. then i played a game of hack, then it turned into elimination and it got down to Me and Jerry and he shot it at me a couple of times and about the 5th time he hit me and i was out.. then i walked over to the middle school and ms. watson had a meeting to go to RIGHT after class so i had to leave the copy of my drawing there for her and i didnt get to show her the one im working on, or my pictures.. but i got to show the pictures to Mr. Duffey, Senora Dunn and Mr. Wilson.. well i better go coz i think the bell might ring soon for school to start.. BYE!
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blah.. o0ok.. so we didnt go to the movies YET.. but o0o well.. i wonder what josh will say when he decides to talk to me like alex told me he said he would.. and just like him lying about the Tom Jones thing.. alex told me josh said he was free all weekend when josh told felicia that we couldnt go to the movies coz he was working all weekend.. so yeah.. who knows when hes telling the truth anymore.. w00t, new seasons of PUNK'D and VIVA LA BAM started yesterday!! weee and i added patches to my pants.. 2 more gc patches to my GC pants, and then on my big plain black jeans (that im wearing today) i added my "Speed Metal Army--Death to false Metal", "Destructo Demolitia" and my "Social Distortion" one, with the skeleton thats smoking a cigarette and holding a glass of wine, heh ^_^ i was gonna add 2 more this morning but i was running WAYY late.. ill add them when i get home so they'll be on them for the next time i wear them.. its the Mushroom and Sun thingy that Anthony gave me all they way back on my birthday.. but yea, alex was asking me to update so heres me update..
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Horoscope.. hey.. took a peek at my horoscope for the first time in a LONG time.. and its kinda confusing me.. like, idk who it could be talking about.. but i sure do want KEVIN ::small print--> ((or josh)):: lol here: April 23, 2004 Scorpio Hers: There may be an unspoken attraction between you and someone in your world today. If you sense that this person is checking you out, trust your hunches. Things could get intriguing today, especially after the sun goes down. iight whatever.. lol TALENT SHOW!! omg it was so good! candice was really awesome (she won third) along with laura v. OMG THAT GRL CAN SING!!!!!! i didnt kno she could and omg she can!! and second place was Josh and some girl, they did a dance and omg josh's pants could NOT have been ANY tighter in the crotch! ((some one told me that they think he had a boner..)) but they were really good and josh looks good in white pants! lol and first place was Mandi S. who sang somewhere over the rainbow Accapella and she was reeeeeeeeeeeelly good, lol. other acts included jess s., caroline, nicole c., mercedes and OMG the Misfits.. heh ^_^ im am So0o0o0o in love with Kevin (lead singer) and omg, at the end of the song, Roy flipped his guitar around and later he lifted his mohawk to show jill and you could see blood dripping from his forhead! lol.. o0o yeah, they did a song called "Halloween" and half of the band learned it 10 minutes before they went on stage! lol the members were: Kevin, Zack C., Zack M., Roy R. and the bassist.. idk his name.. but they were so0o funny, the whole audience was laughing when kevin did his little stiff walk thing.. and they didnt kno when the song was over so i guess they knew it was over when Zack (M) did his little jump with his guitar and then hit ONE last note/chord (whatever it was.. i couldnt tell). but omg.. kevin is so0o0o hot.. HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Josh zGO0dChArLOttEz: http://hometown.aol.com/benjisout2getmee/formal.html DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: josh is so cutew zGO0dChArLOttEz: aint he tho DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yeah and so are the other two guys zGO0dChArLOttEz: lol who? rick and justin? DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yeah zGO0dChArLOttEz: lol ^_^ DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: wow josh is really cute lol DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: u guys look good together zGO0dChArLOttEz: lol yea.. i kinda sorta like him.. ((well.. looking past the fact that im pissed off at him right now)) DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: why are u pissed at him DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: is he gay or is that jsut what people say zGO0dChArLOttEz: go here: www.woohu.com/~xvivaxlabamxfanx and read the second entry forn the top zGO0dChArLOttEz: he IS gay.. thats why i cant have him DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: rick is really hott isnt he gay though secrelty zGO0dChArLOttEz: either gay or bi DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: wow josh probally got yelled at to go dont let that piss u off its no big deal DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: its something petty and u dont wanna fight wit the kid u like over something petty like that right>\ zGO0dChArLOttEz: it doesnt bother me that he went, it bothers me that hes lying about it DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yeah i see where that could get u mad but dont worry botu that it isnt that bad becasue he probally got begged to go and didnt wanna tell u becasue he was afriad to hurt ur feelings zGO0dChArLOttEz: yea well right now (if he even talks to me) hes getting the silent treatment zGO0dChArLOttEz: i ignored him when i went to the bathroom today but its not like he even tried to say anything DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: no dont do the silent treatment zGO0dChArLOttEz: its better than revenge DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: because its jsut gonan ruin any chance u got zGO0dChArLOttEz: my chances are already ruined! he dont like girls! DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: jsut drop it and rember it one day when he is mad at you DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: well he is still a asweet heart and u dont wanan ruin ur friendship!!! zGO0dChArLOttEz: whatfriendship? him barley talkin to me and ditching me zGO0dChArLOttEz: *barely DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: it isnt ditching and u r givin him silent treatment thats why DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: do u kno ray millard zGO0dChArLOttEz: no zGO0dChArLOttEz: and he did ditch me at the dance DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: everybodyt seperated from there dates zGO0dChArLOttEz: for the whole thing DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: well maybe that was a little harsh DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: but still zGO0dChArLOttEz: idk.. but even if sum1 told him i was pissed, he probably wouldnt do anything about it.. he probably wouldnt even care DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yers he would jsut from seeing josh around i kno he has a big heart and is nice zGO0dChArLOttEz: i thought that too zGO0dChArLOttEz: but recently hes been starting to prove me wrong DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: maybe he needs soemt ime zGO0dChArLOttEz: like what? a year? DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: lol DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: i dont kno maybe he needs his space did u ever check to make sure eh was okay and he wasnt having any problems wit his relationship or something zGO0dChArLOttEz: how and when would i have dont that/ zGO0dChArLOttEz: *? DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: i dont kno lol on the compuiter zGO0dChArLOttEz: hes either always away or never really talks zGO0dChArLOttEz: or recently.. not on much DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: talk to his away messag telll him how u feel and whats going on zGO0dChArLOttEz: ill tell you the same thing i told alex, id rather talk to him in person.. you cant see emotions thru a computer screen DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yeah thats definlty true but sometimes its easier to not see emotiong DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: emotions zGO0dChArLOttEz: but i think this is something that would be better in person zGO0dChArLOttEz: coz in person, say if i went to walk away, he could pull me back but you cant do that thru a computer screen DyMnDiVaMsCnDrLa: yeah
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bored as hell well umm there isnt much to say.. im so bored that i did my homework and im bout to go clean up my room a little bit.. christa isnt on and its pissing me off.. im bout to say fuck her because she never wants to hang out any more.. i mean.. she was all like i miss you and stuff like that when i was down in disney and now that i came back.. i havent even seen her yet.. how werid is that.. i mean ... i would have been over the person house the day they got home.. but thats okay.. what ever.. HAPPY 4 20 people.. have a HAPPY 4 20.. blunts, bongs and bowls is all we need.. amanda, amanda brie and shannon.. g4l bbfl s4l and all that good stuff..
Still about Josh alexholzbaur: heyyy zGO0dChArLOttEz: hi alexholzbaur: wutz up? zGO0dChArLOttEz: im pissed alexholzbaur: awwww, y? zGO0dChArLOttEz: StEwY11488: how come you werent wiht josh after the dance @ tom jones? zGO0dChArLOttEz: zGO0dChArLOttEz: coz he told me he didnt want to go anywhere after the dance and he wanted to slepp coz he had to work at king of prussia the next morning at 10.. and i even suggested going there for like a half hour and he said hed rather sleep zGO0dChArLOttEz: StEwY11488: o0o zGO0dChArLOttEz: and he told felicia today when she imed him that he went home zGO0dChArLOttEz: StEwY11488: yeah...so neither of you went? zGO0dChArLOttEz: i didnt go.. i went to Ben's but everyones tellin me josh and rick went to tom jones after josh telling me he wasnt going anywhere StEwY11488: o0o idk...i just figured u 2 wood go cuz yew went for play...i have no clue zGO0dChArLOttEz: yea, i wanted to but he said he couldnt but then suppossedly he was there alexholzbaur: but u get to go to the movies with him, so... zGO0dChArLOttEz: o0o idk bout that alexholzbaur: ? zGO0dChArLOttEz: he might change his mind last minute knowin him alexholzbaur: that would sux, but I dunno. He woulden't do that to u...not on purpose at least zGO0dChArLOttEz: yea ok zGO0dChArLOttEz: StEwY11488: its not a big deal neway..right? zGO0dChArLOttEz: its just pissin me off.. he ditched me half the night then ditched me afterwards too zGO0dChArLOttEz: and he lied to me StEwY11488: lied about wut zGO0dChArLOttEz: tell felicia he didnt go to tom jones when every1 saw him there StEwY11488: like hoo saw him? zGO0dChArLOttEz: everyone was coming up to me today sayin that he was there zGO0dChArLOttEz: and asking where i was alexholzbaur: hes not lyke that, so don't act lyke it. He woulden't ditch u, cause rick will be there, so Im sure he'll still be goin alexholzbaur: are u serious, he asked where u were?!? zGO0dChArLOttEz: no everyone asked where i was zGO0dChArLOttEz: coz he was there and i wasnt alexholzbaur: ohhh, I would be really pissed. Planning revenge... zGO0dChArLOttEz: i am pissed! but im not a revenge type of person zGO0dChArLOttEz: im more of the evillooks and ignoring type alexholzbaur: but ur still gonna go to the movies with him even after he ditched you? zGO0dChArLOttEz: yea, but i wont talk to him alexholzbaur: thatz not right. u either forgive him, or don't go at all. I plastered that picture on my wall next to my picture of Kierstin and amanda zGO0dChArLOttEz: omg zGO0dChArLOttEz: and ill only forgive once he makes it up to me alexholzbaur: how can he do that? I'll tell him in my e-amil tonight zGO0dChArLOttEz: ok and im posting sumthin on my journal.. like he goes there anyway zGO0dChArLOttEz: lol alexholzbaur: wut iz the link to ur journal, and wut do you want me to say to him about it in my e-mail? zGO0dChArLOttEz: www.woohu.com/~xvivaxlabamxfanx zGO0dChArLOttEz: idk, w/e u want alexholzbaur: TELL ME WHAT TO SAY, cause I dunno wut to say zGO0dChArLOttEz: IDK!!!!!!!!!!!! alexholzbaur: I didn't say anything. When I think of something I'll send another... zGO0dChArLOttEz: fine zGO0dChArLOttEz: you could just send himt he link to my journal zGO0dChArLOttEz: i JUST updated it alexholzbaur: g2g alexholzbaur: ttyl alexholzbaur: bye zGO0dChArLOttEz: grr alexholzbaur signed off at 7:49:47 PM. alexholzbaur signed on at 7:52:24 PM. alexholzbaur: he loves rick, u should have expected him to go somewhere with him, u kno that they got something goin' on, no matter wut they say zGO0dChArLOttEz: but still zGO0dChArLOttEz: he didnt have to lie to feleica zGO0dChArLOttEz: *felicia alexholzbaur: and you...but he loves rick. that would explaine the last minute plans...he would do anything for that boy, just lyke he told me he would zGO0dChArLOttEz: but STILL zGO0dChArLOttEz: he didnt have to lie to felicia zGO0dChArLOttEz: sayin he went home alexholzbaur: I dunno. Just forgive him and end it zGO0dChArLOttEz: no alexholzbaur signed off at 7:55:56 PM.
josh.. grr.. first, the story of the dance in quick mode! josh was 45 minutes late.. mymom got pissed thinkin he stood me up then he came and was like "srry, rick needed pants" so it was josh AND rick who came over.. we took pictures, i got a flower and then we went to pick up alyssa for rick and got stuck in horrible traffic, got to her house and took pics, then we left and it was clear to the school. we went in me and josh danced a lil then i wanted food and all this shit happened where ppl would ocme up to me "josh is lookin for you" so id go over to where he was and hed look at me then not even acknowledge that i was there! so i was like "FUCK THAT" so i sat on the bleachers and.. i ended up thinking about tony for some odd reason and i started crying after telling myself i wouldnt cry.. and then i kept getting pissed at josh coz he ditched me half the night and didnt even care to look for me. but then fee got me down and over to him and we dance for the last like 4songs and left and he didnt want to go anywhere coz he had work the nexy day at king of prussia at 10 so he dropped me off and i went over bens house. BUT NOW read THIS: StEwY11488: hey zGO0dChArLOttEz: hey zGO0dChArLOttEz: if u added another 1 to the begining of your #'s, youd have my b-day StEwY11488: really?...thats cool StEwY11488: well the #'s i have are my bday so thas why i put them zGO0dChArLOttEz: lol i figured StEwY11488: yeh lol StEwY11488: so0o did ya have fun @ the 9-10? zGO0dChArLOttEz: yea i guess zGO0dChArLOttEz: u? StEwY11488: yep..the 1st hour was kinda boring cuz i didnt really wanna dance but after that it was funn zGO0dChArLOttEz: lol cool StEwY11488: how come you werent wiht josh after the dance @ tom jones? zGO0dChArLOttEz: coz he told me he didnt want to go anywhere after the dance and he wanted to sleep coz he had to work at king of prussia the next morning at 10.. and i even suggested going there for like a half hour and he said hed rather sleep StEwY11488: o0o zGO0dChArLOttEz: and he told felicia today when she imed him that he went home StEwY11488: yeah...so neither of you went? zGO0dChArLOttEz: i didnt go.. i went to Ben's but everyones tellin me josh and rick went to tom jones after josh telling me he wasnt going anywhere StEwY11488: o0o idk...i just figured u 2 wood go cuz yew went for play...i have no clue zGO0dChArLOttEz: yea, i wanted to but he said he couldnt but then suppossedly he was there StEwY11488: idk StEwY11488: its not a big deal neway..right? zGO0dChArLOttEz: its just pissin me off.. he ditched me half the night then ditched me afterwards too zGO0dChArLOttEz: and he lied to me StEwY11488: lied about wut zGO0dChArLOttEz: tellin felicia he didnt go to tom jones when every1 saw him there StEwY11488: like hoo saw him? zGO0dChArLOttEz: everyone was coming up to me today sayin that he was there zGO0dChArLOttEz: and asking where i was StEwY11488: o0oo0o0o StEwY11488: well dont worry about it aright...but i have to go aint that fucked up????????????
busy... heyy.. i kno i havent written in here for a while but i have been so busy.. with school, work and homework i havent got a lot of time to other things.. well i can but.. this is one thing that i dnt really think about.. well.. i mean i would look at my journal and stuff.. but thats it.. well disney was fun you can read all bout it in my buddy4u.. the 9/10 was on friday.. i didnt go.. ha ha.. i didnt want to go.. i mean.. why.. there is going to be other one next year and the year after that and the year after that.. then all the dances and parties in college.. damn.. just thinking bout gives me the chilles.. im be missin my girlies.. ha ha.. NOT.. ha ha.. well ima bounce.. ttyl <3 ya amanda
GHAA!! omg omg omg!! i havent updated and this week has been so busy!!! lol tuesday i went to the mall with my grandmom and i got a viva la bam shirt, a pink bam shirt, shoelaces and shorts. wed. i bought my dress for the formal.. theres this little trift shop on philadelphia pike and thats where i got it.. 40-some bucks.. not bad! lol thurday.. went to rite aid at like 9 pm and thats when i bought my nails.. went home and had dinner at 9:30.. friday was the dance.. i wann tell all about it like i did to michelle in my letter but thats wayy too much.. and i only have 3 minutes so ill tell alla bout it but to go to me and josh's pic.. go to... http://hometown.aol.com/benjisout2getmee/me3.html
memories... ahh yes.. memories!! lmao.. crossing the street on my way home from Wawa made me remember the time that me and a bunch of ppl were down wawa and jeff went out and sat in the middle of the street... everyone starts laughing at him but me and i look down the street and see this huge 18 wheeler coming... so i scream "JEFF GET OUT OF THE DAMN STREET!!" while pointing at the truck and he shrugs.. so a couple of ppl run out to him and grab his arms and pull him in. we all look at each other while the truck goes by... then once its gone we all bust out laughing.. lmao.. i just love memories dont you!? lmao.. yea.. lemme get back to me sandwhich coz diz fat girls VERY hungry!!!!!! -x-
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spring break.. ehh.. kurt cobain.. r.i.p. 10 years after.. finally GOT the nirvana cds.. lamo my firnd burnt them for me.. and thats my spring break so far!! lmao.. anthony and tracie still got school... and now we have to pay for woohu.. i dont mind.. i just wanna kno how he'll kno that I: xVivAxLaBaMxFaNx, sent it in.. i should hopefully be getting and answer soon... otherwise.. ill write later.. -x-
its over.. and car crashes suck omg i cant believe its finally over.. i dont want it to be over.. and all my senior friends who i wont see anymore.. ::crycry:: but yea, every got programs and everyone signed them and stuff.. heres whut ppl wrote in mine: -Stef good job love demi keep smiling :) -Stef you did so good. hope hope you do play next year <3 Jackie -Stef Good job, good luck in the future <3 Nicole -Stef: it was fun! cya -Colleen -<3 Micky Hoffman -Stef, it was a true pleasure to share these special moments together!! Ashley Cha-Cha Adios -Stef, Great Job this year. Luv Kierstin Powell (Sandy) -Stef, Great Job Lindsay (stage crew) -Hey, Great Job! I'm proud of you! Kevin Maleike -Stef,Great job! Have fun in the rest of the years. Liz Barrar -Stef Excellent job in the play. Good luck w/ everything. Joey D (stage crew) -Stef, Im glad i got a chance to meet you ur cool dont change KIT <3 Kelly M. -Steffani I spelled your name right and this penis sweet great job Tim (stage crew) -Hey Steffani It was fun during the practice. Enjoy your break. See you in next years play -Dana Zhang -Stephf, Okay I know that you're very evil because of me during hand jive, but you were the one that flung me into micky. Keep w/ the play & don't be a quitter just focus on the final performance "all the world's a stage... All the men & women merely actors" (As You Like It) Bebe muerto Timo -was a ((?? ??)) remember how much of an ((??)) i was in the dance scene. "Hand Jive" Laura -Hey gurl, arguments yes but it was all worth it!! wide hips rule! lol anyways, hit me up Hand jive queen! <3Mandi (B.) -Maybe u should try out for a BIG part next year. P.S. I won't ever forget the lock CeCe or "Sierra" (stage crew) -Stef, Hey! I enjoyed acting w/ ya. Good luck next year. I'll miss ua. <3, Kelly S. -Stef, I am so glad you did the play with me this year. We actually got kinda close. Go figure... lol. Its been fun. ttyl. Call me. 610-485-7191 Alex -Stef, known ya since softball later <3always Jaime Beasley -Stef, Awesome job!!:) you were great. Sorry my smiley face looks like it has a black eye! Amanda Curlett -S.S. It was good getting 2 meet you Much<3Love DuJuan C. -Stef, Its been fun. Good luck in w/e you do. Matt -Rick Longo "Keep it real" -Stef, ((??)) for ((??)) Brian -Steffani, hey it was great being in the play w/ you! good luck 2nite! <3Frenchy -Stef, hey darling, it was nice getting to know you. See ya round! <3 ya Liz -Steffani, Great Job. Can't wait till next year! Love Danny -<3always Mandi "Jan" -Yay for grease! Ed Lord -Good Job in the play Phil (stage crew) -Stef, you have 3 more years to shine bright. Make me proud and keep trying. Its been fun. Ill miss you. <3 Caroline -Stef, you're cool, keep playing guitar Ryan -Stef, we are going to have fun @ 9-10! Great Job in the play. O-Behave! Josh -Stef, there is no room left. Its been fun. Good luck in future plays. -Erin now dont i feel loved!! lol.. but then we went on and did the show.. i took some pics (me and tim did a dirty one!! lol) and i should hopefully be getting them developed soon and im getting a picture disc so i will have them on the computer. ok at the end of the show they gave out the presents and then we went back.. i went thru the audience and i saw Tewey!! XD <-- happy face and i asked where jeff was and he told me that him and Jamie bolted at the end. but yea.. the show was AWESOME!! i wish we could do it a couple more nights! lol ok so i go in the back and get all my stuff together and my friend takes a picture of me giving tim a kiss on the cheek (he had HUGE read lip marks on his face!! lol) and then i go out front and wait for kevin. he takes us all to my house so i can drop stuff off so we can go to the party.. then me and justin relized we left stuff at the school so kevin was taking us back to the school. He saw the car in front of him slowing down so he says "hold on" and he starts to hit the breaks.. he looks away for a split second and then he hit them. i got thrown into the seat infront of me and bit my tounge really really hard. the driver gets out and is all flippin out like "look what the fuck u did u fuckin idiot" and kevins just like "omg, im so sorry, are you ok, im really sorry, are you ok?" and all of us in the car agreed that "we hit the wrong ppl" but then i was talkin to the kids dad and he was like "yea, i understand (after i told him the story) and i just hit someone for the first time in 20 years like, last week.." and he was all cool about it so i was like "maybe this turned out to be some ok ppl to hit" lol and when we were standin out there waiting for ppl to come, steve was all nice and let me wear his hoodie. yea it was kevin driving, steve int he passenger seat and in the back from left to right was matt, justin then me. i was the only girl! lol yea... the funny thing tho.. was when u stopped to look, you could see red lips marks where i got slammed into the seat in front of me, lol. when we hit, my hat flew off and went right over the seat in front of me and was on the floor next to steve. i ended up getting home at 11:30.. i called kevins house at 12:30 and left a message saying to call me and he called today around 1:00 (its 1:40 right now [and look at the time i started this entry! lol]) and asked how i was and said sorry and that he was gonna call, then got my message and was like "im just glad u put ur number" and i was like "yea, i called last night around 12:30.. whut time did u get in?" "about 12:30" "so after i left the message then" "yea" lol and he didnt listen to it till right b4 he called me. but my mom called the doctors and i might be goin tomorrow to get my neck checked out coz it started hurting right b4 i left. and that (hopefully) will be before i get my new glasses.. kevin said hed call again tomorrow andi told him after 2 coz thats when my eye doctors appt. is. but i guess ill go coz ive bored you with more than enuff details. oh yea, i saw matt again! i was like "hey, i remember you" and hes like "yeah.." i go "yea, from tome jones last night" hes like "yupp".. dude hes so fuckin hot! lmao.. ill go.. ttyl!! -x-
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disney here we come omg i havent written in here for ever.. i have been so busy.. well okay.. not really.. i just didnt feel like wrtting in here.. HA HA.. lol.. well im going to walt disney wrold for spring break.. im so happy.. lol.. there is going to be lost of ppl there to hang out with.. lol.. well.. maybe i will meet some hot guy.. lol.. well lauren and meghan will be there.. joey will be there.. and kelli kendall carrie tara chrissy.. and lots of other ppl.. well whatever.. i dnt kno what else to write.. so im goin to go.. ima fix up the thing.. i think its boring.. lol.. well.. gotta go.. any one who knos the cell and wants to call me at any time this week go ahead and call.. i might answer.. <3 amanda
Josh... mm.. (lmao) o0ok.. second night went well.. cept for my little fight with amanda right b4 the last scene.. otherwise, GREAT! lol, ashley and nicole asked me to autograph their book! lol it was funny.. josh was to give me a ride then he said they were goin to Tom Jones, so i asked if i could come with and he let me so i called my mom and told her we were goin there and she said ok. So me and josh drop of lindsay (aka Hooch) and pick up Jess Salvey (her windshelid wipers werent working right so she couldnt drive) so on the way, joshs mom calls and he tells her what hes doing and who hes with hes like "im at jess's house coz i have to take her, and stefani, my 9-10 date.. stefani, the one im goin to the 9-10 with" so jess gets in and then we go and we meet up with everyone.. josh told the guy a party of 20, and there turned out to be 15 of us! lol, it was Kevin Maleike, Ashley Waninski, Helen Ann, Mandy Stewart, Josh, Caroline, Karin, Justin, (some chick i didnt kno), Danny and some boy i had just met who was really cute.. i think his name was Matt.. and ME! lol.. iight, well 12.. wait.. im missing sum1.. i remember counting 13.. hmm.. o0o well.. we were having so much fun outside waiting for them to call us in.. and when we were called in we all sat at the table in the back and we had a lot of fun.. i cant remember everything but i remember SOME things but i cant put them in order so i wont even bother!! lol.. and i asked josh b4 we even left the school "did u get the note..?" and hes like "yea.. i guess ill drive" and i was like "ok, and youll kno where i live when u take me home tonight" yea.. that was at like.. whut? exactly one o'clock!! lmao and tonight, jess salveys havin a cast party at her house and i asked josh if hed give me a ride there if i was allowed and i JUST asked my mom and she said it was ok to go and ok if i was one of the ones to sleep over. i cant wait for it.. but then again, i dont want play to be over.. ::crycry:: but idk.. i dont really kno what i want coz i kno one thing that i want right now.. i cant have and thats Josh.. and ghaddamnit would SOMEONE PLEASE put some comments on here?? i wanna kno that SOMEONE is at least readin this shit! well.. ima go -x-
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